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"I can't believe this!! How irritating this is! Didn't you tell him that I am already engaged??," Hanjun was surprised yet angry.

" I told Mr Chang and they don't want to marry their daughter to Taehyung..... They said both don't match at any level", Mr Kim was already exhausted and Taehyung squirms at the corner.

"I can't take this anymore, appa! Hanya is under pressure too, her family are suggesting she should leave me now! Why can't Hyung just marry anyone!? There must be at least a low class desperate girl who will accept him! ", The venom in his tone made Taehyung bitter and tear burn his eyes.

" Hanjun! Mind your tongue when you talk in front of him and me! Taehyung will marry no low class! I need someone who will honor the family, not disgrace it! Tell Hanya to wait a little bit. I will talk with Mr Jung tomorrow, he knows a lot of people ", Mr Kim glares at his younger son who now was looking down furiously.

Taehyung watches them leave one by one leave as he stand there in the corner... Like if he was invisible.... His opinion didn't matter and he was just an object to make his family and society happy.

With a heavy heart he goes into his room and find Hanjun talking on his phone with frustration. He was arguing with his fiancee and the moment his brother saw him it was like fire in his eyes.

" I promise... I-I promise i will fix it", Taehyung whispers and Hanjun was too angry to see how vulnerable Taehyung was.

"How by dying? Because that's the only way i can have my freedom to marry her! Because being alive with his hideous face isn't going to get you any good girl! ", Taehyung's eyes widened and his heart feels a sharp pain.

The brothers used to call each other nameswhen they wereangry at each other but his brother never showed such much raw anger towards him and it hurts bad.... So bad ,Taehyung had to step out of the room,leaving his brother.

Taehyung's parents already went to sleep and he walks near the balcony in the dark living room. His body gives up as he slide against the wall. He covers his mouth tightly as he cry uncontrollably, he hiccups and shakes. Taehyung never experience what was to cry freely... He always had to hide or press down his tear..

Sometimes he wonders if he cries asloud as the pain in his heart , will that make him feel better?

Hours goes by and only then something comes to his mind as he looks at the sky. What if he changes himself? Maybe that would help make him more attractive.

As he frown thinking about someone who could help him , his mind immediately says Jeongguk. The man was a cool guy with enough charisma to make a plain outfit look damn good! Even some teachers find Jeongguk attractive and asked for his number... Around him only Jeongguk can help!

Mind still messy and not thinking well he wipe away his tears and tiptoes out of the apartment. He ran downstairs and stop infront Jeongguk's apartment.

Taehyung hesitantly bite his lower lips before knocking on the door. His heart beats faster not knowing how to act, to run away? To cry? To be brave and ask for help? He wanted to be cool like Jeongguk.

When the door was open Taehyung suck in a breath. Jeongguk was half naked, his face and chest extremely sweaty. His usually soft hair were all sweat and pushed back. The man was half way about to take a gulp from his cold beer but now his own eyes widened and he stare at Taehyung as if he saw a ghost.

"Hi", Taehyung swallow not knowing what to say thissuddenly.

Jeongguk's posture changes, he straightened himself and clear his throat now looking at Taehyung with big confuse doe eyes.

" Is something wrong? ", Jeongguk eyes him up and down quickly.

" Ahaha.. Um can't i just drop by? ", Taehyung nervously chuckles suddenly embarrassed.

" You can.... But at 3 in the morning? With red puffy eyes...Thats a little scary", Jeongguk sound unsure .

Taehyung's eyes widened and look at his watch, he has been crying and thinking for 6 hours already!?

"oh my god! I didn't realize it's this late! I am sorry for being scary -god i am leaving! So sorry", Taehyung bow and step away but there was a grip on his forearm and he looks up at a shock Jeongguk who quickly let go of his hand and put on his stern face again.

" The situation is scary, not you.....you can never be scary. Come inside", Jeongguk avoids his eyes and Taehyung softened at that.

His curious eyes unwillingly roams around and he wasn't that much surprise to fine the place quite empty and dull . What actually make him think was how clean everything is. He remembers the old lady living in this apartment before Jeongguk, she was one messy granny and Taehyung slightly disliked her.

"I don't have any tea nor coffee... So water? ", Jeongguk who uncomfortably grab a towel while dabbing on his face look at Taehyung who stares back.... God this man and his perfect body.

" No ,thanks... I actually needs your help", Taehyung timidly looks at him while nervously messing with his pullover's end and Jeongguk's eyes notices it...

" help? Me? What type of help do you want from me? ", Jeongguk seem confuse and surprised because Taehyung needs his helps? Like the man is somehow perfect according to him .

" I want to be cool! H-Handsome! Teach me how to be cool? ", Taehyung hurriedly said and Jeongguk who was about to turn away to grab his bottle of beer stops and frown.

" If you haven't noticed i am cold not cool", Jeongguk blinks and Taehyung eyes the bottle with irritation.

"can you please... Um don't drink so much", Taehyung hesitantly point out and Jeongguk look at the half empty bottle.

" Of course I can.... But i don't want to, also I can't help and you should just accept how things are", Jeongguk now coldly replied and walk away and laid down to start doing his push up.

"Why are you exercising at 3 in the morning? ", Taehyung and his curiosity.

" Why are you at my door at such hour when you know the reputation i have around ", Jeongguk breath through his mouth as he easily does his 4 push ups and Taehyung watches the muscles flex.

" No mouth tells the exact sentence... As it passes around the evil in the heads adds words slowly to a sentence ... And it affects someone reputation.... So i prefer knowing directly from the person if they're a bad person ", Taehyung shrugs and Jeongguk for a second stop what he was doing before he clenches his jaw and goes harder with the push up .

" If you want to know, i am a very bad person.... I murder someone.... I beat people.... I drink... I smoke.....also i am gay...... It would be better if you leave because if someone sees you here they will think wrongly..... ", Jeongguk does look up and Taehyung pout.

" You worry about what people will say? ", Taehyung was a little surprised.

" I don't care, its about you.... Nobody wants to see an ugly stain on a white shirt... So save your reputation, Tae", Taehyung blushes when Jeongguk calls him by his nickname.

"Help me, please", Taehyung tried.

" No".

"Jeonggukkkkk its a serious matter! Please", Jeongguk was a little startled when Taehyung laid down on his belly and face him to reach his level.

" What-What are you doing?? Get up", Jeongguk looks at him in disbelief but Taehyung fixes his glasses and stares back.

"Only if you help! Listen i am getting older and i need to get married! My little brother wants to get married to his fiancee and its possible only if i marry first but for that i need to be cool to attract girls! All the teachers at school thinks you are a hot cool man! And i want to be that! Pleaseeee", Taehyung clasps his palms together begging.

" All teacher? ", Jeongguk looks into his eyes with something intense and Taehyung confusely nodded.

" Yes, yes. You are my only hope so please-", The sudden open of the apartment door made Taehyung flinch while Jeongguk just stared at the newcomer.

"Ggukkk~ you are still mad that i touched your chest? Sorryyyy! I promise not to do that again!! ", The slurring words of the drunk man was loud but it went silent when the red eyes land down on the two men on the floor.

" What the fck is going on here?? What is this thing doing here? !", Mingyu was quickly getting angry watching them stand up while Taehyung was scared, Jeongguk was pretty chilled about the situation.

"He just needed my help with something and don't call him 'thing', Ming-", Jeongguk gives him a sharp look.

" Oh shut up!! Just say he came to get dicked down by you! Help at 3 in the morning!? You think i am crazy?? ", Jeongguk was getting angry now and Taehyung was completely embarrassed.

" Its n-not true, i swear i came to ask for help with something simple. We did nothing-", Taehyung tried to interfere.

" You don't have to give him any explanation, Tae", Jeongguk was still glaring at Mingyu who was unable to stand properly.

" Is that why you never accepted me, Gguk!? Thats your type? Nerdy, stupid, low class little bîtch who will spread -", Mingyu look at Taehyung with hate and envy.

"SHUT UP AND APOLOGIZE TO HIM RIGHT NOW! ", Taehyung whimper by the sudden yell and Jeongguk furiously tries to calm himself.

" Sorry ", Jeongguk apologies to him and Taehyung will never think Jeongguk can be a bad guy....

" Apologize !? To this whóre!?? And you tell at me for that thing!? Go fck yourself Jeongguk!! ", A furious Mingyu took the first thing he saw which was a vase made out of glass and he violently try to hit Taehyung with it.

Jeongguk reacted quickly and protected Taehyung by hugging him with his bigger shoulders . He held Taehyung tightly as the glass breaks on his back and he only clenches his teeth tightly. Taehyung was completely shock as he grabs tightly on Jeongguk's left biceps. It was a totally insane situation.

" I HATE YOUU!! ", Mingyu yells leaving the apartment.

" Oh my god !!! Your boyfriend is crazy! I am sorry ", Taehyung blunt out trembling in Jeongguk's arms.

" He's not my boyfriend, just a friend....are you okay? ", Jeongguk groans moving his hands away who craves the warmness and softness of Taehyung now.

" Yeah, a little shaken but i am fine", Taehyung watches Jeongguk let go and he almost wanted to step closer.

"Are you okay?.

"Yeah and I think it's time you leave .... Please", Jeongguk was making a pained expression and Taehyung agrees he should leaves because he already created so much shiit.

As he look elsewhere but in Jeongguk's eyes he frown noticing the drops.... The droplets of blood hitting the floor near Jeongguk and his eyes widened.

He ignores everything and quickly made his way behind Jeongguk and he let out a yelp of pain as he see the wound and how much it was bleeding.

" J-Jeongguk your back! Its bleeding! Oh god! Oh god! I need to call an ambulance! ", Taehyung started panicking while Jeongguk grab his towel and groaned pressing it on his wound.

"Don't call anyone! Its just a little bit of blood, I will be okay.... Leave ", the blood lost started affecting his ability to balance his steps and Taehyung was near him.

" I can't! At least lets go to the hospital! Its all because of me! I am sorry, Jeongguk ", he was already tearing up and Jeongguk knew he will pass out soon and Taehyung will for real be in trouble if something happens to him.

" Leave already !! Go home! ", Jeongguk glares at him and Taehyung stopped until he glares back.

" Its because of me! And i will take responsibility for it! Come with me! ", Jeongguk couldn't say more with how the man orders him and pull him out by his hand.