A few days have passed by. Being in this hospital is so boring. There's absolutely nothing to do, except sleep, stare at the plain white hospital walls, and watch TV. I'm forced to eat food, so my diet is pretty much over, however they don't really give me a lot. I finally convinced my mom to go home until I get released, but I'm nervous because she's been wanting to talk to me about something. It's probably about my suicide attempt. FML!
     "You have a visitor!" Nurse Savannah cheered. Who was this visitor?
     "Hey babe," A beautiful, yet familiar voice chirped. I took a closer look, and there he was. Jacob. My heart sank to my butthole (I'm going to use that in every chapter lmao) He was the one who put me in this situation. He made me try to kill myself. He was the one who made me crazy. He's the reason I have no friends. He is the reason why I am fat.(Actually, no. I'm fat because I love bagel bites, macaroni and cheese, and ramen noodles, but still) He made me who I am, and I'm a waste of space. Yet, I still manage to love him. But, why?
     "Hey," I said, just above a whisper. He made his way over to the edge of my bed, and wiped a tear from his eye.
"I'm so sorry, Alana!" He cried and sobbed, "I hope I wasn't the reason."
"It wasn't just you, Jacob. I've had trouble my whole life with school, having no friends, my dad passing away, my mother's disorder, it's just been a lot," I reassured him, although he did cause all of his to happen.
"I am so, so sorry." He cried, again.
"It's ok Jacob." I whimpered, as a tear dripped down my face.
"We will get through this together." He told me. I just smiled and held his hand.
"I'm sorry if this is the wrong time to say this, but it looks like you've lost some weight," he said to me, in a slightly more cheerful tone.
"Yeah, I lost 25 pounds on this little 'diet' thing I was doing, and I haven't been eating much here."
"What diet were you doing?"
"Not eating,"
"That's not good for you, Alana,"
"I know, but it's not fun being almost 13 years old, being 4"9, and weighed 200 lbs."
Jacob blinked really hard and opened his eyes wide.
"Oh..."
"Yeah, exactly."
"Well on the bright side, you weigh 175 lbs. now!"
"I still need to lose 85."
"Just don't starve your self again, ok?"
"I won't."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
     He flashed a crooked yellow smile and rubbed his hand through his soft, yet greasy hair. He looked at me straight in the eye and bit his lip. I got goose bumps all over my self and looked right into his beautiful hazel eyes. I bit my lip because it makes me feel like one of those girls on the cover of Cosmopolitan. He looked at my lips, closed his eyes, and leaned in closer. Panicking, (In an excited way), I lick his cheek like a dog. His reaction was expected: grossed out and annoyed. He shut his eyes really tight and grabbed a napkin and wiped his face. A crimson wave swept over my cheeks and I apologized repeatedly.
    He smirked and climbed on my bed, giggling like crazy. My face faded into its natural color and I laughed with him. He was standing on his knees at the bottom of my bed and bit his lip. He crawled to the top of my bed, until our faces were four inches apart. He squeezed his hand under my back and tried to untie my hospital gown.
     "Jacob! What are you doing!?" I whisper-yelled, changing emotion completely.
"I mean, isn't this what we were leading up to?" He questioned.
"I'm almost 13, I'm not losing my virginity before I become a teenager." I sternly say. "I don't plan to do so until I'm an adult."
His face turned really red, itched the back of his neck, and awkwardly smiled.
"Oops." He said, trying to tease me.
I couldn't stay mad at him.
"We can cuddle though!" I perked, trying to lighten the mood. He lied under my covers and we watched The Walking Dead marathon.
     Three hours later, he said goodbye, and left. Nurse Savannah walked in with a telephone and said that I have a caller. She handed me the grey rectangular phone and I placed it over my left ear.
"Hello?"
"Hey honey, it's your mom."
"Hi mom! How are you doing?"
"Good, and you?"
"Feeling a lot better!" Images of Jacob played through my head like a slideshow.
"I have news for you, and you're probably not going to like it."
"Oh no..."
And sure enough, I didn't like it. Not one bit.

I MADE THIS ONE SUPER LONG BC I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN 2 DAYS🤑😂