She laid in a bed all alone , she was ready to push . "Reyhanne -" Hux said coming into her room.

"Rey ... Just Rey" she grunted through the pain.

"Rey, they said it's time" he said . Tears and sweat streamed down her face .

"Breath and push" the droid said . She grunted through pain , too much pain . "Male" the droid said and handed it to Hux .

"It's a boy Rey" he said bringing the baby to her.

"Push ... Breathe ... Push" the droid said and then she pushed again . "Male" it said .

Hux had put the first baby in the crib near by then grabbed the boy  to show Rey.

"Breathe ... Push... Breathe" the droid repeated . Then another push and the baby came out "Female" he said and handed the baby to Hux .

*[*]*

She was laying in bed by herself , the babies near by . Hux and the other generals where there , all cooing over the three new babies .

"May I see them?" She asked Hux . He nodded and brought the boy the was born first to her.

He had blue eyes and dark black hair , "he was the first?" She asked and Hux nodded . "He's beautiful" she smiled .

"What's his name Miss Rey?" General Mendel asked .

She thought for a moment . "Benjamin Orion" she said naming the child for both Ben and her grandfather who had died . "Bring them all to me" she called .

The generals brought the two other babies to her. A little girl with brown hair and hazel eyes like she . "Estella... Estella Padmè" she smiled at her daughter .

"And your boy ?" General Burr asked .

"Lucas Anakin" she grinned at her baby with Raven hair and hazel eyes .

The generals left her with the three children . "You're so beautiful" she looked at her babies . "I never wanted one of you ... But now that you're here ..." Her eyes began to fill up with tears . "Now I can't let you go" she saw them all looking up at her with bright eyes .

"There's three of you , my Benny, my Luke and my Stella..." She blinked away her tears "I love you all so much" she cooded at the babies .

*[*]*

'Ben ?'

"Who's there ?" He asked looking around his private quarters .

'You're pull to the light'

"I have no light" he yelled seeing that there was no one there.

'Anakin ... Anakin Skywalker-'

"Darth Vader?" He asked

'Anakin ... I was born Anakin and I died Anakin ... Go back '

"Go back ? What ?"

'Go to your wife ... I didn't go to mine ... The last time I saw my wife she said I broke her heart and I strangled her ... Just as you did ... She died during childbirth, she had lost the will to live'

"Why ? Why should I go back to her ? While I've been gone she's been with Hux -"

'That's a lie ! A huge lie and you know it ... She loves you ! You nerf herder ! She wants you and she wants you to see your child! '

"She doesn't love me -"

'If she didn't love you why did she try and get you to stay ? Not for your hand but because she loves you and wants you to be with her on this special day !'

"I'm too late -"

'You're never to late to go back !'

"She wouldn't want me -"

'Yes she would ... She loves you ... More than anything ... Go now , don't make the same mistakes that I did ... Or you will never see your child ... And you'll lose your wife!'

He ran into the command centers "you will turn this ship and get us back to the base !"

"I will turn this ship and get us back to the base" the pilot said .

He nodded and smiled behind his mask and then soon enough they were almost there .

After two hours they had made it back to the base . He fired his lightsaber so people would move out of his way and he ran down to the first General he saw .

"General Marco , how is my wife ?" He asked "is she alright?"

"She's in the medical wing ... Hux and several generals are there but I've been at my post this time " he said .

He nodded and stomped his way to the medical wing , everyone jumped out of his way .

He used his saber to open the door to the medical room , he broke the security panel and then he saw a nurse . "Where is she ?" He yelled .

"Down the hall to the left sir ... The other generals had to go to a meeting sir " the nurse gulped .

He opened the door , his mask off as his walked down the hall. He saw her laying in bed , her hand hooked up to an IV and a crib at her side where he couldn't see .

"Rey" he whispered . She began to flutter her long black lashes and opened her eyes .

"K-Kylo ?" She said slightly scared .

"I'm here" he said and took off his leather gloves and sat at her side and pulled her close to him. "I missed it didn't I ?"

"Yes " she sighed "you missed it..." She began to cry.

"I'm sorry love " he pulled her to look at her "I'm so sorry ... I hurt you and then I missed the birth " he added.

"I accept your apology" she said softly . "I'm still mad though"

"You have every right to be " he told he "I love you so much" he then pressed his lips on hers .

Then there was a cry from the crib. "Go , go get the baby" she said to him after she had pulled away.

He walked to the other side of her bed and saw three babies in a crib. "There's three ?" He asked .

She nodded . He then picked up the baby who was crying , it was wrapped in a blue blanket .

"Ben , this is your eldest  child ... Benjamin Orion" she held the baby.

"Benjamin Orion? After me ?" he smiled .

"Go see your other children " she let out a small smile .

He looked at the two babies, one with brown hair and one with black . Rey sat up and pulled the crib to her using the force . He moved so he was sitting near her knees . Rey put Benjamin  in the crib then picked up the other baby . "this is your middle child ... This is Lucas Anakin ... He has hazel eyes" she told him.

"Lucas ? After my uncle and Anakin as in Anakin my grandfather ?"

She nodded at him and he smiled . He kissed the baby's forehead and put him back in the crib then grabbed the other boy who was wrapped in blue .

"And this is your youngest ... Estella Padmè" she handed him the baby girl in pink "your daughter"

"Padmè ? After my grandmother ?"

"Yes" then the baby opened her eyes and looked up at him. She smiled her baby smile .

"She's... She's my daughter ?" He said looking at the little girl .

"Yes ... Stella for short" she told him.

"Oh Rey she's beautiful" he added looking at the brown haired hazel eyed baby. "She looks just like you honey"

"I suppose so"

"She does ... They all do ... She has your hair and eyes ... Lucas has your eyes and Benjamin has your smile , they all have your smile" he told her .

"You missed it" she sighed . "Hux was here ... He helped ... We aren't together you know ..."

"I know " he Dias .

"He held the babies ... Whine the droid handed them to him , he was the first to hold them " she then choked back tears . "That was suppose to be you ... You were suppose to be here ! You were suppose to hold them first ... You were suppose to tell me to keeping going but you didn't ! You left me ! You left me in the hangar ... My water broke and I had to be carried by a weak Hux !"

"I'm sorry " he sighed and kissed her forehead "I am horrible person"

"you are" she spat "you better make it up to me and the babies"

"How?" He asked moving to sit next to her , still holding Stella .

"By never ever leaving us when we need you most again... You are my husband ... You are not the Galaxy's husband you are mine " she showed her scar on her left hand. "And you are their father ... You had only three children ... Benjamin, Lucas and Estella ... You will never ever put the galaxy before them ... Ever ... Do you understand?" She asked harshly .

"I understand ... And I'm sorry" he said and then kissed his daughter's forehead . "They're so beautiful Rey ... Thank you" he moved to kiss her cheek. "Triplets" he smiled .

"Our children ... No one else's ... Nothing is more important than them ... You will not love anything more than the four of us ... Do you get it ?"

"I get it Rey" he said .

"You will never , ever , ever ! Crave power and want power more than you want and crave your family ... Your wife and children "

"I won't Rey ... Never "

"And you will take care of these children just as much as me ... You will take the midnight feedings and the diaper changes and the burping and throw up ... Even if you're  running the first order or not you will be there ... Every day or their lives !"

"I will Rey" he grabbed her hand with his spare one .

"You will never tell me that you don't love me ... You will always love me and love them ..." She then felt tears run from her eyes "you will always loves us ... Promise me ... Promise me that you'll always love them"

"I promise I will always love them Rey" he told her .

"And " she choked back her tears and looked in him dead in the eye . "You will always love me ... Promise me I'll be the last person you ever love ! I will be the only person who takes your last name ... I will be the only woman you ever bed and only woman besides our daughter and your mother who you will love ! Promise me now !"

He looked at his daughter's hazel eyes .

"Promise me now damnit !" She screamed .

"I promise I will only love three women in my life , Stella , my mother and you... I love you" he said and kissed her .

-A.N.-
GUYS THIS CHAPTER IS SO FUCKING LONG MY HAND HURTS HOLY FUCK !

-Joey