EDWARD CULLEN

I stood there in my room completely frozen from what had happened. She loved me? She said she loved me...but...the question was if she meant it...no...she couldn't have possibly meant it could she?

Silently I sighed and turned around to see a picture of both her and I cuddling closely in my bed where she was fast asleep as she was still human. Her face buried into my chest with her arms wrapped around my neck and her legs around my torso. She looked so...peaceful. Happy.

Pushing away all my feelings I sat back down onto my bed and laid down looking at the ceiling just...thinking. But, then that's when I realized something...something was off...everything seemed to have shift as everything seemed to just have...changed...

"Edward!" Alice yelled breaking me away from my own thoughts as she was now in my room rummaging through my stuff as if she was looking for something frantically. She looked like she was going to go insane.

"Alice? What is I-" I started but then froze still where I stood. A deep pain radiating throughout my body as I heard Alice's thoughts...her thoughts...and her vision...

"A-Alice. Where?!" I screamed as she looked at me fear in her eyes yet didn't even come close to the fear in mine.

"I-I d-don't know. S-She won't let me see" she stammered as Rosalie walked in with Briar in her arms and Emmett with Arrow in his.

"Daddy!" Briar spoke happily making me smile softly seeing her icy blue yet green eyes stare at me with a huge smile on her face.

"Hey B-" I started then something hit me. Shit. I needed to get to her and get to her fast so before I could say anything else I ran quickly out my room and out the house racing against time to save Aurora. Mi amore.

AURORA FROST

I sat there with a small sad smile on my face as I brought the flames closer to my fingers as suddenly, before I could do anything else I felt a warm hand close the lighter stopping the flames and eventually, in turn, took it away from me bringing me a wave of confusion.

"Please don't leave me" I heard a familiar voice whisper making me look up seeing Edward standing over me with a sad look in his eyes as it broke my heart.

"P-Please. Please don't leave me" he repeated as he was completely breaking making me feel like a monster...

"P-Please" he whimpered dropping down to his knees wrapping his arms around me pulling me closely into him as he held tightly around me. Like he didn't want to let go. Ever.

"I-I love you. I-I l-love y-you. I love y-you" he stammered repeatedly over and over again like he wanted me to have those 3 words stamped inside my brain.

"I love you" he sniffled burying his head into my neck as he held tighter making me squirm a bit from the tightness.

"I-I'm sorry" he whimpered pulling away and as he was about to turn away I grabbed his now warm hand and held onto it tightly.

"It's okay" I reassured with a small happy smile as he pulled me back into him placing a small kiss onto my cheek and down my neck letting the kisses linger. It felt amazing but felt so...weird.

"E-Edward" I stammered softly as he stopped again and pulled away with a guilty look on his face.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I-I'm sorry. I forgot that we aren't together and probably won't be because you're happy and maybe you can live forever without me. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't mean to. I didn't want to let you go and I didn't want to let you suffer in pain with me. I-I I'm sorry...I can uh...I can...uh...um...I can go..." he stammered stumbling on his own words as I watched him get up and ran off leaving me there alone...he left...again...

EDWARD CULLEN

I was a fucking coward. I ran. I fled. I left because I was scared! I ran away because she's happy...no...I didn't run because I was scared...I ran because I knew she no longer loved me...that she moved on and had a boyfriend who loves her...much more than she ever loved me...

When I got back home I locked myself in my room feeling so angry and I didn't know why. It seemed that I was angry at myself, the world, everything and I couldn't really pinpoint what really hurt me and it hurt...so much...

"Daddy!" I heard a soft voice giggle making me turn to see Aurora was holding Briar and Arrow in her arms as she was here. She was here. She came here and stayed!

"Um...I just thought you'd want to see y-our kids" she smiled as I watched Arrow cuddle into her making me smile. At Arrow, at Briar, who was playing with Aurora's hair, and finally, at Aurora. For being here and not leaving me to be with someone else that made her happy and I will admit, she makes me happy. She makes me feel more...human.

"Edward" she spoke softly snapping me out of my daze as I walked over and held out my arms wanting to hold our daughter in my arms.

"Can I hold her?" I asked happily as she nodded handing her to me making my smile grow even more as instantly she cuddled into me like Aurora used to do. And I loved it. And missed it.

I smiled caressing the side of Briar's cheek watching her giggle tiredly and cuddle into my arms as she looked like she was going to go to sleep. Gently I kissed her head and held her hand softly while I occasionally looked up at Aurora who was holding Arrow with a loving and happy smile covering her face as he had his small hand wrapped around her small finger making her smile as he giggled up at her. It was purely beautiful. Seeing them like that. Our son and my beautiful wi-...Aurora...

Quickly I pushed away the thought of a life with her wanting to just forget it. Wanting to just move on so I could free her but I couldn't...but I could try.

I shut my eyes tightly as I thought of our nonexistent future flooded my head making me break and shake a bit as I heard a loud cry making me snap out of it a bit to turn to the noise as Briar was now in my arms crying...and there was a small bruise forming on her hand as quickly Aurora took her from me with both of them now in her arms as she frantically tried to calm Briar down as I caused her pain...I hurt two of the most wonderful girls in my forever lasting undead life...

"Shhh sweetheart. It's okay. It's okay" she cooed softly as she placed a soft kiss on top of her head and her fingers as she let Briar suck on her finger and gave her a soft smile as she sucked in sharply and now she was completely calm. Silent. A happy smile on her face as she sucked on Aurora's finger completely confusing me but it compared to nothing to the guilt and pain I felt for causing my own daughter pain...

"I-I'm sorry" I muttered softly as I went to run out but before I could even react she sped past me and stood in front of the window so I couldn't leave. It was like she knew...

"Aurora...what are you doing?" I whispered softly as she gave me a sad broken look as I felt a wave of pain wash over me. She hated me...she hated me for hurting our daughter...no...her daughter as Briar nor Arrow could no longer be my kids...as no mother would want them to be associated with such a...monster...

So, quickly before I or her could say or do anything I raced out through the door and ran out all the wall to the mountains just wanting to hide...from her...our-her kids...everyone...I just wanted to be...gone...
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I just don't feel like doing anything here...nothing at all. So...this was shit and I don't really want you to read this at all but I want to die but not that no one will care or read this cause this book is shit but you know what? Whatever. I should just quit Wattpad. Close everyone off cause then again, I have no one. Sure whatever. Bye. Until then. Maybe I'll edit this later.