{FIFTY NINE}

RENESME CULLEN

I stood there sniffling as I pushed everything away and showed him the truth...I placed my hand on his cheek showing him...everything...from start...to finish...

"Baby, could you go and tell your mom that I'm gonna go back to grandma and grandpa's house. Auntie Alice wanted to tell me something" my father spoke to me as I stopped running around chasing butterflies to look at him with a happy smile as I nodded.

Once he left I went on my way to play with the butterflies when I heard loud thuds and...noises...they were odd and sounded...scary.

"Mommy?" I called out and walked into the house scared...what if someone was hurting mommy...

"Mommy?" I repeated as I walked further into the house as the noises were coming from mommy and daddy's room.

"Mommy?" I whimpered as now I was scared beyond compare as slowly I pushed open the door to see my mom in their bed with another guy...and they were naked...why?

"Goddamn it! You stupid child! Get out!" the guy screamed at me as I whimpered.

"Mommy...I'm scared" I whimpered as she rolled her eyes.

"Renesmee. Get. Out. Now" she snapped angerly as I ran out of the house now sobbing as I laid there crying as the butterflies all fluttered around me as if trying to cheer me up...but I didn't want to be cheered up...I wanted daddy...I wanted a hug.

So, the next thing I knew I was running through the woods looking for grandma and grandpa's house and when I found it, I ran inside and saw my dad talking to Uncle Jasper.

"D-Daddy!" I sobbed and ran up to him hugging his leg as he looked down a little confused. He picked me up and placed a small kiss on my temple.

"What's wrong Ness?" he spoke gently as I buried my face into his shoulder and gripped his shirt. I was scared and I didn't want to go back...it was so loud and mommy and the guy seemed so angry...so angry...

"What? I'm confused...s-she cheated on m-" my dad started as I just cut him off showing him the next memory I had...of...him. I was now 14 when this happened...

I sat there reading a book as my mom was in her room and my dad was out hunting with his family. I tried to push it away but I knew what was going on as the screams, grunts, and laughter coming from my mom and dad's room sorta became the normal. It would always happen whenever my dad went out and normally he was always out as I knew their anniversary was coming...their who knows how many years but well, it wasn't a good few years as my mom didn't love him...she cheated on him...almost every day...and it killed me...

Hours later they were finished...I think...but once I thought it was okay the screams and grunts got louder as I got up hugging my book close shaking and cringing from the noise. Quickly I grabbed my stuffed animal that my dad got me when I was little and a couple of books and ran quickly to grandma and grandpa's...

Once I got there I felt hot tears streaming down my cheeks as I saw Alice standing there as if she was expecting me...as if she knew...

"Come on Ness. You can stay here till your dad comes back..." she spoke softly as the next thing I knew I fell asleep in her lap.

"I-I don't get it..." he spoke softly as before he or I could say anything else I showed him the worst one...when I was 15...

"Auntie Rosalie" I spoke softly as she was playing with my hair. Everytime my dad went out I would stay here and before he came back I would go back home. I just couldn't stand the thought of my mom cheating on my dad every time he would get her something to seek for her approval. I hated it...I hated her...

"What is it?" she asked softly as I pulled away and looked at her with a sad look. I knew how much they all hated my mom now for hurting him since he was family but they didn't know how much it killed me so much more.

"I think I should tell dad" I spoke softly as she nodded and continued to play with my hair.

"I hate to say this sometimes but you're right. I only want you and your dad to be happy and plus, I never liked your mom. She always used the family but couldn't see it. I could" she spoke matter of factly as Uncle Emmett came over kissing Auntie Rosalie's cheek and then picked me up off her lap and spun me around kissing my cheek too making me giggle. It felt like Uncle Emmett and Auntie Rosalie were more my mom and dad then my own...my dad was consumed by my mom and my mom never loved him to begin with...

"Don't be sad kiddo. You have us" he smiled as I smiled too.

"Thank you, Uncle Emmett but I think I'm going to go home and wait for my dad to get home" I spoke gently as he nodded setting me down and messed up my hair making me and Auntie Rosalie groan in annoyance making him laugh.

"Go home little one. Your dad should be back soon with yet another gift" he chuckled and I nodded running back home...but I wish I never did come back...

Once I came back I was face to face with mom and one of her...boyfriends? I couldn't tell anymore.

"You will NOT tell your father about us!" she snapped and pushed me down making me wince.

"Mom! He deserves to know!" I snapped as suddenly she looked at her guy friend then nodded as he grinned picking me up and looked me up and down as he...touched me...

"M-Mom w-what's happening" I trembled as she grinned.

"Showing you what will happen if you tell your father. Go on. Show her" she grinned and well, you know what happened after that...

I pulled away and wiped the tears that were streaming down my cheeks as he looked at me blankly. He seemed...confused?

"Show me more" he spoke with a hint of anger...

"What happened after that!" he snapped as I went to run off completely afraid he might hurt me thinking I still broke them a part but he quickly but gently grabbed my arm with a sad look.

"Renesmee...what happened..." he spoke calmly as I couldn't look at him. I couldn't...

"Um...after he finished you came back and before you saw she threw me in the bathroom to shower. Used makeup to cover all the marks and bruises and said that the next day she wanted to leave and was going to make me come with her...and I told her I didn't want to leave you alone because you were my father but she hit me and told me that if I didn't go she would have her boyfriend hurt me...over and over and over again till I killed myself...the months you got Aurora to stop hurting herself was around the same time James helped me..." I spoke softly as he was just...silent.

"And um...I did get pregnant as he was human and I was of course half-human but um...he uh...killed her...you know, Aurora and I aren't so different you know...but I know that you love her more than you have ever loved me but please. Don't do that again. I know Aurora won't cheat but if you give her your all your kids with her will think you hate them...after all, that's what I thought..." I spoke gently and pulled away.

"And I never wanted to leave and yes. I did split you and mom up but it was for a good reason. I rather have me in pain then you because I really did want to stay and I really did want you to just notice your own daughter but you were blinded by mom. It sucks but whatever. I'm happy now I guess...moms now alone, that boyfriend that hurt me is dead, James wants a kid, I want a kid, and well, I have siblings and I'm on good terms with Aurora. It's just...you...even though I'm happier I wanted my dad back but I get it if you don't want me and I understand that. I really do I just thought you should know the truth..." I spoke without looking at him and once it was completely silent I ran off back to my grandma and grandpa's house knowing Alice wanted my help convincing Aurora to stay...

AURORA FROST

I stood there holding my babies as I just wanted to leave but Alice wouldn't let me and soon...Renesmee came in and I knew she wanted to stop me too...everyone wanted to stop me...

"I know you're scared and you blame yourself for laughing but you didn't know. Trust me, I laughed too after James asked me to marry him. It's scary but you need to tell him the truth instead of running. Both of you need to stop running. If not for each other than for Briar and Arrow because they love both their mother and father. So stop. Don't run" she spoke softly as I stopped and nodded looking down at my babies who were sound asleep.

"It's hard...I wanted to fix everything but I ruined it" I whispered softly as all I wanted was him to hold me...like it used to be...

"You didn't ruin it" a soft deep calm voice spoke that soothed me whenever I was afraid...of me, of life, of carrying the twins, of everything. And at this moment I was calm as I already knew where the voice came from making me extremely happy.

"If anything I ruined it for overreacting. Of course you would be shocked. I said it so quickly but you must know that I do love you mi amore. Unconditionally. So please. I'm asking you don't leave me" he spoke gently placing his hand on my cheek gently stroking it softly with his thumb making me smile subconsciously.

"Daddy!" a voice giggled as I knew it belonged to Briar.

"Hey baby" he smiled looking down at the twins in my arms as gently he took them both and kissed their tiny little heads.

"Don't worry darling. I'm gonna win mommy back over. Whatever it takes" he grinned making me blush with a soft laugh as suddenly Alice took them from him and gave him and me this...look.

"Come on now, let's leave these two alone for a bit" she spoke as before I could protest everyone was gone leaving me with Edward.

"Well I uh I u-uh" I stammered as before I could embarrass myself more he smashed his lips onto mine and imminently I kissed back needingly, wantingly, hopefully. And I was going to get it all.

"I love you. I love you. I love you" he muttered between words as the next thing I knew we were naked fucking wildly but yet was still somehow filled with love and passion.

"I love you, mi amore"

"I love you, mio vampiro"
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I actually kinda like this chapter. Anyway, next one is a long one I think

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