10
(Chapter- 10 mother)
Warnings;
• Angst
• Language
• Triggering topics
• mama Bakugō
• gæ
And others
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The next morning kirishima was the first to wake up
The first thing he noticed was the blonde thoroughly attached to his side and his legs tangled in said blondes
The second thing he noticed was that he looked a lot calmer than he did the night before
He spent a few more minutes admiring the blonde in front of him before coming to the conclusion Bakugō would need all the support he can get to get through this
Meaning his mother has to know
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When Bakugō woke up he immediately remembered everything from the night before
He was just about to start hyperventilating when a gentle hand played with his hair and caressed his cheek
"Bakugō.."
Fuck, it was kirishima
Double fuck, he knows
Triple fuck, he's in my bed and I'm blushing
"Bakugō I know it's early but we need to talk" the redhead said slowly sitting up
"Please don't tell anyone kiri.. I-I'm not ready"
"I won't tell anyone that's your job"
"W-what do you mean"
"Baku you need to at least tell your mom.."
"N-no! I can't she's gonna hate me!"
"Baku she won't hate you... start with talking to me, why did you break down last night?"
"M-my dad.. he's homophobic and almost figured out about my last boyfriend... he just 'found out' last night and I was able to play it off b-but it brought back t-t-things"
"Have you come out yet?"
"N-no only izuku knows I'm gay, and well now you I guess"
"Well will you at least tell your mom Bakugō.. please?"
"No"
"You need to Bakugō you need a source of support that's not just me or Midoriya"
"I'm scared.."
"I know you are but please.. for me? I can come with you"
"..."
"Fine.. only if you come with me"
"Where are we gonna meet her at?"
"My house"
"Okay.. just remember your brave Bakugō, your brave and so strong for doing this"
The blonde took a shaky breath in and to the redheads surprise he hugged him
"Th-Thank you kiri"
"Call me Ejirou"
"Then you have to call me katsuki"
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There they were
On bakugōs doorstep about to knock
"I'm scared Ei.."
"I know Kat but you have to be strong and power through it.. I know you can"
With kirishimas comforting words in mind he took a deep breath in and knocked on the door
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"Cmon in boys! I just put some tea on the stove"
"..mom can we talk?"
"Sure" She furrowed her brows slightly at his tone and lead the boys into the living room
Mitsuki sat in a love seat across from the couch Bakugō and kirishima were sat
"M-mom I-.."
Kirishima took bakugōs hand and gave him a small smile
"Mom.. I have a few things to get off of my chest..."
"Okay I'm all ears.. take your time sweetie"
"The first is I guess part of a much bigger thing.. remember when I used to come home beaten up because I got into 'fights' before I switched schools? It wasn't because I was quick tempered.. I was bullied... badly, I didn't even hit back and izuku took most of the hits for me, I know I act like I hate him but he was there for me and I was there for him, he's like my brother and we actually get along pretty well... the next part is what made me spiral down and get worse... I was in an abusive relationship I-it was bad mom... really bad, it was verbally mentally physically and sometimes even sexually abusive and I hated it... izuku helped me get a restraining order without you knowing and the person got a years jail time for suspected stalking.."
at this point he was crying but nobody dared to interrupt him
"T-the person was a man.. I'm gay mom and I hate myself for it.... the words of the bullies burned into my skull haunt me everywhere I go and I can't escape I feel trapped... I hate myself so much mom I-I really do I hate how I gain weight from eating I hate how everyone seems to hate me I hate how I look disgusting to myself and I hate the mistakes that led to me not being able to wear what I want or go swimming.. i h-hate the scars on my body and I hate the two people who put them there... mom I don't want to be here anymore and that scares me... I don't want you to hate me"
Bakugō has tears streaming down his face as his mom got up
He was waiting for it
He was prepared for a slap for yelling and for fighting
But it never came
Instead his mother got up and hugged him
She rubbed his back as they both sobbed kirishima still holding Bakugōs hand and smiling tearfully at his brave blonde friend
"I could never hate you, my beautiful boy"
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