Breanna

I wake up throwing my guts and lungs up and not really feeling like getting out the bed. The one thing that motivates me is the fact that I get to see my butterfly today. I can't wait to see her. After throwing up I get in these shower and brush my teeth then bath in vanilla bean body wash. Once I'm done I dry off well the best I can with a belly in front of me.

After struggling for ten minutes I was finally dry from head to toe and lotioned. I waddled to my closet after putting my TV on the music channel and my jam fabulous - I can't let go plays as I dance while pulling out a lime green tank top and black tights.

I look at myself and the pregnancy has done amazing things for my ass. It looked nice and juicy and it was a plus that I was comfortable. After that I was starving but I knew with this little one not to push it so I sat down and ate fruit while waiting on August. Twenty minutes later I hear footsteps, I stand to go get my purse and I see....... Yes you guessed it Jayceon. Like where the hell is he going.

He was looking at me licking his lips and as bad as I wanted to feel his lips again I really just needed him to go away.

"Y'all going to the studio this early? August said he would go to my appointment with me. " I said about to cry
"Naw, we both going then we gone hit up the studio." he said smiling.

I don't see shit amusing and I literally went from wanting to cry to wanting to beat tf outta somebody. No one asked me, no one gave me heads up that my appointment was a field trip, no one said shit but they sure are geared up to be all up in my intimate moments. I didn't even say anything I just stomped off like a little kids bumping August along the way.

As I was walking I heard August ask what was my problem and Mr tag along said he didn't know. Yeah they know. I don't know him, but then again at least if he ever finds out he can't say he never was there cuz at least he made one appointment.

I was upstairs pacing and rubbing my stomach. Maybe I should reschedule. Nope it's too late for that., well I can tell then I'll go alone, but August not having that. He's not going to miss this appointment because the next one is Tyga then Chris.

I love my brothers and I known they love but I honestly don't think August ever thinks he just follows his own tune. I was pacing back and forth when I heard August tell me to hurry up. I stopped right in my tracks and checked my room to see who in the entire hell he was telling to hurry up. I rubbed my stomach and spoke

"your uncle and Ummm your dad gone get killed today fucking with us" I said to belly feeling my baby kick I was tickled and it helped my mood.

I walked down stairs walking right pass them out to my car as August looked at me crazy. I'm really about to run his tall lanky ass over.

"Bunny, what you doing? " August asked.
"Duh nigga, getting in my car? " I gave him Tf face Jayceon was laughing
"Get in the car I'll bring you home after your appointment" August said I didn't wanna be in the car with them. I folded my arms and tilted my head to the side.
"Ughhhing, fine." I responded walking to get in as Jayceon opened the door for me. Hmmmmm a gentleman

They talked as I just sat there thinking. I was nervous about this appointment all of sudden. Praying in my mind that my baby was fine and there were no issues. I pray over my stomach every day and night asking God to cover my blessing.

Yes it was a one night stand and I was drunk but my baby is a blessing. I went through stages of not even knowing if I would be able to be a parent or if I was ready but at the end of the day God gave me this baby for a reason and I will adore and enjoy it for the rest of my life. My thoughts were interrupted

"Bunny we here. Get out" Aug rude ass said
"Go to hell" I replied and I slammed his door on purpose. He was trying me and he had met his match today.
"Don't slam my shit" August said thru a tight lip
"Dont talk to me, Mr I won't ask I'll just do shit" I said storming past him and signing in.

Once signing I sat down and they both sat on the side of me. I didn't realize I was crying till tears hit my folded arms. I got up walking to the bathroom. I have a feeling this day will get worse. I was in a bad mood and so is August. I think it has to do with Miracle. He's always an ass when she pisses him off. My thoughts were confirmed when I walked out and he was cussing her out and hung up. Lord be with me not to kill him.

We sat in silence for ten minutes and I was called to the back. They did my weight and I cried. I'm so fat. I weigh 280 I've gained weight. Jayceon rubbed my back and I snatched away from him. I was more embarrassed he knew my weight now. He would never admit to carrying his child now.

I went in the bathroom and peed in the cup and set it in the cabinet after writing my name and date of birth and doctor. I washed my hands then walked out following the nurse to the room. Thankfully I didn't get have to get undressed this time they would just lift my shirt because I'm far enough without them going through my vajayjay.

The ultrasound tech came in first checking my birthday and name then put the warm gel on my tummy. My baby liked it too because he began kicking. Well I pray it's a boy. I watched as my baby seem to be trying to dodge her doing the scan but she finally got all the measurements. Once done she press down on my stomach and ask if I wanted to know the sex.

Of course I said yes just because I knew it was a boy. August said yes louder than me, I just looked at him and told her to ignore my brother. Then she said something that made me wanna slap her.

"This must the father, he's rather quiet" The tech said.

Now let us pause right here right quick. Did I ask for her assumptions or opinions? Hell to the no. He sat there and smiled like an idiot talking about not yet. Like nigga you stfu matter of fact why didn't I just put them out. Press play

"No ma'am that's my brothers friend" I said fake smiling so she would move on with her job and get Tf out. My mood was quickly falling and she was about to make me kill her with the cord of the ultrasound wand.

"OK as you all can see, it's a..... Yes I'm sure of it, it's a boy" she said showing me a penis. I instantly cried yes I got my baby boh.

"Can you look again? " August asked in disbelief
"It's a damn boy get over it." I told him happy bout time something made me happy today.
August got up storming out. Did I care at the moment? No, he was acting stupid with me again over his hoe. After scheduling my next appointment we headed to the car but I sat in the back and let Jayceon sit up there with stupo.

We finally pulled up at home and August rudely told me to get out. I got out but before I slammed the door I had a few words.

"What is your problem? Every time your bitch on her period you go off on me. That's not fair I'm your sister not her. I'm blood not her shes just pussy" I yelled slamming the door. He got out and so did Jay

"See, that's why your fat assets baby daddy probably don't duck with you. Cuz of your mouth and attitude. Hell you probably don't know who he is why you talking about he not gone claim it. " He said in a nagging voice.

I was so hurt I went in the house and closed and locked the door. I cried all the way to my room. I sat on my bed. I heard the door but I just figured it was August grabbing something. There was a knock on the door

"Come in" I said
"you Iight beautiful?" it was Jayceon
"I'm fine, I spoke getting off the bed reaching for my suitcase that was under it. Im sure I heard him say damn as I was on all fours with my ass in the air.
"Oh, OK well, I'll ummhmmm call and check on you ma" he said leaving I heard the door and pulled my bag from under the bed and began packing for a week.

I grabbed my bag, purse, phone, and made sure I had my bank card and some cash and headed to my car. I got in and just started driving. Maybe I need to go see my parents at the graveyard. I arrived at the airport parked paid forntqo weeks just in case and brought a ticket for a flight that was leaving in thirty minutes.

I stopped and got some food on the way to my gate. I was finally boarding heading to Louisiana. Needed time to clear my head and get my heart together. Bye Atl

Jayceon

I'm sitting here and I cN still smell her and all that ass. It has the perfect arch when shes on that position. I can just imagine, home Tf up....... I closed my eyes and saw her ass in all its glory. I remember grabbing it and smacking it. Oh shit, she cant be the one from damn near six months ago? Nope I'm tripping

"Say Aug, was it six months ago when we did that first concert?" I had to make sure cuz I gotta be tripping
"Yeah about that. That's when her dumbass got pregnant by His knows who the night we went to the club" August said still pissed off

I said there thinking tryna remember more. I couldn't remember more. I had a feeling it was here. The scent is what always brought back that night. But I gotta be wrong she would have said something, right?

We finally walked into the studio. I honestly don't remember the ride I'm Tryna figure shit out.
I sat down as they ran through the rough copy of the track. August stepped in the booth first as I sat in a daze. The entire night was coming back.

"Damn! " I yelled standing and pulling out my phone
"I don't wanna talk" Bree said
"I don't give a damn, is that my baby? " I asked and she hung up.

She fucking hung up.

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