AURORA FROST

It's been a couple of hours since I woke up as a vampire and at this moment I felt an extreme wave of happiness and euphoria but for some reason, despite all that, I still felt this aching pain in my chest that I could not explain nor knew where it came from, but all I knew was that the small yet huge pain felt excruciating.

Time and time again as the moments passed I couldn't help but drift back into my thoughts getting distracted in my own world, but as I would drift off I would snap back to reality by the soft coos of Briar and Arrow causing me to smile. With now my attention on them I felt a wave of happiness replacing the pain but looking between them and seeing their happy smiles it for some reason brought me pain...pain that I could not describe...

"Mommy!" Arrow giggled happily moving around in my arms making me smile at the fact he was now awake. Looking at him brought me immense happiness but yet hurt me so much that I didn't know what to do anymore. A part of me hurt to see him and a part of me loved to see the happiness on his face...it was like a stupid internal conflict between what I did and didn't want to feel.

"Mommy!" a small voice spoke with a giggle as I knew it was Briar's. It made me smile looking down at her happiness but her happiness for some reason killed me and I again didn't know why...nor knew what to do...so, I chose to ignore my feelings and bask in this moment of my forever.

"You two are extremely happy today aren't you?" I hummed softly watching as they giggled in response cuddling into me with a feeling of happiness overcoming them and I admit, it was completely and utterly adorable.

"God I love you two" I whispered softly as I supported them both with one arm and caressed their faces with my other.

"You know, Briar looks just like you. Beautiful. As for Arrow, he looks just like Edward" a voice spoke making me turn my attention to the sudden noise making me smile as it was Ilsa.

"Ilsa!" I spoke happily standing up as she smiled softly shaking her head.

"No no. Sit. I don't want the twins to worry too much" she spoke softly as I nodded taking a seat as she then sat next to me. Both of us now quiet.

Moments passed where both of us just got lost staring at the happiness of my babies getting lost in it all. It was where we were both quiet and the only noises that could be heard was their giggles and coos.

"Aurora?" Ilsa finally spoke making me snap from my thoughts but never broke my happy and loving gaze on my children.

"Yes?" I hummed in response as I heard her sigh softly. It was like she was thinking something but I couldn't decide what it was as I couldn't read minds of course, but then that started to get me thinking...did I have my own gifts? As for Arrow and Briar did they have gifts too?

"I know what you're thinking about the abilities and everything but this is about something else...something...more important..." she spoke softly as that made me turn my gaze fully to her. Now she had my attention as I was now filled with worry and fear for what would happen to my babies...

"W-What is it?" I whispered shakily trying not to cry or look off for mine and the twins' sake. I didn't want them to be upset.

"It's about Edward...did something happen?" she asked making me sigh. It wasn't about what I thought it would be...

"Aura?" she spoke gently as I got up walking away from her. I didn't want to talk about him or think about him as that small pain in my chest increased making it feel like someone was tearing me apart and I couldn't take it so I left...I left...with the twins...and I didn't know where to go so I wandered aimlessly until I found myself at a house I remembered far to much and it felt...normal to be here and I knew maybe...maybe it was okay...maybe it would be different...and if not, I could take him down...right? Right...

I sighed and walked up the stairs and held my babies tightly. How much of a pussy I was for running from everyone. I mean, out of anyone I knew I chose here instead of somewhere that I could actually trust but, in those places the people I could've stayed with could've sent me back to the Cullen's house...so being here felt like a smart thing to do at the time yet I should've known would be a horrible mistake as when that door opened I was greeted with a big smirk.

"Hello, Cupcake"
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