"No, wait!" Followed by a slamming door was never a good sign in their household.

Namjoon looked up from his computer in time to see the Maknae line running down the hall and a banging following them. Consider his interested peaked.

"Yoongi please! We didn't mean it!" Namjoon removed his headphones fully at the mention of the older rapper. What had they done to Yoongi? The leader got off the couch, placing his laptop to the side as he went to go do damage control.

"What have you brats done now?" Namjoon crossed his arms over his chest, staring down the youngest three. He was not that much older than them, but he was still their Hyung. The three gulped at the sight of their leader, eyes wide which only further proved their guilt. Namjoon raised his eyebrows, waiting for one of them to answer him, but they seemed to have lost their ability to talk. "Go. Let me handle this." He said sternly, moving Taehyung and Jimin out of the way. Jungkook still stood in the way - and there was their number one guilty participant. "Kookie, move." Namjoon whispered, reaching out to pat the youngest shoulder.

"Please tell him I'm sorry," Namjoon nodded, gently nudging the younger to the side and letting the other Maknaes pull him into their room once more. The leader breathed out quietly before stepping up to the door and knocking his knuckle against the door.

"Yoongi, it's Namjoon, please open the door," There was shuffling on the other side of the door, but the door was still locked and Namjoon was still on the other side of the door. "C'mon, open up. I sent the Maknaes away," Namjoon tried, resting his forehead on the wood. Why was Yoongi hiding from them?

"Go away!" Yoongi's voice sounded wet, like he was crying and Namjoon knew without a doubt that he was getting in this door. Even if it killed him.

"You know I am not going to do that Yoon, now please open the door,"

"I just want to be left alone."

Namjoon sighed, turning so his back was too the door and sliding down. He pulled his phone out of his pocket, making sure the sound was off before looking up how to pick lock videos. He can't say that he had ever been in this type of situation before, especially with Yoongi, but he was not going to leave until he was sure the rapper was okay. Namjoon tried to tell himself that he would have done this for any of his members, but he knew deep down that he had a soft spot for Yoongi. The white haired rapper provoked something in the brunet rapper. He had ever since they first met before BTS was an official group.

The leader had fallen in love with the little rapper all those years ago and it had only gotten stronger with getting to know Yoongi and living with him. It was no secret that Namjoon had a soft spot for the elder rapper. All the members teased him endlessly about his giggling every time Yoongi made a sarcastic remark in interviews. Or how Namjoon smiles wide when Yoongi talks passionately or speaks in English. How Namjoon is quick to defend Yoongi whenever the elder makes a mistake or stumbles over his words. They especially loved teasing Namjoon about being the first to reach out when Yoongi wanted affection, even in public settings. They still had not let go on the award show where Namjoon wrapped Yoongi in his arms when he started to cry and the younger had refused to let go of his hand for the rest of the night.

Initially, the leader was not sure if he actually did all of these 'ship moments' as Jin and Hoseok called them, but with ample proof from all their members - he was sure they all had an album on their phones named Sugamon - and the fans, Namjoon could admit that he had the biggest crush on Yoongi. According to the other members, it was quite pathetic and Namjoon should just tell the elder already.

But that was his Hyung... He would rather live a lifetime of heart ache than ruin his friendship with Yoongi. He got enough affection from the elder as it was and that was already enough to substitute for a relationship. He would just have to live without kissing the love of his life.

After successfully learning how to pick a lock, Namjoon texted Hoseok to bring him a couple of bobby pins, holding his finger up to his lips when the elder went to talk.

Hobi-Hyung: Why do you need bobby pins?

Namjoonie: Yoongi locked himself in the bathroom and won't let anyone in

Namjoonie: so I learned how to lock pick

Hoseok shook his head at the leader, his heart smile settling on his lips.

Hobi-Hyung: You are really whipped for him

Namjoon glared at his Hyung, before nodding his head, much to Hoseok's pleasure. The heart smiled widened and Hoseok reached forward to ruffle Namjoon's hair.

Hobi-Hyung: Go get him tiger! ;p

Namjoon pulled a face at Hoseok, pushing him away before turning on his knees to face the door once more. Hoseok's laughter could be heard down the hall and Namjoon knew that all the other members would be aware of what was going on right now before too long. Hoseok and his big mouth. Namjoon knocked on the door once more, not wanting to just barge in on Yoongi, even if fundamentally that was what he was about to do.

"Can you let me in now?"

"I said go away." Yoongi's voice was rough now - how long had Namjoon been sitting here in the first place? - with no use, but Namjoon needed be sure he was okay. The leader sighed, shaking his head before sticking the bobby pin into the lock. "Stop it!" Yoongi figured out his plan, attempting to hold the door shut, but Namjoon was stronger than him and practically pushed him away from the door. Namjoon slipped in once he got the door open and quickly shut it before Yoongi could slip out. "Move, let me out!"

Yoongi's face was pale as it normally was, though Namjoon rarely saw it with dried tears on it. Not unless they were on an award show. How had they made Yoongi cry?

"I am not moving until you tell me what happened," Namjoon pressed his shoulders back into the door to hold it shut. Yoongi pressed himself into the tub, looking around like a trapped animal. There was no escape however. Not unless Yoongi wanted to go out the window and drop nine flights to his death. Which Namjoon really hoped was not the better option than talking to him.

"It was stupid and childish, nothing you need to worry about." Yoongi huffed, crossing his arms over his chest.

"I am the leader and if one of my members is upset about something, it is my job to fix it."

"One of your members," Yoongi scoffed under his breath, not looking at Namjoon. The leader's face scrunched in confusion at Yoongi's scoff, unsure why that phrase of words would make him upset.

"Yes, you are one of my members and my best friend and so to see you crying over something another one of my members said or did is my business. No, how small or childish you may think it is. Now tell me."

Yoongi stared hard at Namjoon, his little kitten face scrunched and looking like he swallowed a lemon. Namjoon met his gaze without pause. Yoongi could not scare him like he did the other members. Their stare off went on for what felt like hours before Yoongi's face crumbled, sobs wracking his body and the tears falling once more. Namjoon gasped at as Yoongi begun to sob, quickly moving forward to wrap him in his arms. The white haired man attempted to push him away, but Namjoon was unrelenting and Yoongi eventually buried himself into his neck.

"Shh, I got you. Let it out." Namjoon murmured, fingers lacing into Yoongi's hair and pressing kisses to his forehead. If this was any other situation, Namjoon's heart would be singing because he was finally able to kiss the man he loved and hold him in his arms. But with Yoongi crying, this was not the time for Namjoon to think of his crush.

"It was just a stupid comment, but it hurt Joonie!" Yoongi cried, his hands scrambling against Namjoon's chest to grip his shirt. Namjoon rocked him, listening to his stuttered words. He was terrified to see Yoongi like this. Yoongi was his hyung and always seemed so unstoppable. So strong.

"Shhh, Kookie said he was sorry for what he said." Namjoon reassured, letting his hand slip up the back of Yoongi's shirt. The elder always liked skinship. "What did he say Hyung?" Namjoon tried to keep his voice calm, but he was terribly curious of what the Maknae could have said. Yoongi bit his lip to stifle his sobs, looking unsure if he wanted to speak the words again.

"He said... He said that I was meant to be alone. Alone with my studio and sour comments. No one would want to be with a workaholic," Yoongi's voice broke at the end of the sentence, fingers clinging to Namjoon's chest. The tears had increased as the words were spoken out loud once more, Yoongi's body shivering as if he had been standing in the cold for hours.

It was like all the air had been sucked out of Namjoon's lungs. He had never taken Jungkook to be so mean. He was sure the younger had thought he was joking, but Yoongi tended to be on the sensitive side despite what everyone thought. But those comments were still horrible for anyone to make in any circumstance.

"You know that isn't true, Yoon. You know that people love you. Anyone would be lucky to have you." Namjoon whispered, his heart yearning to do more than just give Yoongi pretty words. He wanted to show him that someone loved him, show him that Jungkook's words didn't mean shit. Now was not the time for that. No, not with Yoongi trembling like a leaf in his arms.

"No, no one does!" Yoongi whimpered pitifully, slamming his hands into Namjoon's chest. It hurt a bit, but not as much as Namjoon's heart. "Once BTS is over, you all will move on with your lives and I'll be alone for the remainder of my life, creating music because that is all I am good at!" Yoongi's rant was cut off by Namjoon smashing their lips together. Yoongi's eyes widened before falling shut, letting himself fall into the kiss.

Namjoon kissed like no one else he had kissed before, plush lips strong and dominant against Yoongi's own thin and pliant ones. The elder shifted in Namjoon's arms, moving to straddle the younger, his hands tangling into Namjoon's brunet hair. Namjoon's hands moved down Yoongi's back, holding him securely. One of his hands drifted to the elder's thigh, shifting him close and deepening the kiss. Yoongi moaned against Namjoon's lips, palms cupping the younger's cheeks and pulling him closer. It seemed like forever before Namjoon finally pulled away from the kiss, Yoongi whimpering at the lost.

"No more about how no one loves you and you will be alone forever. Even if BTS was over and you wanted nothing to do with any of us, I will still be with you. I will still love you as I have always," Namjoon said with all the confidence in his chest, reaching up to cup Yoongi's cheeks. The white haired man stared at Namjoon in disbelief, his eyes wet with tears, only they were not from sadness or anguish. They were from joy. Yoongi moved forward to press another kiss to Namjoon's lips, leaving the rest unsaid for the time being.

All that mattered now was the press of their lips together, hands warm against body parts and clinging to each other. Namjoon was over the moon finally being able to show Yoongi how much he loved him. After six years, his feelings were finally allowed to come out and be recognized. And it felt glorious

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"Hyung, is Yoongi okay?" Namjoon shushed Jungkook with a hard stare as he carried Yoongi out of the bathroom. The elder had finally tired himself out and fell asleep in Namjoon's arms, clutching his shirt. The leader did not care, simply standing up with Yoongi held in his arms like the little kitten he was. Besides Namjoon was not to endeared with Jungkook right now. The Maknae's shoulders fell at the hard stare his Hyung gave him, stepping back into Hoseok's arms. The other members stared after Namjoon and Yoongi, various states of emotions. Though there was one overall emotion in the air; content. Despite the tension in the dorm, they were all elated that the two that were pinning over each other were finally getting together.

Namjoon slipped into his room and placed Yoongi down on the bed. He attempted to pull back to change, but the elder held him tightly a whine in his throat.

"I'm just going to change, I promise." He soothed, kissing Yoongi's forehead as he slipped out of the elder's arms. Namjoon quickly removed his shirt and his jeans - and Yoongi's jeans when the elder wiggling uncomfortably while attempting to push them down. Once they were unclothed to their liking, the leader climbed into bed and wrapped Yoongi into his arms, content to just lay down with the sleeping rapper.

"Did you learn how to pick locks just to get in the bathroom?" Yoongi's voice sounded after a few minutes, startling Namjoon out of his doze. Yoongi let out a soft smile as Namjoon nodded his head. "Just for me?"

"Just for you," Namjoon murmured, pressing a soft kiss to Yoongi's temple and pulling him close. And just like that, the two rappers fell asleep wrapped together with smiles on their faces.

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