CHOI BEOMGYU

There’s only one place I can think right now.

When I arrived in there, the door is closed but when I tried opening it, it’s not lock. I saw a mug on the table and when I touched it it’s still warm. There’s also a pair of slippers that is clearly just used.

I head outside and went up to the mountains, trailing the tracks. It’s been years since I came here but the memories are still clear in my mind.

Please, please he needs to be here. I am hoping he’s here.

And I saw him standing, looking at the view in front of him with the wind blowing his hair. I walk towards him and I think he heard my footsteps so he looked back.

“Kang Taehyun, I found you.”

He didn’t react he just pulled his eyes and turned his back. I stepped even closer and he spoke. “S-stop, please.”

“Okay, I’ll just be here. Now, can you tell me why did you avoid me?” I asked him.

He looked down. “I am so excited to see you after being years apart to you but when I saw you, I suddenly feel scared. Scared that it might happen again,” he stated.

“Don’t you trust me?”

“I trust you, hyung. I trust you but not myself—“

“That’s enough,” I cut him off that made him look at me. “As long as you trust me then that’s enough for you to stay with me. Trusting me can be the only way for us to work again.”

“I know,” he paused. “But how about me? I’m sorry,” he apologized.

“So did I just waited for years for nothing? I waited for you Taehyun because I believe if we meet again that’s it, we’ll be forever,” I stated and looked down. “Did I just wait for nothing?”

“Hyung—“

“At least fight for us!” I yelled and he was taken aback. “Fight for us Taehyun. At least justify your feelings for me. I never even heard you saying you love me. You never told me how much you love me and your real feelings but I still trusted you, I still waited for you despite of those. So please, please at least make yourself believe that we can be together. That you can love again,” I insisted and a tear escaped from my eyes.

He’s just looking at me, not knowing what to say.

“I know you’re afraid. I know you don’t want to get hurt and hurt me but knowing that we love each other, isn’t that enough for us not to hurt each other?”

“I never love someone that deep, hyung and I never knew that in that one time, I’m going to be in pain so much that cause me to change so much. Hyung, if I’m going to love deeper than I loved before, are you really sure you’re not going to drown me?”

I gasped.

“Love me as deep as you could and I will dive with you. I will never let you get drowned by your own love but let’s drown ourselves with our love for each other. I love you so much Taehyun that I’m willing to dive the deepest if it equates my feelings for you.”

He smiled as tears run though his cheeks. “Promise me one thing, Choi Beomgyu.”

“What is it?”

“In this love that we’re going in, we’ll go through countless pain but I want you to promise me that love will always be over pain. Promise me that whenever we fight and might hurt each other, we’re going to go back to the reason why we’re here. Promise me that you will never abuse my love for you. Promise me that in this love, you’re going to choose me over and over again.”

Kang Taehyun is someone who can give all just for love. He did it before and it got abused. He loved someone but it went to waste. That’s why I’m here to not to do that again to him. I want him to know the worthiness of his love. I want to make him feel that his love will forever be treasured.

“If love is a decision then I will always decide to choose you over anything; in what circumstances, in what situation. I will always choose you because I love you.”

My arms embraced him and he sobs so hard while we’re hugging. “I’m s-sorry, I d-doubted. I’m r-really sorry!” he bawled.

“I love you, Kang.”

“I love you too, Choi. I love you so much and thank you so much for loving me.”

This is the first time I heard him say he love me and it feels so unreal. The man I meet whom I believe is a pure mistake is the one I’m going to love so much. The man I decided to choose over the girl I had before is the man I’m going to love forever. The man who made me realize that love doesn’t have specific time is the man I’m going to live with against all odds.

The man I’m willing to give up everything is Kang Taehyun, the man I love more than myself.

“A-are you sure about this?” I asked him as I’m looking at this silk short fabric on my hand.

“For fucking years of being away, I never cum, Choi. Let’s do this shit,” he replied and sits on the bed.

“Drink this first,” I offered him a wine that we agreed that has sex enhancer in there. Then I drank mine too. “Let’s do this.”

I put him the blindfold and then started undressing his shirt until he’s fully naked. I put handcuffs on his wrists and tied the chain on the both side of the bed. I spread his legs tied it as well.

“You’re so fucking sexy as ever,” I commented.

“Fuck me hard.”

I silently giggled and then started dripping some oil on his body and moved my hands to spread it. I undress myself that made me full naked and then I kissed him.

He’s fighting back so I pushed my tongue inside his mouth and we both fight for dominance. I moved my kisses down, suck him hard and then I reached his nipples

My other hand is playing with it that made him moan while I’m sucking the other. The oil is making everything smoother and slickly those addends to the tension.

I started stroking his dick so he moans in pleasure and the chains made a sound because he started moving trying to contain the sensation he’s feeling from what I’m doing.

“G-God, you don’t know how I miss this— ugh! F-faster Choi!”

I move faster and I put oil on it that flow towards his asshole. I inserted my two fingers and his moans grow louder. It’s turning me on because when was the last time I heard it?

“A-agh! F-faster! I’m going to come! F-fuck! Ugh!”

I did what he said and he cum in an instant the he throw his head back to the pillow and keeps on breathing deep. I didn’t reply anything but I move closer to his face.

“Open your mouth, Kang. You’re about to eat something sweet,” I whispered to him and he gasped.

I position myself above him, he’s in between my thighs and I aim my dick at his mouth. I made the head touch his lips and he quickly widens his mouth.

He started licking the head first and I slowly pushed myself inside his mouth. It’s hard for him since he can’t hold and see my dick but I’m guiding him.

“A-agh fuck. I miss this, you’re still f-fucking good— ugh!”

I keep rocking my hips as he blow my dick and moans of pleasure escaping my lips. I move faster and did a deep throat, I paused for a second while feeling the back of his mouth until I cum inside his mouth and he started coughing.

“Still sweet as ever,” he commented.

I chuckled and then clean his mouth with my hand. I removed his blindfold and his eyes are forming tears due to that intense blow job that he’s even still coughing.

“We’re now going to heaven,” I whispered.

“Take me there.”

I untie the cuffs in his feet and I fold his knees for more access. I aim my head and due to the oil, I went in smoothly. I paused for a second and looked at Taehyun.

“I love you, okay?” I assured him.

“I love you too,” he replied, smiling.

I held his waist and started moving. The room filled with moans and groans. I missed this feeling, I missed doing this to him and I can do this to him every fucking day of my life.

I untie his handcuffs and he immediately switched our position. He started pounding on top of me and I swear, he’s so fucking hot right now.

“Agh! Ugh! Y-you like it— fuck! It’s h-hitting my insides!” he moans.

“Goddamint Kang Taehyun! Y-you’re so fucking s-sexy. You’re just fucking mine! You— fuck! You get that!?”

“Y-yes! Ugh! I-I’m yours a-alone! Claim me! Agh!”

That night ended with not just a single cum but for how many rounds. It was the best. I didn’t regret it. I enjoyed so much. It’s not just merely sex, it’s making love.

Taehyun and Aera talked about what happened and we both ask for her forgiveness again and of course, knowing Aera, she’ll forgive it. And she’s totally fine now, she’s settled and I think they are going to live in US with her husband.

Choi Soobin and Yeonjun got married. Nyel is in there house because Kye wants to live separately with her own family but of course, it’s her son so they still go out from time to time. The two also is planning to adopt a baby.

Hueningkai visited us one last time because he said he’s going home for real. I am glad to see Taehyun and him forgiving each other. After that he left with a smile after knowing Taehyun finally forgive him about what happened to them.

“He surely wrecked me before but the fact that he made me feel loved cannot be denied. That’s why I’ll still forgive him because he made me feel happy too,” that’s what Taehyun said to me one time.

Everyone’s having their own life now. Everyone’s happy now. Everyone wants to settle and just leave the past and prepare for the future that no one knows.

I’m at the café right now, checking everything before I went home. I am busy reading the sales report on the counter with lights off when the bell in the door chimes.

“I’m sorry we’re already closed,” I muttered not looking at it.

“One Iced Americano please!”

I looked up and I saw Taehyun smiling at me. “Why are you here? Didn’t I tell you to wait for me at home?” I asked him and kissed his cheeks.

“Yeah but I really want Iced Americano right now. Can you make me one?” he asked.

“Of course for my weirdest customer ever who barged in Spring Café,” I replied and chuckles.

“We sure come so far, Choi,” he commented. “I can still remember the first time we meet here,” he reminisced.

“I thought that was the worst night of my life but I never knew it will going to be the best encounter of my life,” I added and let out a soft chuckles.

“Surely, the people you meet at unexpected moment are the people that will make a great impact in your life.”

I put the glass in front of him and smiled. “Thank you for coming into my life, Kang,” I expressed.

“Thank you too for your warm welcome, Choi.”

He sips on the coffee and I pulled the mini drawer that’s below the counter top. I picked up something and present it to him. His eyes widen and slowly dropped the glass back.

“H-hyung,” he muttered, looking at the ring case on my hand. “W-what is that?”

I open it to show him the ring. “Love, life, home, baby, sweet, I don’t know what should I call you, Kang but one thing I’m sure is I want you to be with me every dam minute of my life,” I confessed.

His eyes started forming tears but he’s smiling at me and nodding. I’m really nervous, right now. But I know this is the right time to do this. This is the right time to propose my love for him.

“Kang Taehyun, will you be my home until we reached forever?”

“Yes! I will shelter you forever, Choi Beomgyu.”