Dhaani si dhaani si

Sharbati paani si

Dheere dheere se

Teri chahat chadhti hai

"It was always you Nayan"...

"It was always you whose absence made me feel void... I had realized it then when you had denied our friendship because of the Parade bet... I had felt the emptiness when you choose someone else over me as your special friend"..

Thodi naadaani si

Thodi shaitani si

Dheeme dheeme se

Teri aadat badhti hai

"It was always you with who I don't have to pretend the coolest guy in the college with no worries... I can be myself; share my fears, my insecurities, my pain and about my broken family"...

Tu hai toh mere ru-ba-ru

Par kya karun

Yakeen hi nahi aata

Shaam se subah karun

Dekha karun

raha bhi nahi jaata

"It was always you Nayan for whom tonight was meant for"...

Afeemi afeemi afeemi hai yeh pyaar

Afeemi hai tera mera pyaar

Ho.. Afeemi afeemi afeemi hai yeh pyaar

Afeemi hai tera mera pyaar

Khumari khumari na aaye re karaar

Afeemi hai tera mera pyaar..

As Samar completed his confessions,the clouds started confirming his love for Nayan through the torrential rain,making her believe whatever he said,he said it from his heart and it's true that in his heart only she resides and no one else.

Thodi pighalti hoon

Thodi phisalti hoon

Ghash khaake teri hi

Baahon mein girti hoon

Nayan's eyes remained unblinking,with tears flowing all over her face like a cascade.What was all these suppose to mean she wondered... Her heart was racing at a high speed.. Was this even possible, was she dreaming or her dream was turning into reality... Nayan's lips managed to utter only one word...Samar.

Thodi sarakti hai

Thodi khisakti hai

Neeyat bigad ke ye

Tujhse hi sambhalti hai

"would you ever let your lips speak out those words which you were holding in the corner of your heart?? Would you ever let a chance to us; to our friendship to deepen and find out love?? Would you ever say those words to me being Nayan which you said being 'Janvi'?? I knew Nayan, it wasn't 'Janvi' who saying those words in the play... It was my Nayan who was speaking her heart out all the hidden feelings she had secured in her heart"...
Tere mere faasley

Bas aaj se

Saanson hi saanson mein gumne lage

A musical silence prevailed between them as Nayan eyes started blurring of the moist... Was this real or she was still dreaming... Samar cupped her face sensing her thoughts as always...

Tere mere raaste

Bas aaj se

Ho.. aankhon hi aankhon mein milne lage

"It is real Nayan, our love is real... I am sorry that I have hidden it from you so long... I was so scared to lose your friendship but I can't hold it back anymore... I want to proclaim my first love tonight and it will always be my Nayan"...

"I take them as a 'Yes' Nayan as you have promised" said Samar seeing her precious tears which he had always hated... But tonight he let them flow rather than wiping them... The tears that she had held so long for days were now free to roll down as Samar pulled her into his warm embrace...

Afeemi afeemi afeemi hai ye pyaar

Afeemi hai tera mera pyaar

Khumari khumari na aaye re karaar

Afeemi hai tera mera pyaar..

"It will always be a Yes" said Nayan as she reciprocated the hug tightly with a promise to never ever let go of her first love...

The starry nights, the lighting candles, the roses, the gifts and the music witnessed the sight of the two cute friends holding each other in a blissful hug promising to be together in an eternal journey called Love...

They both hugged each other and enjoyed the day seeing a movie "Meri Pyaari Bindu"...

Love - We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it & Loose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know what it'll be from one moment to the next. It is a ...short word, easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without.

He always wondered what position he holds in her life. They started as Dance partners in the college gathering, then friends, and then best friends. But for him, she was something more than that. She had taken a very important place in his heart. Well it is an understatement. She had stolen his heart. She was his Angel.

BUT... He never told her about his feelings. Maybe he was afraid of loosing her. Maybe he couldn't bear the pain of rejection, if she says NO. And for hiding those feelings for her, he always flirted with every other girl in front of her. But he always kept giving hints to her. He always made sure she's doing well. He always made sure that she smiles. He was caring towards all his friends, but for her, he was possessive too. She sometimes wondered why he has that concern about her only, but she never asked why, and he didn't tell her because maybe, he was too shy.

He knew he can't live without her. But he knew she won't reciprocate the feelings he had for her. She was so different than him; she would have never accepted his proposal. He remembered the conversation they had on a movie date.

........................

"Hey that was an awesome movie, and an awesome title too... 'If only'. Isn't it?" she chirped coming out of the movie hall.

"Yes! That was." He looked at her enthusiastic face lovingly.

"But I wonder who loves someone so much in today's world."

He sensed a disappointment in her tone. 'I love you Akdu More than my life..." He wanted to shout. But he kept quiet.

"Hmmm... at least not people like you, who are constantly searching for a change!!" she said with a sigh and pulled his cheek teasingly.

'How I wish I could tell you... he thought. But smiled for her sake and said playfully, "Well, change yourself, otherwise change will change you!!"