⚠️WARNING SMUT⚠️

EDWARD CULLEN
I stood there, staring into nothingness as time seemed to stop and nothing else existed. Everything seemed so...obosolete. It seemed as if I was the only thing here but, I wasn't. I had Aurora. It felt as if it were just me and Aurora standing closely into one another and loving each other's embrace. And for a while, it was quiet.

She had her small little arms wrapped around me, and her head laid gently onto my back as I felt her tighten her grip like she never wanted to let go. But, as I could guess she had love and happiness racing her mind while I had sorrow and pain. And no. It wasn't because of her. I love her with my all, but, I hurt her. I caused her pain...and I caused her tears.

Slowly I looked down seeing her hands lightly hanging in front of me as I noticed something on her palms. At this moment, I knew she was distracted so carefully I peeled her hands open to see marks and scars all over her palms as it looked as if she held on too tight.

"I love you, Edward" she whispered as the silence between us was broken. I smiled softly as I caressed the top of her hand with my thumb as a small wave of silence came between us.

"I love you too, mi amore" I whispered back as it was like I could feel the aura of happiness emitting from her.

Silence continued between us as now it was calm. Calm and relaxing. As if nothing else could come between us. As if nothing else mattered.

"Edward" she spoke softly as she gently laced my hands into hers.

"Hm?" I hummed as I only wanted to stay like this forever. Be with her forever.

Then, suddenly, she pulled away and moved to stand in front of me. She had a worried look as I began to worry too. What if she wanted to leave?! No. I couldn't let her.

"Edward I-" she started but I quickly picked her up and held her closely into me. I felt as her legs suddenly wrapped around my torso and her arms around my neck. Her grip was soft and gentle while mine was tight and needing.

"Aurora, I love you" I blurted laying my head onto her shoulder and my face buried into her neck.

"I know you do" she responded gently as I felt her moving a bit but, I pulled her closer and tighter into me not wanting her to move or go anywhere.

"A-Aurora. P-Please" I whimpered as I felt her hands trail up my neck slowly and then laced her fingers into my hair.

"Edward, what's wrong?" she spoke gently as I was silent. I just held her. I didn't want to let go.

"Edward" she repeated as I shook my head and nuzzled into her more as she then pulled away. She gently cupped my face into her small hands as she directed my attention so my eyes could meet hers.

"Edward, what's wrong?" she asked again with a small gentle voice as she ran her thumb along my jawline. 

"I d-don't want you to leave" I whimpered as she suddenly kissed me passionately. Instantly I kissed back as I felt her pull her arms away and then herself. Panic rose throughout me as I watched her hop off of me and shut the door quickly.

"A-" I started but before I could even continue she wrapped her arms around my neck and slammed her lips onto my own as her kiss was hot and passionate.

I kissed back instantly as she started to push me towards the bed. Of course I was stronger than her but I was weak. I completely succumbed to her and it was shocking how quickly she made me melt to her will. It was like I was air.

Suddenly, as we both know it, I'm sitting on the bed as she started to climb up onto my lap to straddle me. Quickly I held her hips as I pulled her closely only to have her ass drag against my dick making me let out a low growl and her a small whimper.

Quickly and swiftly she pushed me down onto the bed and without warning, was now sitting up, straddling my lap as every now and then, grinded herself onto me making me let out small groans.

I was now on my back as I looked up at her completely in love and entranced, watched her frantically unbuttoning her shirt. Suddenly, I snapped out of my trance as I realized what she was doing and where this would lead. Quickly I sat up and placed my hands on hers and pulled them away placing them to her sides.

"Aurora, no" I spoke roughly as I looked at her seriously and blankly. Not a single emotion in my face.

I watched as she suddenly seemed to be crumbling. I noticed her nose was flaring and her arms snaked around herself as she looked away seeming intimidated...or scared...I couldn't really read her. She blocked herself from me. And even then, I tried not to read her thoughts.

"I-I'm sorry" she whimpered as I noticed tears were pricking her eyes...I hurt her...again.

Gently I sighed and took her off my lap and cupped her cheek. "Aurora, we can't. I can't. I hurt you last time and I-" I rambled but was cut off by her slamming her lips onto mine once more.

I hesitantly kissed back as I heard her whine and gently pull away just a bit. She sniffled and laid her forehead onto mine as I heard her breathing had hitched. She seemed...scared.

"Edward, I want to do this. I want to try again" she whispered as she crawled back onto my lap and straddled me once more.

"Aurora, we can't do this. I could lose control and I could hurt you!" I snapped unintentionally as I saw her flinch.

"O-Okay" she whispered shakily as she got off my lap and walked over to the door. No. She couldn't leave me. Not because of this.

"Fine" I spoke giving in. "We can try again but...please...don't leave me" I pleaded as she turned with a sad look.

"N-No...we don't have to if you don't want to" she spoke softly as her arms went around her waist again. "A-And I'm not leaving you...I'm...I was just going to go downstairs" she whispered as I shook my head. I needed her. I didn't want her to leave me or this room. I wanted her with me at all times. I needed her with me.

Silently I got up and walked up behind her as I unraveled her arms away from her waist feeling her tense up. Gently I placed my hands on her waist as I slowly dragged my hands up the sides of her body then back down resting my hands on her hips watching her tense up from my touch.

I gently snaked my hands to her stomach as I started to work my hands up her body and to her collar bone where I started to unbutton her shirt from behind.

"E-Edward" she gasped out as I started to slowly unbutton her shirt working my way till I stopped midway right at her chest. Gently I leaned in closely to her ear.

"What is it, mi amore" I whispered huskily into her ear as I felt her shiver slightly from my actions.

"C-Can we continue this at my place?" she stammered out softly. "Isla and my dad aren't home"

I grinned lightly and nodded as I turned her around seeing her cheeks were bright pink. She was blushing.

I smirked and placed my hands onto her hips and slowly moved them down to her ass as I gave it a quick slap making her gasp and bury her face into my shoulder. Her cheeks, as I could guess, was now a deep red instead of a pink.

"Come on, mi amore. Let's get you out of these clothes. Then we can get to your place" I muttered into her ear as she nodded with her face still buried into my shoulder.

Slowly I pushed her back a bit and continued as I started to unbutton her shirt once more until I got to the final button. Swiftly I pushed it off her shoulders and let it drop to the ground as I started to stare at her now uncovered chest.

Suddenly, that's when I realized all of the scars and marks on her body that weren't made from what I did earlier. It was from Evan...or when she hurt herself.

Once she saw my gaze she frantically tried to cover herself up as she looked ashamed of herself. She seemed...afraid...afraid I would judge her.

But, instead of saying something to her I removed her arms and hands from her body and placed gentle and loving kisses all over her. Her neck, her shoulders, her collarbone, her breasts, and her stomach.

"You're so beautiful" I muttered as suddenly I realized she was now only in her panties. Black lace panties.

"Damn" I muttered lightly as I ripped it off her causing her to gasp. I smirked and pulled away completely to get a good look at her. She was now fully naked and I admit, it was damn perfect.

"Your bed awaits for you, mi amore" I grinned watching her blush even more than she already was which I didn't think was possible.

Swiftly I picked her up and ran out of James' house and ran to Aurora's noticing no one was home. Like she said. Perfect.

Quickly I got her to her room as instantly I slammed her down onto the bed roughly, but not too rough as this caused her to gasp and look up at me with a tiny bit of fright in her eyes yet, were full of lust. Lustfull fright.

"I feel so underdressed" she purred and sat up as she started unbuckling my jeans as I grinned pushing away her hands watching her pout.

"I'm in control now, darling" I growled into her ear making her whimper and lay back down making me grin.

Quickly I took off my clothes as now I was only in my boxers but, Aurora on the other hand, was fully nude.

Carefully I placed my hands on her hips, which weren't surprisingly bruised, and caressed them lightly. I knew what I was about to say would upset her a bit but I had to.

"Aurora, if anything hurts tell me. Then if you'd like I could slow down or maybe e-" I rambled but quickly she kissed me in order to cut me off. And it worked.

[I'm building this house on the moon
Like a lost astronaut]

Passionately I kissed back as I felt her arms wrap around my neck and pull me closer into her. I groaned softly as I felt her lightly bite my lower lip with a shy giggle.

I quickly hovered over her with my hands pressed onto the bed as I started to kiss down her jaw, leaving light hickeys on her jawline that gradually got darker.

[Looking at you like a star
From a place the world forgot]

Slowly I pulled away looking at her as she looked back at me with her lips slightly agape. She looked perfect.

[And there's nothing that I can do
Except bury my love for you]

"Edward, I want you" she whispered softly as I grinned and started to grope her hearing her soft moans.

"And I want you, mi amore" I growled into her ear as she started to whimper. She tried to grab at my boxers when I pinned her hands down.

[The brightness of the sun will give me just enough
To bury my love in the moondust]

"Hands off" I grumbled as she nodded quickly. I grinned and started to kiss down her jaw once more trailing kisses down her neck and shoulders leaving even more hickeys as I went.

Slowly I left a trail to her collarbone and to her chest as I kissed down to her breasts leaving hickeys all over making her let out soft lustful moans.

[I long to hear your voice, but still I make the choice
To bury my love in the moondust]

"You're so beautiful" I mumbled into her sliding my hands down her sides.

I continued my actions leaving my trail of kisses and hickeys to her stomach as I suddenly stopped. I looked up at her to see the mark I made on her. And it was beautiful.

[Nothing can breathe in the space
Colder than the darkest sea]

I grinned softly as I placed my next kiss on her thigh ever so softly. I wanted them to linger all around her lower half.

Gently I spread her legs open as I felt her tense up from my touch. Her breathing seemed to quicken as I started to place small light kisses up her inner thigh feeling her shudder from my actions.

[I have dreams about the days
Drivin' through your sunset breeze]

"Someone's a little excited" I grinned placing a kiss onto her as she moaned softly. I grinned and suddenly licked her painfully slow as she whimpered slightly.

"Mmm. I think you're more than a little excited" I teased as I crawled back up to place a small kiss on her lips as she lightly kissed back.

[And the first thing that I will do
Is bury my love for you]

"P-Please" she whimpered as I watched her slowly melt from every little thing I did to her. She was a mess. It was perfect.

"Please what?" I grinned teasingly. "Use your words, mi amore" I growled gently into her ear as she whimpered even more.

"F-Fuck m-me" she gasped out as before she could even fully finish what she was saying I was already inside of her.

[The brightness of the sun will give me just enough
To bury my love in the moondust]

Slowly I started to thrust into her as she let out tiny gasp like moans and wrapped her arms around my neck loosely. I started to go a bit faster watching as her breathing quickened and her moans got a bit louder.

[I long to hear your voice, but still I make the choice
To bury my love in the moondust]

"What do you want, darling" I whispered into her ear as she held on a little tighter.

"F-Faster" she mumbled out as I obliged and went faster into her. She let out loud moans as I went quickly in and out of her. It was fast enough for a human to take but slow for a vampires pace. But, it was still amazing.

[I'm a castaway and men reap what they sow
And I say what I know to be true]

I looked down at her as her eyes were closed tightly making me growl a bit. I wanted her to look me in the eyes as I fucked her.

"Open your eyes" I growled gripping her hips tightly as she gasped and opened them as they were now a dark blue instead of her light blue eyes. She was filled with lust as so was I.

[Yeah I'm livin' far away on the face of the moon
I've buried my love to give the world to you]

"P-Please. F-Faster" she moaned out as she gripped the sheets tightly. I thrusted faster as she was now screaming out in pure ecstasy.

[The brightness of the sun will give me just enough
To bury my love in the moondust]

I growled watching her moan out my name and cling onto the sheets as I felt myself going faster. I knew I was losing control. I knew I was going to hurt her again but, I pushed it away and instead kissed her roughly in order to distract me. Now she was moaning loudly into my mouth as it was muffled slightly.

Quickly I pulled my hands away from her hips afraid that I would loss control. Instead, I gripped the headboard of her bed as I felt it slowly crack from under my hands.

I watched as she started to slowly inch up the bed as my thrusts began to quicken and her moans got louder as she was now screaming out in pleasure.

[I long to hear your voice, but still I make the choice
To bury my love in the moondust]

I felt her nails scratching up and down my back harshly as I groaned lowly into her ear feeling her legs shake violently. I knew she was close.

"E-Edward. F-Faster" she moaned out as I grinned going faster in and out of her when her headboard finally snapped and broke. I continued going even faster as the bed followed and collapsed from underneath us too.

I growled into her ear darkly as I ordered her to let go. She screamed out my name in pleasure as I felt her release onto me. I groaned lowly as I suddenly thrusted roughly one last time and released into her too.

When we both finished together, I collapsed onto her as watching her lay there catching her breath. Both of us looking at each other never breaking eye contact as she was gasping for air.

I pulled out of her and laid next to her as she cuddled against me. Gently she cuddled into my chest as I played with her hair lovingly.

[I've buried my love in the moondust, yeah

"Thank you, Edward" she whispered out as her breathing was normalizing.

I nodded with a slight chuckle. "I love you" I spoke softly as I smiled placing a small gentle kiss onto her head as she cuddled into me more.

I watched her as she looked peacefull while I whispered sweet nothings into her ear as I noticed she was fast asleep. And happy.
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Next ch. Is going to be really cute! I hope hehe. Anyway, I hope you liked it!