P.S. Look at that face

EDWARD CULLEN
I stood there staring at Carlisle waiting for the answer. What happened? Was she was okay? Was she alive? Was she...was she in pain...

"Carlisle, how is she" James spoke as suddenly he looked worried. He looked scared. He looked...guilty.

"Please tell me my baby is okay. Please tell me Dawn is okay. She's all I have left" her dad spoke as I saw him breaking. It hurt me to know that I caused this...her brother died because she was with me. Her brother died because so loved me and did I love her? I didn't know. I didn't even fucking know at this point...

"Well, there was a lot of complications. Her heart stopped a couple of times and she was in and out of it. We needed blood but looking at it the only one we could find a match was her brother but with what happened recently we could not give her blood" Carlisle started and I felt myself shatter. I killed her.

"I-Is she d-d-gone?" her dad suddenly imturrupped as he choked out every single word. He was unable to even say the word dead. I also in a way killed him...killing her killed all of us and I was the cause.

"No. No she's not...gone. She's alive. Sorta" he spoke nervously as panic rose through all of us. Panic and fear. Panic, fear, and rage.

"Then what happened?!" her dad suddenly yelled as Carlisle sighed. He knew how much pain her dad was in so he let it go. He still wouldn't have minded. He was always passive.

"Carlisle. Please tell me what's wrong with my daughter" he begged as Carlisle had a look of failure.

"We couldn't save her in time. In order to give her a chance we put her in a coma. I don't know if she'll wake up but her chances are slim" he spoke as I felt my empty non-existent heart shatter. Shatter into a million pieces...and I would never be able to fix it...

"W-what are the odds?" James asked shakily as Carlisle's expression saddened.

"20 percent" he responded blankly as all of our eyes widened. I think all three of us prayed the 20 percent to be in our favor.

"20 percent what?" I found myself asking as his expression worsened. That's when we all knew what the 20 percent was.

"20 percent that she wakes up...80 percent that she doesn't wake up..." he finally concluded and suddenly walked off not knowing what else to do. He knew there wasn't anything more but I couldn't help but ignore that look he gave me. That look saying, I'm sorry.

JAMES MONROE
I stood there as shock ran through me. I watched as Carlisle, Edward, and Aurora's dad walked into the hospital. All three of them with sad looks on their faces. They were so sad about what happened but I couldn't help but be angry at her. I hated her for what she did! I hated her! She didn't have to fucking leave us and yet she did! I tried to kill herself! She has been for years! She has been since her mum died...her mum was like a mum to me. Her whole family was like my own...and I missed them...I missed Daniel, her mum, her dad, her. Her family was the only kind of family I had as my own...and now I lost them. Forever...

"James" I heard a soft voice speak and I looked over seeing Renesmee. A sad smile on her face as I gently kissed her head and she cuddled up close to me.

"I'm so sorry" she whispered as all I could do was nod. I need this.

EDWARD CULLEN
I stood there in her room watching as her chest rose and fell. She seemed peaceful. She seemed happy. She seemed...free. I don't know what she was doing to me but I also don't know if I truly loved her. What Renesmee showed me...no matter how much I wanted it to be fake I knew it wasn't. I was still in love with Bella...and maybe...Aurora even knew it too.

I looked around to see her dad sitting there. Staring at her. Staring at the bandages and her peacefulness. I let out a small breath as I listened to his thoughts where all he could think about was Rose. Rose and his wife that he lost a while back.

"She looks so much like her mother...and in a way...I'm losing her all over again..." he spoke and all I could do was nod. I had no words to say. How could I? I caused her death.

"You love her. Don't you?" he asked and I nodded. What else could I tell him? I couldn't tell him I didn't know if I did or didn't. I man, I did. Didn't I?

I did. I did love her. I still do. That was my answer. Her.

I smiled softly and kissed her hand as I wish I could kiss her lips. I wished I could hold her but I couldn't. But for now, this would be enough...for now.

"I love you Aurora Angel Frost. From now and to the end of time"
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Well, this is unedited but I hoped you liked it! I know it's been a while but bear with meee. Also, today is Robert Pattinson's birthday!!!!! Ahhhh. Happy birthday babyyyyy!
Lynn❤️