Namjoon just couldn't seem to stay away from Jin. If he wasn't hanging out with the elder, he was watching his phone closely to see if the elder had messaged him to hang out. It was becoming a little bit obsessive.

But there was something so comfortable about being with Jin. It was almost like he didn't need to think about anything, and he could speak his mind as freely as he wanted. They spoke about everything from stupid memes to the purpose of life, and being in Jin's arms alone was enough to make Namjoon feel like he truly belonged somewhere.

The only problem was that he didn't know how Jin felt. He couldn't tell whether to Jin he was just an annoying boy who wouldn't leave him alone and was only really good for sex. Maybe all Jin liked was the chase. Namjoon's insecurities seemed to plague him continually, regardless of how many times Jin said how much he enjoyed the other's company.

Namjoon still felt nervous before meeting Jin. He'd comb his hair hundreds of times so that it would look just right even though it would be messed up by Jin's fingers playing in it within seconds. He couldn't believe that weeks ago he had ever doubted going on a date with Jin.

Walking towards the elder's dorm, Namjoon couldn't help shake the feeling that this was slightly deeper than any other 'relationship' he had ever had. He used the word relationship quite loosely. Jin was more than just someone to have sex with, he was someone to lie in bed with and cuddle all day.

"Hello baby," Jin said sleepily, rubbing his eyes after waking up from a power nap that had lasted over 4 hours, "You look beautiful today."

Namjoon felt himself blushing slightly at this, avoiding eye contact with Jin and instead admiring the slippers on the boy's feet. Instinctively going to the bed, Namjoon kicked off his shoes and curled up under the covers which were still warm from Jin's body heat.

Jin chuckled slightly at this, admiring how cute Namjoon looked from afar. After some whining from Namjoon, Jin finally entered under the covers and found that their bodies naturally seemed to fit together.

With their favourite music playing softly in the background, the pair talked about the world while Jin lazily dragged his fingers across the exposed skin of Namjoon's arm. Together it felt serene. It felt like their own little world which wasn't polluted by anyone outside.

"You make me so happy," Jin mumbled into Namjoon's hair before kissing him softly on his forehead, "I'm so glad you came into my life."

Against Namjoon's will, he felt his eyes pricking with tears at these words and he hid his face in the duvet. His whole life, he had felt like an object like Jin seemed to see him as a human. More than that - Jin seemed to see him as someone worth spending time on. For once, Namjoon felt like a first choice.

"What are we Jin?" Namjoon asked slowly, terrified of the answer being something that he wasn't expecting.

"We're falling in love, I think," Jin replied, looking Namjoon deeply in the eyes and for a minute the world stopped.

Their lips moved together and they kissed with such ferocity that they needed to catch their breaths. Namjoon tugged at Jin's bottom lip with his teeth, and Jin pulled at Namjoon's hair as lust and love filled his body with one overarching desire for Namjoon.

As they fucked, Namjoon wrapped his legs around Jin's waist and their bodies seemed to be drawn closer than before. Sweat covering them, their panting rich and loud in the air, Namjoon clung onto Jin as their bodies seemed to move in the same rhythm. When both had come to their highs, Jin lay ontop of Namjoon as he regained clarity in his orgasm-clouded mind.

They weren't just having sex anymore. They were making love. They were becoming one. They were doing every single cliche in the book, but it didn't matter because to them it was perfect. It didn't matter that there were no grand gestures, no fancy dates - they didn't need the performance of love to feel it.

Namjoon realised now that he was falling hard but it didn't matter. Jin was falling at the same speed. And they seemed to have a happy haven to break their fall.

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writing this through tears and I have to breakup with my boyfriend tomorrow before I go to university. Love is beautiful.

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