corruption

I was going insane and you were there. Watching. Me. Lose. My. Fucking. Mind.

Do you like what you see?

Do you enjoy seeing me fall apart? Watching me enslave myself in my studies. Writing poetry and books. Trying to keep myself eating and sleeping healthy.

I was falling into corruption and you called that beauty. I can tell you now, it is more agonizing than you think.

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