FIFTY TWO

AURORA FROST

I sat there on the couch of the Cullen's house just staring at the wall in complete loneliness. Ilsa has been out lately dealing with her own little world with my father while I've been sorta juggling life and death. It was sorta scary but I knew if I died it would be for the unborn babies that I grew deeply to love.

"You know, now I can see why Edward is in love with you" Alice spoke as she took a seat right next to me. A warm smile on her face. After all, her and I have always gotten along.

"Alice, he doesn't love me. Our love was messy and it ended. That's that" I spoke slightly shrugging it off even though it bothered me like crazy. All I wanted was Edward but he was out with Emmett helping Carlisle and Esme hunt so they could be at their strongest for the delivery of the twins. After all, they never had to deliver two vampire-human babies.

"Your love never ended. Leaving you was much worse than leaving Bella when he did that one time" she spoke as I once again couldn't help but shrug it off. It was something that I couldn't even fathom why he would even think about leaving.

"I never seen him love someone so much. Not even Bella. The love he has for you is just a lot more than the love he had with Bella. It's a good thing but also ruined him"

"If he loved me so much then why did he leave? Why leave if you're in love. Why would you let go the one thing that may be holding you down to this earth as you so say" I questioned as suddenly Rosalie walked over with a cup of blood. Her and I had gotten along a bit more because she knew what I wanted and was really the only one who was okay with it.

"He's scared" Rosalie interrupted as she handed me the cup and took a seat on the opposite side of me.

"Scared? How can you be scared of one you love?" I asked completely confused on what he was scared about.

"The same reason why you're scared to talk to him. Afraid you'll mess it all up" she responded seriously as I somewhat froze. How could she know what I was thinking? Out of everything how could she have just guessed?

"No. I'm not afraid" I lied as she only laughed lightly shaking her head.

"When I begged Carlisle to change Emmett I hid for a long time avoiding him thinking he would hate me for being the cause of what I did but really he was the only one to adjust quickly to this...lifestyle. It was a good thing but still scared the crap out of me. It's normal Aurora just...not like this. You're about to have my brother's babies and really he's scared that if you survive you'll take the twins away from him or if you die he has to live a lifetime knowing he never made it right" she spoke as I nodded with a sad look as she suddenly shook her head.

"Enough of that. I wouldn't want you to stress about it. It's not good for the babies" she spoke as I nodded taking a sip of the blood in the cup digesting what she had just said...was it true?

"Um...can I get some help" I spoke gently not being able to really move as much. I wanted to shower or bathe or whatever. I just needed to distract myself.

"What is it that you need help with?" Alice spoke as I gave her a soft smile.

"Can I have help getting to the b-" I spoke as the twins cut me off my kicking me in this unbearing force making me wince in pain.

"Bathroom. I wanna bathe. Please" I squeaked out as both Alice and Rosalje got up to help me over to the bathroom since it was a while away. Their house was huge. Plus I always needed someone with me.

"A-And can someone call Ilsa. I-I want her here. I need to talk to her" I squeaked out feeling another kick as Jasper nodded getting up to the phone as Alice and Rosalie led me to the bathroom.

Halfway there we were walking slowly as I felt more pain in my stomach. It felt like they were kicking madly. It felt as if they were doing freaking gymnastics in my womb. It hurt. A lot.

"Ow" I whimpered as I felt a sharp pain shoot down my side making me whimper even more as it shot through my leg.

"Are you okay?" Alice spoke as quickly I nodded not wanting them to worry. Then, all the sudden I felt a sharp pain as it now shot through my entire body. I screamed in pain as I felt my felt as it broke in half as the next thing I knew I was lying on the ground writhing in pain and agony.

"JASPER!" Alice screamed through my screams of pain and he ran over quickly picking me up as they rushed me to the table in Carlisle's office making me sob. I wanted Edward. I wanted him so much.

"E-Edward. I-I want Edward" I sobbed feeling sharp pains shooting through my body as Jasper was putting morphine throughout my body and all I wanted was to black out.

"Edward" I whimpered feeling nothing but pain as again Jasper put more morphine in me as they all hoped it would stop my suffering but it seemed to only make it worse as when I felt myself give in and everything seemed to just fade away someone quickly gripped my hand tightly but not too tight. Only enough for me to feel.

"Hold on. I'm here mi amore. I'm here" a voice soothed as I turned to see Edward smiling softly at me as I smiled too but happiness was soon yanked away from me as it was now replaced with pain.

EDWARD CULLEN

In this moment I hid away from my family. I was forced to go hunting with some of them since I haven't eaten since I left Aurora for the first time so instead of doing what I should be I hid in a tree to think about who I should be with.

"You know, both you and her have this thing called a voice. And it produces words. It's a lot easy than stares, tears, punishments, and throwing things. And I would like you not breaking the damn house down with your issues" Emmett spoke making me glare at him.

"Why are you here?" I snapped as he chuckled putting his hands up as if he was protecting himself.

"Hey hey hey don't kill the messenger. Carlisle told me to come to find you and force deer blood down your throat" he spoke making me raise a brow.

"Word for word?" I asked completely annoyed by now. I wanted to be alone.

"Mmm...no. He was a lot nicer but if he wanted nicer he would've sent Esme" he joked as I rolled my eyes.

"I don't wanna hunt" I mumbled and then looked away out into the woods seeing all the trees and animals from above. It was truly beautiful. I just only wished I would've taken Aurora up here. Held her up here as I could watch her smile and giggle at everything. How she wouldn't even be scared because I knew she would've loved it too much to have a single hint of fear in her.

"She'd want you to" Emmett spoke in a singy song voice as I let out a groan.

"Low blow idiot. And if I hunt then will you shut up and leave me alone?" I spoke bitterly as it was his turn to roll his eyes at me.

"Hey, Bitter Boy, calm down. And yeah. I'll leave you alone" he spoke with some hint of irritation as I grumbled getting out climbing down the tree and got to the ground staring at the fact a deer stood there sorta waiting for me. It looked me in the eye and stood there. Standing right in front of me. It was...

"Creepy" Emmett spoke finishing my thought as I nodded.

"It's kinda scaring me" he pointed out as once again I only nodded.

"Eat ittttt" he whispered suddenly as he dragged out the words making me roll my eyes as I then attacked the weird creepy deer draining it of its blood.

"Now eat another" Emmet spoke as I rolled my eyes.

"One's enough. You know that" I grumbled as he nodded.

"Yeah but you're...you. You might need more than one" he spoke as I shoved him and he flew against a tree breaking it making him laugh.

"Nope! One was enough!" he laughed making me roll my eyes at the fact he purposely ticked me off so I would shove him to see if he would fly through the air or not.

"I should kill you" I grumbled as the next thing I knew I saw Carlisle running off as Esme was running towards me and Emmett.

"It's Aurora. A-" she spoke but before she could finish I ran off to the house. I didn't need to know what happened. All that mattered to me was the fact something happened and it happened to Aurora.

I kept running to the house rushing to get there. To her. To Aurora. I swallowed the lump in my throat as when I got closer I could hear the arguing of Alice and Rosalie while I heard soft whimpers pleading and begging for my name. Instantly I ran faster. Faster than I have before and because I was faster I beat Carlisle back to the house and heard the now very audible screams and cries of mi amore...

I ran following the sobs as they led me to Carlisle's office. I saw as Jasper was putting morphine in her trying to ease her pain but it seemed to worsen as she kept writhing in pain but suddenly her body seemed to stop and she just laid there whimpering my name. Instantly I went to her and gripped her hand tightly. I knew since she was weak I didn't grip so hard.

"Hold on. I'm here mi amore. I'm here" I spoke gently to her as my voice was calm and soothing as I smiled down at her as she returned the smile up at me but was suddenly cut short as she sprung up gripping my hand that held her tightly as she cried in pain and agony. It hurt me to see her like this...it was my fault.

"Edward we need to get them out of there!" Rosalie spoke as Alice just shook her head.

"We can't! We don't know what to even do, Rosalie! We need Carlisle! Edward, how far is he?" Alice spoke as I gently pressed Aurora back down so she was laying down.

"Shhh. It'll be okay" I whispered to her then looked at Alice.

"He's almost here but we can't wait anymore. Any longer they will die" I spoke calmly as suddenly Rosalie grabbed the scalpel and as she was about to cut into Aurora Carlisle ran in and stopped her.

"Rosalie, I can take it from here. I'm going to need you to help get the twins cleaned up with Edward" he spoke as I looked confused.

"What?! I'm not leaving Aurora's side!" I exclaimed as Aurora screamed in pain as she started to squirm.

"JUST GET THEM OUT!" she screamed as the next thing I knew Carlisle was cutting into her.

AURORA FROST

I laid there in complete pain holding Edward's hand tightly. Tears streaming down my face as I could feel Carlisle cutting into my stomach. It wasn't my first time someone has cut me but it hurt so much and I couldn't explain it but I just wanted to end it.

"Baby look at me. Look at me. Stay calm. Keep breathing" Edward whispered looking at me as I nodded holding his hand tighter but suddenly I felt like my stomach was ripping and I screamed in pain almost springing forward but quickly Edward pinned me down roughly...I don't think he meant it but I whimpered anyway...but...that pain was nothing compared to what I felt in my lower abdomen.

I sobbed and cried in complete pain as Alice and Jasper were helping to hold me down so I wouldn't move too much. Then that's when Ilsa ran in to see me open on the table. The sadness in her face could show as I didn't want her to see this but I wanted her here. Instantly she ran over to me holding my other hand.

"Rose, come help me" I heard Carlisle speak calmly as she rushed over and I could see a small baby in her arms making me smile as I heard the small cries.

"Edward, go. Please" I whispered to him as I felt no more pain. As if it just disappeared.

"Edward, I need your help with the girl" Carlisle spoke making me smile happily as I was thinking about a future that I may not have.

"It's a boy" Rosalie spoke walking towards me as I smiled up at her. Gently she handed him to me as I smiled happily at him as I kissed his head smiling.

Rosalie went off to help Edward as looked over at them seeing Edward holding our daughter smiling. He looked happy. Gently I looked back down at our son smiling more.

"Arrow. Arrow James Cullen" I mumbled a bit but I knew Ilsa heard me and then I looked up at her with a sad smile. I knew what was going to happen.

"It's a beautiful name, Aurora" she spoke with a smile but once she saw my sad one she knew something was wrong. "What is it?" she spoke softly knowing that I didn't want anyone else to hear.

"Do you remember the name I told you if I would have a girl?" I spoke gently as she nodded.

"Of course I do but-" she spoke but I cut her off as I felt nothing. I couldn't move.

"Take him" I spoke gently as I tried to move but couldn't. And once she saw she knew and gently took him from my arms making me sniffle as I felt my heart break knowing I wouldn't be able to see our son or daughter grow up.

"C-Can you tell Edward that I'm sorry" I whimpered as I went numb. Everything slowly faded away from my body. I felt as I was unable to breathe, to think, to feel. It hurt so much. How could I have ever thought not feeling would hurt so bad?

"What?" she spoke completely confused as I heard the soft coos of our babies making me smile knowing that they would survive and have a happy life.

"T-Tell him that I can't. It hurts to much and that I'm sorry" I whispered to her as everything went numb and I closed my eyes thinking back to everything that happened. Our past and our story playing back in my head as I heard the screams of Edward once he figured out what happened. It broke my heart but it hurt and suddenly the pain was slipping away into nothing as finally I felt...calm. Like I knew everything would be alright and with that everything and everyone was just...silent.

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