I am a ghost
Ever since Lissana came back, I've become an outcast, and to the eyes of my guild mates i am just a disgusting, ugly, slutty person. But i never let that get a hold of me, i naively thought that 'everything will be back to normal' truth to be told, deep inside i knew everything will never be back to normal. No one can see me, I am a ghost, someone who they can not see, someone they can not feel of precence, but i am a ghost that can feel pain, i am a ghost that can touch, i am a ghost that cant posses others body but i think that would be cool too. In my wrists are scars that i made, the reason why i made them? Simple answer, its because of the feeling of, worthlessness, the feeling of neglectance, and the feeling of depression… but something happened people of my guild finally noticed me, only to use me as a dummy for training, i never knew that the people in this guild would ever do that, i thought this guild was where they accepted people no matter what.... but i guess i was.... wrong. The people here are heartless, cold, and arrogant people, who has a mask that can fool others. The people here throw insults at me, such as "weak" "pathetic" "you cant even dodge that?!" "What a weakling!" They sneered and mocked. But i got used to it, I couldn't feel pain anymore. But it still hurts me that my former friends, that i still deeply care for, are hurting me, mentally i was tired, i've had enough, its too much for me to handle, cant they see the lifeless look in my eyes, everyday i had to put up with it! People look at me with pity, other guilds hatred are mainly focused on Fairytail, for they have been lied to, they were their model to care for each other, they were their idol. But now they were merely disgusting liers. Friends of mine, from other guilds, heck even people who arent in my friends want me to leave! Then i finally agreed, i asked makarov to take off my insignia, and he gladly did it, as he too hated me…when i finally thought i was free, i thought too soon.... i had a few months of rest to recover both mentally and physically. When i finally thought i was good enough to leave,i went to take a bath,change clothes and went outside,i was going to where ever fate would lead me. And when i was finally at the train station,i saw some people familiar and they were happy, but as for me, i was terrified, i quickly got a jacket off my purse and put it on as well as my hoodie, so that they wouldn't notice me, it was them, it was (JHOOON CENA JK) Team natsu. The main people who hurted me. When the train finally said we were allowed to go in i went in the last row, with them in front of me, natsu suddenly said "hold on i smell someone familiar, it strawberry and vanilla" erza then said "its probably just your imagination", as for me i was shivering in fear that they would notice me, i was hugging my purse tightly to calm me down. When we finally arrived,i sighed in relief and took off my hoodie to put it back in my purse,not noticing that the pne i was hiding from was here. And when i noticed them i flinched, then started shaking, terrified i tried to walk put but my legs went numb and when they noticed me, they all smirked, and Grey then went near me, i fell down because of how terdified i was, Grey then took my hair and pulled it upwards, while natsu said "Hey weakling why havent you been on the guild lately? we really needed a dummy there!" Erza then said "What we needed a dummy but it had to be stronger, this is too pathetic" happy then said "aye!" I stuttered while speaking "I-i le-left t-the guild" grey then threw me and punched me in the stomack, then said "WHO SAID YOU WERE ALLOWED TO LEAVE BITCH" i snapped i couldnt take it anymore, i yelled "HOW SHAMELESS ARE YOU THAT YOU WOULD EVEN HURT SOMEONE WHO ISNT FROM YOUR GUILD?! AND IN FACT YOU EVEN HURT ME WHEN I WAS IN THE GUILD WHEN I DID NOTHING TO YOU! COULDN'T YOU JUST LET ME BE....!.. cant i just be in peace...? I broke down crying, near this place was a high cliff, i went at tip of it and said "since you hate me so much, i'll just kill myself " before they can say anything, i fell with a smile, that i can finally be af peace, i was relieved, and now im dead with my eyes closed with a tear running down, and my mouth in a smile that was real, and happy
Mean while in team natsu
They couldn't talk, they were frozen, they finally felt guilty, they then asked in regret ' why did we do it why did we abuse her for no reason, why did we push her enough to kill herself ' they had no idea that she would kill herself they were at a loss for words, tears streaming down their faces, they were wrong
Instead of doing the mission they quickly went back to the guild with their eyes red and full of regret (hey that rhymed :D) they then said "lucy is dead" everypne fell quiet, their eyes full of disbelief, erza then said "and its all our fault, we drove her so far that she killed herself, we abused her for no reason! ITS ALL OUR FAULT!" people were finally feeling guilty everyone was crying especially lissana all though she didnt talk nor hurt her she ignored her, she knew for a fact it was her fault. Fairytail has now lost their pride!
After that the news was everywhere
[Fairytail:drove someone to commit suicide]
"N-no way that not true right?"
"I never thought Fairytail was this shameless"
"I was thinking about joining them but i guess i wouldnt"
People were ashamed on fairytail
~and that was how i died
(So yeah its a oneshot so no new chapters for dis. Anywho do you like it if so then GREAT!)
ヾ( ̄▽ ̄)Bye~Bye~*✲゚*。✧٩(・ิᴗ・ิ๑)۶*✲゚*。✧
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