Chapter 22
There might be some errors here and there because I did this chapter in a rush, but I hope you all still enjoy it.
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Woke up with a beam of light shinning blinding my view. I woke up before the alarm rang. It's 6.59 am. I can't sleep a wink last night.
In the ten hours I've been in bed I must have woken up six times. Not for that long each time, but enough to break my sleep into un-refreshing chunks. With every disturbance there is a new nightmare. With every mess there is in my life. on my ex boyfriend to soon to be husband and to Xiumin the person I fall in love with and by keeping all these a secret from him. The house is burning and I can't dowse it. Then my bedroom is light and my mind is moving faster , like it's stuck on fast forward and the volume is jammed right up.
I want to wash my brain in cold water, chill the whole thing right out but I can't. I want a coffee but the caffeine will put me over the edge but I am too young for that 17 years old, so I drank tea.
I'm out the house in minutes, half way to the school before I remember breakfast, my cell phone and the assignment that supposedly to hand in today left back home.
I quickly ran back home. Fast as I could.
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Once a bustle of chatter and a flowing of friends, the hallways had become a steady stream of order, each of us a careful two meters apart.
I completely ignored them. Thank god I managed to come in time. As I took out my things from my locker, I saw him talking with his group of friends. He was with Baekhyun, Lay and Chanyeol. They were laughing and cracking jokes.
I was about to approach him, but I was too scared. He was having fun. I don't want to break his bright mood. As they about to walked in front of me. I straight away hid somewhere so that he can't spot me.
What am I supposed to say to him like " Umm hey I like you but I am engaged orhey I think our contract Is over but I like you and the other think I am engaged...I can't just say it to him out of the blue... He might be confused and such" I thought to myself.
Through out the school until lunch. It is just me to found away to avoid him and hiding from him and his group of friends.
I don't want him to find me I don't want it to end. I know he knows it is the last day today too.
"Boo!" I was jumped from the sudden scare.
"Oh it's just you, So Ye" I said and we were hiding behind a locker observing our surroundings.
" Why are you hiding all day today? " So Ye said curiously.
I need to tell him the truth before it's too late.
"Umm nothing no I was not hiding" I said pretending to not be too obvious.
"If you not hiding let's talk over there where Xiumin can see you" She said while pointing at the place.
"OK fine I am avoiding him because it's the last day of the fake relationships thing... And I still haven't tell him the secret yet" I admit defeat.
"Why haven't you tall him yet? When I told you to tell him everything" she said.
"I know I chicken out I was nervous... I will tell him today I promise" I added.
"Are you sure... You promise... Remember to tell him everything before it is too late" she replied.
"Promise I will tell him the truth... Here goes nothing"
I text him to meet me in the music room because no one goes there after school.
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"Hey" he wave his hand slowly.
"Hi" that's all I manage to say.
Why all of a sudden it become so awkward?
I felt like we both know what day it is today.
"So what do you want to talk about?" he asked.
"Umm about our contract relationship-" I got interrupted by him "it's today right... The last day"
I nodded my head in agreement.
"Yes today is the last day how do you feel about that?" he asked while looking through my eyes.
"It was fun... Thanks to you I remembered our best of times we had when we were kids and knowing your interests in music that you always sing to me... We travel together... We held our hands, study together... Everything was so nice " I said couldn't look towards his face.
" Tommorow we can hang out together right? "he smiled.
" The contract is over" I said staring at him.
"So-" but he got interrupted as his face became somewhat sad.
"So, I don't want us to be together even as a real couple" I said and he just looked at me silently.
"Thank you Xiumin for everything" I said as I give a ingenuine smile.
This is for the best.
"What do you mean?" he said confused.
"I need to go home alone" I said picked up my school bag and about to leave but was stopped by his hand " Is this the end? Like this? "
"The contract was valid until today" I released my hand from his.
"Can we not terminate the contract?" he raised his voice.
"Why? I thought you hate being in a fake couple relationship to begin with" I replied.
"No I don't Yoo Soo Bin what I meaning to say is I want us to be a real couple not a fake one... I mean is that I like you.... Soo Bin. I really do" he confessed.
At this very moment my heart was in a mix of emotions. I am happy he likes me. Deep down I do like him but my heart is stabbed by what I am going to do. I can't Dragged him into my mess. You have big dreams of becoming a singer.
"Sorry to interup you two" he smirked.
"Can you leave we are having a private conversation" I said rasing my voiced.
"OK then bye.. Soo Bin my girlfriend or should I say fiancee"he waved his hand and smirked at us.
Me straight away looked at Xiumin's face as he heard the news.
He making it worst Jaeho huh I hate him so much.
"Soo Bin is this true?" Xiumin said in shocked.
"Yes it is" I replied.
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Jaeho why did he say that out loud. What will happen next? Find out in the next chapter. Don't forget to vote and comment it meant a lot.
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