Dear Kay,
I m soooo sorry for not being there on your bday. Nopes, I didnt forget it, it was in my reminder andddd i dont just put there 2 at the end of mah username ya know.
I know I know, September aint the 6th month but ehhhh whenever i think of 2606, its always 26 September, your bday.
Imma sorry, really am lil sistah. I keep on making excuses and mistakes.
Mom took my phone.. a serious argument happened.

I love ya lil sistah
HAPPPYYYYYY BIRTHDAY MAH PRICKLY NOWGONESWEET PEAR.

I dont think anyone ever met like we did. We talked 3 days and 2 nights straight. It was just second day and we knew pretty much of each other. I dumped my academy for you and i really really dont regret it. Because now, I miss you a lottttttt but i guess i can be glad that we had those times, when yu messaged me in free periods, and i would reply within minutes haha.

I thought out a gift for ya Lil Sistah.
Eik bag jis mein battery bank ho, mp3 with all 5sos songs aur 3 pairs of loose pajamas and cute shirts. In the front pocket, chocolate bars so sweet ke one bite would be your fill for some minutes. Bag ke neeche foam folded, which can be unrolled at any timee anywhere, with the clothes pocket as pillow.
Aur hannn, one kindle with hugeeee amount of stories.

We can have two of these bags, run out of house, go to your favourite park, unfold the bags into bed and lay there, talking until you fall asleep as i just look at you :p

And awwwwwwww, you would look so cute with the morning sun reflectin ur face.

Prickly pear, dekho there will be some times jab u dont feel like talking to anyone na, or doing anything, neither listening to music and feeling ke u wasting your time, despite no matter what.
Kick around a football, i do that. In my room, just kicks to the wall and back. Music ko loud voice mein laga lo, sometimes headphones lagana ka dil nai hota.

Aur han studiessssss, you are an excellence excellence toping student.
I know it.
I believe it.
I will always
your english essays, ayeeee they r so awesome ke kia bataoun, one can publish them in magazines and newspapers. I m so proud of ya. You have dreams of going out there, in the world and enjoy freedom without that invisible eye looming at the back of your concious, and ride the bicycle till the wind chills your bones and synchronizes with your heartbeats. You will, one day. Pakka.
Bas never let go of these dreams, jo bhi ho, keep that bachpana in you lil sis.

The glad game. I want you to play it, I try to play.
Play it with yourself Kay. Look in the mirror aur play this game.The game consists of finding something to be glad about in every situation, no matter how bleak it may be. It originated in an incident one Christmas when Pollyanna, who was hoping for a doll in the missionary barrel, found only a pair of crutches inside. Making the game up on the spot, Pollyanna's father taught her to look at the good side of things-in this case, to be glad about the crutches because she didn't need to use them.
( pollyanna is the character in a book from which the game is).

Parents. they love us, they really do Kay. Sure, its masked with everything other than love par we all have those moments na. A smile, a cooperative work, kuch bhi. Anything. Of course mein ye nhi kah rha ke you always have to remember that and bla bla bla, kiounke i know what we feel when their sweetness leads to a sudden backlash, and the emotions on spot, of anger and slight hate, hota ha.
Par ya know, its good ke those emotions come, warna we wud be a like cannon with a cannonball inside, its tip on fire. I dunno if i concede with the first sentence mahself, but ehh.

Tears are not something wrong or weak Kay, par me being a boy and believing that boys dont cry, proud of you for rubbing them off before they come and even wavering, still stand. ( dont mind the snot XD)
Also, tears are the water that blooms the garden of immortal daffodils in your heart chaplet. its good to cry, just not too much meri piyari choti behn.

Sorries, so hard to utter na, something that only we us understand. we try to convey sorry with our expressions par they r misinterepted as looks of defiance and "heartlessness". u r so numbed ke kuch bola nai jata, just staring at the transformed roses to love rust, straight for a viral spot. Do say your sorries, practice them in the mirror or to yourself, like I do lol. If you dont, they may forgive but never forget.
You are great in sports too, captain :p
I still am sure I ll beat you in a game, for my pride is on stake XD.
Me tried to make the book cover represent darkharmony butt it just doesn't look it, cuz u can't be written or imaged in ink, but by love :D

I wanna keep writing and writing, for I know we may not be able to talk this much, not when we are trapped in studies.
So we will wait for the days, close my eyes, imagining dragons breathing blue flames, on a dark winter night, souls alight by our strength, as northern lights, we connect in the stars,
harmonizing the thoughts in our head to musical lyrics, watching the sunset and the moonless night approach, but not afraid.

I love you lots and lots and lots Kay, mah prickly pear. I wanna say so much much much more but time is not their to aid to my wishes.

Pleaseeee listen to this, i mean it.
There's so much, so much, that i wanna tell and pass on to you...

M sorry m less offline and ik this is a rant less a bday wish but i wanted to talk to you lots, but can't so here it is.
Imma sorry for not wishing you on 12 on 26th. I wanted to publish this previous night but mom didn't let me.

My prickly pear.
Kushaiah ❤️
Happppyy birthdayyyyy
I loveeeee you

Why can't this sickness,
Stop from taking over,
Diamond encrusted strength,
Turning to coffin dust,
All my horizons closing in,
Stars fading away one by one,

Just know then my lil sis,
The dust contains particles,
Reflecting a thousand suns,
The fading stars a tribute,
To all your past wars and victories,

Horizons settling in,
To let the midnight within,
Reflect closer,
So light em away with northen lights,
Make a lake and row away,
To your hearts desire,
To the land of beauty and fruits of tranquility.

Its all in there, make it possible :)

Never has a brother had a better lil sistah ❣️
@khoosh26

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