I miss them.
A/N: Dick is super depressed and he just wants to end it but Wally comes along just in time and saves him from killing himself.
*Birdflash*
Wally is deeply and madly in love with Dick. He is so in love with him that he can pick up on little hints and signs.
So like today at the mountain, Wally right away noticed something was up with his teammate, his best friend, his boyfriend when Robin entered the room. It was unclear and unnoticed to all the others and by the looks of it, it was unnoticed by Bats as well.
Robin's whole self was down, his skin looked paler and he just over all had this sadness radiating off of him.
But Robin or Dick wanted to talk about it and that sadden Wally, all he wanted to do was be there and to help his boyfriend but whatever it was it was haunting Robin deeply and it was hurting him so much that he was falling into himself, and shutting out the world, everyone including Wally.
Wally has know for a week now that something has been bothering Robin but it wasn't til today that he knew something bad had happened and was going to happen.
When Dick left the cave today, he was extremely silent. He gave Wally a tight and long hug which sent a wave of panic through Wally and he couldn't understand it all. Then he pulled back and Dick reached up and kissed Wally gently against the lips. It was sweet and long, with so much built up emotions in it. Wally opened his eyes up and stared deeply at his love, searching for something to explain this all to him but he got nothing.
Dick pulled away and Wally was instantly cold, frozen to the bone with Dick not near him. Sending a small wave of fear in his system. Dick reached the zeta tubes and was about to enter them following Batman but he stopped and turned around to face Wally.
Sadness was clear as day written upon his face, and in a whisper he spoke then entered the zeta tubes and left Wally alone in the cave. But it was more then the emptiness of not having someone near him, it was a alone that swallowed him up and made him feel numb inside. It was a loneliness that ate at him, making him completely sad with no feeling of warmth and happiness.
"Bye KF,'' whispered Dick before he entered the zeta tubes, "I love you.''
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Hours pasted and Wally heard nothing from his boyfriend so he allowed Dick to have his time but it pained him to sit back and wait for the love of his life to finally reach out to him.
In the middle of the night Wally was awaken by his phone going off. He groaned with anger at his phone. He was tired and just wanted to sleep for crying out loud. But, by the time he reached his phone it had stopped going off and for a slit second Wally was about to roll over and go back to bed but something inside him, told him to check his phone for it could have been Dick.
And it was.
Wally had 3 missed calls from Dick and now a text message. Wally glanced at his phone and rubbed his eyes clear of sleep before he texted Dick back.
D: Wally?
D:Walls, are you there?
D: I need you.
D:Wally??? It's okay I guess. I'm so sorry that I bothered you. Just know that I loved you with everything I had and I am sorry that It...I wasn't good enough for you. I love you.
W: Dick?
W: Dick please answer me. You're scaring me here man!
W:Dickie!
D: Walls?
W: Hey babe! Are you okay? What the hell is going on?
W: Dick?
D: Nothing. It's all fine Wally. Sorry to wake you over nothing important, go back to bed.
W:Dick...I don't think I can.
D:Please Wally! Just go back to bed and forget about this whole conversation.
D:Forget about me.
W: DICK! What the freak man!?! Okay you are really scaring me here. Talk to me please! I can help you! Dickie, I love you just tell me what's going on here. Please.
D:I can't. I'm sorry.
W:Dick, do you want me to come over? I can. I will do anything for you, please just tell me.
D:Goodnight Wally.
W: Dick come on.
W:Dick.
W:Please babe just talk to me, don't shut me out like you do with everyone else. Just tell me. Let me be there for you.
W:Dickie?
W:Okay Dick, I need you to answer me right now! I got this bad feeling baby and I can't shake it. Please text me or call me!
W:Dick? Dickie answer me! Okay I'm calling you right now.
2 minutes later-
W:Dick why didn't you answer me!?! Dickie!
W: Dick please!
W: Dickie I can't
Wally couldn't even bring himself to finish texting Dick. His whole body was shaking right now. This horrible feeling he had right now, has been growing inside him for sometime and now it felt like it was blossomed and very deadly.
Not waiting to see if Dick answered him, Wally jumped out of bed, threw some clothes on and dashed out the door heading towards Gotham.
Towards Dick.
Wally ran through Gotham as fast as he could and made his way to Dick, the love of his life quickly. As soon as he got to the manor he didn't wait a second and ran straight into Dick's bedroom to see Dick curled up on his side, laying on his bed shaking with tears running out of his broken, sad blue eyes.
"Dick'' said Wally who held the door open with wide eyes. Saying his name alerted Dick to his presence and he sat up quickly and looked over at Wally. The second his eyes connected to Wally, Dick broke down and pulled his knees to his chest and put his head in his hands as he broke down, causing more tears to fall from his eyes.
Wally wasted no time shutting the door and rushing over beside his boyfriend and pulling Dick into a hug. Wally rubbed small circles of Dick's back as he hushed him, trying to get Dick to calm down and stop crying because seeing him like this broke Wally's heart.
After a bit, the sobs began small sniffles and his crying died down. Wally pulled back a bit to look down at Dick.
"You okay?" asked Wally but his only answer was Dick shaking his head no.
"Dick-'' Wally began but Dick squeezed his eyes shut tighter and also his grip on Wally's t-shirt. Dick shakes his head no again. He was so broken, and he just didn't want to say or do anything that could ruin all of this. "Dickie please.'' Wally whispered and Dick pulled away from him and moved towards the head of the bed and looked towards the floor.
"Come here babe'' says Wally but Dick just shakes his head again and a tear escapes and runs down his face as he wraps his arm tighter around his knees.
"No I...I tired of living'' whispered Dick, causing Wally's green eyes to grow. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. He thought Dick didn't mean to say that but a piece of him knew the truth even if he didn't want to admit it.
Dick was depressed, has been for awhile now. Probably since the moment he lost his parents. Wally sighed and moved slowly closer towards Dick, he didn't want to do anything that would upset or harm the love of his life anymore than he was already hurting on the inside.
"I just want to go wherever mommy and daddy went, c-could you send me there?" said Dick and looked up at Wally, in his blue eyes was so much pain and sadness. Dick was pleading with Wally to end it for him, because he just didn't know if he could truly do it no matter how much he wanted. How much he wanted to be done, be gone and dead. To finally be reunited with his loving parents.
"I-I...I just want t-to see them again please let m-me go to them. I miss them!" stuttered Dick as his breathing picked up and he was slowly beginning to break down again, right before Wally's eyes.
"Dickie, its going to be okay'' says Wally as he moves closer towards Dick and then takes Dick into his arms.Dick begins to cry into his chest, whole body shaking.
"No its not. I am so alone." Dick says as he lays his face on Wally's chest.
"You are not alone." says Wally as he rubs Dick's back.
"I miss them so bad. Its not fair." Dick cries.
"I know its not, but Dick-" says Wally but Dick cuts him off. Dick sits up and slightly pushes on Wally's chest. Both pain and hurt written across his face with his blue eyes reflecting anger.
"I...i-i I'm done! I don't think I can go on anymore. Just let me do it please, I miss them and I want to see them again, to be with them. I shouldn't be alive!
They died and I...I couldn't save them. I failed them! I feel so numb, I just...just want to feel loved and wanted again to be held in their warmth. I miss them so much, it hurts. Its killing me!!" Dick cries out in pain.
"I know, it's okay. I'm here, I'm here for you." says Wally, who then reaches over and pulls Dick back towards him, laying his head upon his chest as he runs his fingers through his ebony hair. Wally closes his eyes shut as his emotions are getting the better of him.
"I got you, I got you Dickie. You are loved and wanted by so many. Everyone would miss you. I would miss you. You can't leave them, you can't leave me, please don't leave me if you did I..I-I wouldn't be able to handle it. I know it hurts and I am so sorry that I can't take that pain from you, I am so sorry. Please stay with me. I..I love you Dick."
"I-I...I..." Dick tries to speak but can't as Dick cries even more, with huge sobs of sadness now making Wally cry too.
"Its okay, you're safe." says Wally as he kisses the top of Dick's head. Wally looks over at the nightstand a sees a bottle of sleeping pills there, just sitting there ready for Dick to take along with a note. Wally shuts his eyes as tears fall from them, staining his face with sadness. His heart is shattered seeing Dick like this but he knew that there is hope, right here and right now. That they are going to make it through this, that he is going to there for Dick, be by his side no matter how long. For he loves Dick with every molecule in him. Dick is his world and without him, Wally knew he would be lost.
Wally pulls his arms around Dick tighter as Dick continues to cry and shake within his arms.
"Your safe Dick and loved'' whispers Wally. "I love you so much'' says Wally.
"I-I...I love you too'' Dick says and grips tighter onto Wally as if he is his life line because he is.
No matter how much sadness is in them and felt right now, one thing is clear.
That they love each other with everything they have and nothing is ever going to destroy that... destroy their love.
-I hope y'all liked this. Sorry that it is kinda sad.
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