{FORTY SEVEN}

AURORA FROST
I fluttered my eyes open just to immediately close them after I felt a white-silver glow splash onto my face like the ocean waves. It sorta caught me off guard as instantly I let out a small noise and turned the other way to open my eyes seeing that I was in my room.

I continued to blink and rub the sleep out of my eyes as I gently sat up and looked around seeing my room was a complete and utter mess. Wood and feathers were scattered everywhere as I felt a sudden breeze wash over me.

Instantly I turned to see my window was wide open as I watched the curtains were lightly moving back and forth as the wind blew them gently and the night sky was stary with the moonlight shining on my face as I looked out. But, this time, it didn't affect me too much as it did the first time but I was still squinting just a bit.

I smiled watching as my eyes changed to adjust to the night's stary light when suddenly I heard a small sudden soft creek. I turned to see where it came from just to see Edward sitting on the edge of my broken bed in only sweatpants. He was glittering lightly as the moonlight shone on him. He looked...beautiful. But, even though he looked peaceful, something was off.

Ever so gently and silently I started to crawl over to him as I heard him inhale sharply. He already knew I was awake and behind him. Perks to being a vampire I guess.

As I approached him I gently brushed my hand against his side as I wrapped it around his bare torso. Softly I sucked in a breath as I watched his gaze move to my arm that was around him and while he was gazing at my touch I placed my other hand on his shoulder as I gently slid it down his bare chest.

Slowly I laid my head onto his back as I felt a hard yet soft cold hand on top of my warm soft hand. I couldn't help but smile from the light and gentle touch he brought. But, it was too gentle. It was like...a worried gentle.

Moments passed as we continued to stay in this position. My arm wrapped around him and my hand on his shoulder with his on top of mine. Both of us quiet. It was where everything was silent and all you could hear was the quiet steady breathing from me and the shaky breath like noise from him. He seemed...afraid. Scared. Worried.

"Edward, what's wrong" I whispered softly as I felt his thumb rubbing my hand gently.

"Edward" I whispered again as he didn't respond. I didn't know what to do anymore at this point...he seemed as if...he was...breathless...speechless...

"Edward" I repeated as he just shook his head and continued to hold onto my hand as his gaze was still upon our hands.

"What's wrong?" I persisted as he again shook his head. It was...annoying.

"Edward, tell me. Right now" I spoke a bit louder as I wrapped my legs around his torso too.

"No. I'm fine" he snapped a bit as I let out a small sigh. Gently I pulled him closer into me as I cuddled into him closer.

"Please. Tell me. Tell me" I whimpered into his back in a small muffled voice as he shook his head as it seemed that's all he could do.

Gently I pulled my hand away from under his and then my arm away from his torso. He seemed to tense up a bit as he felt my legs gently pull away from his torso too. Yet, he didn't do anything about it. He seemed affected but also...didn't care...not enough.

Silently I got up and walked over to my closet as I slipped on one of Edward's sweatpants and then one of my tank tops as instantly I went downstairs and sat on my couch. I was pissed a bit. No, a lot.

I sat there as I was sprawled out on the couch. Bored, confused, hurt, mad. Was he upset at me? Did he not enjoy last night? Was I not...enough?

Sighed and sat up as I winced lightly as I felt a small pain in my legs and well, everywhere. Everywhere hurt. A lot. That little bit of hurt turned to a lot. It was like a wave of pain but quickly I pushed it away as I heard footsteps. The stairs were creaky. Sometimes.

"You okay?" a soft voice spoke gently as I saw it was Isla. She sat down next to me as she had a small smile on her face.

"Mhm," I hummed in response as I looked down at the ground with silence filling the air. Only our breathing could be heard.

"I know I'm not your mother and I know I never will be but, if you need to talk...I'm here. I can and never will be like your mum but I'm here. Always" she spoke sweetly as I looked up at her with a smile.

"Isla, I know you're not my mum and never really will be like her or even close to who she was or how she made me feel. But, you're close. You're close enough. You're like my mum and you make my dad really happy. That's all that matters" I smiled as her smile grew from what I said.

"I'm glad that I can be at least close to a mother role for you but, you know I'm here. Right?" she spoke smiling as I knew she was trying to comfort me. She may not have been my mum but she knew when something was wrong.

"Yes. I do know, Isla" I responded as she nodded. Silence again filled the air as it was a bit awkward between us. I mean, I bet she heard me and Edward. It is the middle of the night and well, we were loud no doubt.

"Boy troubles?" she spoke in a more less soft tone. It wasn't harsh but wasn't soft. It was like...regular. A soft voice but not too soft. Medium. Yeah. Medium.

"What makes you think that?" I responded in a dumb tone. I didn't really want her to ask me or talk about my well, first real sex that was only hours ago.

"I heard you and Edward, Aurora. And, I heard the breaking and the creaking and the well, everything. How you might ask? Well, you two were really loud and also, light sleeper. You're lucky your dad is a heavy one" she laughed softly as I did too. My dad was always a heavy sleeper. Always have, always will.

"Um...well, it's nothing" I stammered out because well, what else am I supposed to say? Hey, I had sex last night. Whoops, broke the bed.

"Maybe" she laughed as immediately I blushed. Damn it. I said it aloud. Didn't I? God...damn me.

"You know, it's fine. You're a teenager, adult I guess. You can make up decisions for yourself. I mean, as long as it's a good one. Anyway, how is it? The aftermath" she questioned with a small grin on her face as I did my best not to laugh. I mean, this is going to be...something else.

EDWARD CULLEN
I sat there on the edge of Aurora's bed. Silent. A wave of pain and despair rushing over me like a tidal wave. It was painful. I felt...terrible. What I did, it couldn't be forgiven. It couldn't...I made a mistake and she hates me for it.

Softly I sighed as I stood up and walked over to the window to leave when I heard soft voices going back and forth. I heard them talking about me...about us...about...last night.

"It was...perfect" I heard Aurora speak softly. I could practically hear the small smile that appeared on her face.

"Really? Then how come you aren't cuddling with him or something. I mean, after your dad and I-" the other voice spoke as I heard Aurora freaking out a bit.

"Isla! No!" she whispered yelled as the other girl stifled a laugh. So that's who it was. Her dad's girlfriend.

"What? I'm just saying" she laughed softly as I could hear a small groan from Aurora.

"But really, why aren't you cuddling with him?" she repeated in a soft tone as I heard a small sniffle from Aurora. It broke my non-existent heart as I heard a loud sob that slowly quieted down with the small shushes of her dad's girlfriend.

Great...I hurt her. Softly I sucked in a breath as I heard her thoughts...and they were filled with pain.

Quickly I pushed them away and went to the window as I jumped down and sped off into the night. Making sure I were to stay as far away as possible. I couldn't be the reason of her pain...I couldn't see her like this...ever. Ever again.
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Lol. This sucks. I didn't edit or give a shit about this one. It was sorta filler and was supposed to be cute buttttttt oh well.

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