I know its too early to update a story but i was just feeling to write one so here it is..
And please hear the song.. it really suits her situation..

Asiya's Pov:

"Its been 3 years since mom's death and i have been gaining weight since then like there is no stop.." i was writing my diary "i know i miss mom every day but she always wanted me to be happy and lead my life happily and if thats what she always wanted for me then thats what ill do" i just finished writing my diary that i heard my father on the door he came to ask me what ill be having for dinner i, as always, said that whatever he prepares. I had to say it with a smile cause he cant see me crying or else he will break too and i cant let my only family and my hero break..

Well its been 3 years and im 17 now. I handle my problems on my own, i go to a college where everyone teases me, i take care of a person who takes care of me.. life has been like this since mom has gone away.. i was so deep in thoughts that i dint realise when my father finished cooking and served the food then he called me down to the dining table, yes our house is a double storey house with 3 bedrooms among one of them is a guest room, all with attached bathrooms and washroom. A big living room downstairs in the middle and a dinner table in the middle of the living room.. grand isnt it, well my mom wanted our home to be like this but unfortunately she died before it completed..

I went to the dinner table and took a small amount of food as i was trying to loose weight but then by seeing the food my father had prepared i.e butter chicken and naan, i couldn't resist myself so i went on eating then i thought who cares if i am fat or lean after all its me ri8..and right after food i went to bed but the thought of my moms death kept coming in my mind repeatedly.. i cant ever forget that day..

It was friday and as usual my mom woke me up in the morning to go to school. She was perfectly fine and beautiful as usual..

I got up after little nakhras and then headed to the bathroom for a bath.. took a bath, wore my uniform, had breakfast and bid farewell from mom she was saying that she isnt feeling well now.. i asked her whether i should stay or not but she insisted me on going to school.

And as per her command i went to school and papa went to office but who knew my day would take such a drastic change..

When i was home the house was locked from inside so i rang the bell but no one opened the door so i took the extra key that was under the flower pot and opened the door.. i ran to moms room to see whether she is fine now but to my surprise i found her lying on the ground unconcious.. i urgently called my father not knowing what to do.. he told me to call the ambulance but i was frozen like a statue so he said me to wait there as he was coming home and adviced me to try and wake maa up..

I tried a lot but just couldnt wake her up meanwhile papa was home and he had also called the ambulance and many of our neighbours were also home.. the ambulance took maa to the hospital. I wanted to go but my father dint allow me, he said Shashila aunty, our closest neighbour to take care of me as i wont be able to bear any news regarding Shamma.. yes thats what her name..

Shashila aunty took care of me very well but in about half a hour came a news telling that my mom was no more...i broke into tears hearing the phone ring itself as if i knew what was gonna happen..
I just couldn't control myself. I insisted on going to the hospital but my father told me that he will bring her home, he confronted me that she had brain tumor and he was aware of it..he knew that someday she was gonna leave us behind but she couldnt take all the courage in the world to tell me about that...i was very hurt..not because she dint tell me but because i couldnt recognise her pain..

I was completely broken that day.. but my father told me to be strong because my mom wanted me to be so and as we were a muslim family we burried her after all the rituals..

She knew this was gonna happen so she left me a letter saying..."Dear beta Asiya!! I know you have broken completely but know that your father loves you a lot and you have to be strong for him. Always smile my dear one cause happiness is the solution to every problem. Laugh and make laugh.."

These words of her will always be my moto of life and so i will do as she said.."LAUGH AND MAKE EVERYONE AROUND ME LAUGH"

I always wanted to see her happy.. :-)

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Ayshaneehar
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-princess