Luke's POV:

I looked quite sad when Ethan decided to tell Percy about the decision I made, but even though he did everything I asked him to, it just wasn't the same. The atmosphere wasn't even the same with him around. I don't know what's wrong with me, why is this happening? I regret all the choices I ever made until now. Percy showed me that there's always another way of things don't go to plan but... is this really what I want? I want to be with Percy forever but I can't.

"Hey Ethan, drop dead." I accidentally said. He just looked at me.

"Kronos shut up. Seriously, shut the Hades up." He left. Damn it. I don't k is how to control this, what do I do? I tried to iris message Percy. Thank the Gods- no thank Iris it went through.

"Percy!" I exclaimed. He looked sad.

"Hey Luke. So you want to break up then?" He asked.

"NO! It's not that- well it is- but look what if we go on a small break, you know just for a while."

"No it's okay, actually I was thinking the same thing. We should break up." My heart shattered. I wasn't full Kronos yet so I was still the same, but it hurt when Percy said that. "If we carry on like this, I don't think I could take it. I guess I'm the only one who understands you fully and properly Luke in ways the other demigods never will, but Annabeth keeps getting Grover and Thalia to stalk me whatever I do, and if they find out about us, they'll do anything in their power to stop us from being together, I'm sorry but I didn't want it to be like this." A tear escaped from his eye.

"So this breakup is mutual right? I'll always have you in my heart no matter what. I know Annabeth has feelings for you-" Percy cut me off.

"She kissed me." Percy said suddenly. "I didn't think much of it, all I thought about was you."

"Percy it's okay to admit if you do have feelings for her. I just want to know, do you?" He sighed.

"I don't know. Yes? No? Maybe? I'm confused." I laughed.

"It's okay if you don't know yet. Nobody should be forced into a relationship they don't want to be in if they don't have feelings for the other person. When you do realise what your sexuality is, no matter what it is, I will always still support you because you were the first one to actually care about me and is willing to change me. It might be late now, but at the moment I feel like this is the right path for me."

"Even though we're not together anymore, I still want to say it. I love you Luke, I have and I always will. No matter what happens, I will still love you." His voice broke at the end.

"Percy, if this the last time I'm ever going to be alive, I wanna say it too. I love you. I hope in the future you will understand why I've done this and why I chose to do this but at the moment and right now is all that matters because I get to see you. Even if it's not the last time, to me it matters the most." I daren't to tell him I regretted this decision the most of all.  The IM ended.

This chapter killed me when I wrote this. Enjoy your misery and suffering reading this 🙃