(Chapter- 01 nightmares)

Warnings:
•Language
•Emotionally traumatic memories
•slight Smut (Dont get too excited)
•abuse
And a few others
VEIWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED
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Bakugo shot out of bed in a cold sweat
He had clouded his memory
His nightmares had only gotten worse and he had no idea why..
The nightmare was Just so real
it terrified him, still burned in his just woken memory

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"Kanatei? I'm home!"
It was Thursday evening and bakugo has just gotten back from a visit to his aunt Inkos house
He expected to come home and see his lovely boyfriend and longtime best friend sitting on the couch but he wasn't there
'Strange..'
Hitome Kanatei was bakugos best friend since izuku had introduced them in fith grade
Kanatei was one of the few that knew the real bakugo and not the front he puts up to protect himself

Ever since they had started dating last year bakugos confidence had gone up and he's been eating more and harming himself less
He was the closest to- if not the happiest he's ever been

Just as bakugo was about to call out for his lover again he saw him stagger down the stairs into the kitchen

"Hey babe-"
Bakugo was cut off by the garbage can being slammed open and the sound of beer cans being thrown away

"Hello doll~" Kanatei purred In a drunken tone

"H-hey?"

The taller male started walking closer to bakugo his raven hair and purple eyes coming into veiw

"A-are you- ahem.. are you okay?"
Bakugo started to slowly back away until his back hit the door

"I've been waiting for you~"
He said placing his arms on either side of the blondes head trapping him in his arms
He stroked bakugos jawline and that familiar feeling came back

The feeling he got every time they touched
Every time he put his arms on his waist
The feeling that he once thought was a spark of love

No this feeling was one of disgust

His body knew the real Kanatei before bakugo did

"Kana I thought y-you said you would w-wait for me.. in-until I was comfortable"

"I'm Tired Of waiting~ I know you want this"

Bakugo felt tears in his eyes

"N-no I don't-"
Bakugo was cut off by a harsh stinging in the side of his face and a loud yell from his 'lover'

"Shut up!"

'He-... He slapped me..'

Kanatei then forced his lips onto bakugos ignoring his cry's and pleas to stop

Every time he would object he'd get a slap to the face or a punch in the stomach

He would torture bakugo stripping him of his purity

This went on for months until he told deku and they filed a restraining order
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Bakugos POV:

His sick face was still burned into my memory

The nights where he would bring people home and make me sleep on the couch
The times he would hit me or yell at me in his drunken state

I knew we were drifting apart but I never knew it would end up like this

Nobody's POV

Bakugo had tears falling down his face onto the bedsheets below him
He was shaking and sobbing but no sounds would come out

This was his second panic attack this week and it's not even Monday..

(559 words)