Hidan: like what the hell Gin-san. You've been gone for a long long long long long long----

Gin: I know that---

Hidan: long long long long long long----

Gin: -_-

Hidan: long long long long long long long long-----

Gin: Are you finished?

Hidan: No. Long long long long-----

Gin: -_-

Hidan: long (300x) time. Okay I'm finished.

Gin: Thank you.

Hidan: Care to explain to your lovely followers and amazing one-shot fans why you're fucking gone for almost as old as your masked boyfriend?

Gin: Do I even have the right to explain myself? And Kaka is not old. He's only 30...

Hidan: He looks like 70 years old. And yes. I guess there are people out there who had been waiting for your update. So explain the fuck up.

Gin: Are there even people waiting out there? Even if there was, I do not deserve their forgiveness. Anyway, I might as well start with an apologetic statement. No, seriously guys. This is from the bottom of my heart. I'm deeply sorry. For not updating. For being a terrible author...

Hidan: *nods*

Gin: For being a nutcase... For making you believe I'd be updating frequent now... For coming back at such a bad time hoping there will still be people who read this nonsense. You see... I work in a financial office. And when I say financial office you handle money. The institution's money. And it's giving me a lot of pressure. Also it ocassionally scares me. Just come to think of it. A lot of money, which is not yours, is under your management and if the accounting procedures tend to go not so well, you're gonna pay for it. Despite that, I try to survive cause the job is paying me good.

Hidan: *continues to nod*

Gin: Okay. Aside from my job, I also go to school on weekends. I took up additional units in the hopes of getting a promotion. What I did was total suicide cause I can't even handle everything with my own hands. Sometimes I ask myself if I had made the right choice. Right now while I'm writing this, I am also making my project for one school subject.

Hidan: Mhm.

Gin: I know that there will be people who will say 'what the heck why does she keep on explaining this rubbish we don't even care about her personal life so fuck it bla bla bla'. However I can't help but worry. Especially for the people whom I had built a connection with in this site.

Hidan: Yeah there's your adopted daughter for example. GameMakersPrincess and your wattpad sisters and friends. We don't have time to tag them cause in your break they could've changed their usernames already.

Gin: Right right. Anyway, I am a big worrier so that's why this part is published. Also, I was surprised to see that this book has reached 20k views despite my absence and slower than snail updates. How about we write a special for this one?

Hidan: Or you could add that to the list of promises you don't intend to keep.

Gin: You sound smart.

Hidan: Have I not always been?

Gin: You're only smart in this book.

Hidan: tch. fuck it.

Gin: Anyway I don't intend to break any promises so updates are eventually coming right up. Help me guys. I also pray every night to God so I'd be able to have the strength to survive each day through His aid. Thank you and once again I am really sorry. for everything.