fear

I know if I admit my fears, they will become true,

but here I am revealing them,

I fear a lot of things,

sometimes they are just simple,

other times they are so complex that the stars seem like a children's book that is easy to comprehend.

I fear of drowning because it seems to me that would be the worst way to go.

I rather get shot and bleed out,

or set on fire,

anything but drowning,

I fear of the dark,

my mind has a wild imagination,

I feel like there is something there lurking in the dark ready to get me at any moment.

which leaves me to walk quickly to the bathroom and run back to my room that is full of nightlights that I can easily see in.

I fear those costumes that people wear of characters such as Mickey Mouse, Winnie the Pooh, and any other character.

it creeps me out, and every time I have to get close to one of them I tense up and hold my breath for the longest of times.

and if I have a choice I would stay far away from them.

I fear of walking in front of people, I feel as if I am being followed and I start to walk faster, then me walking faster turns into me running because of how terrified I am.

I rather walk next to a person than being ahead or behind them because then I would feel safe knowing that someone is next to me that I trust.

I fear a lot of things, but those are my major ones.

The minor ones just reptiles and insects.

Other than that,

My fears are still fears.

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