A/N: Hi! See you again next week! Have a safe weekend everyone!

“We meet in college. He came from US, and we have one subject together. I have a crush on him the first time I saw him but I totally ignore him because he has his own set of friends and me, on the other side, doesn’t want to make some,” he started.

He then intertwines his hands on mine as he rest his head again in my shoulders. “And then?”

“While in college I’m a total nerd. All I do is study and think how to earn money then getting paired up to him in this one subject totally changed my whole ass college life. We started as friends, then I don’t know we just fucked each other out of fun then eventually fall in love. We stayed for years, graduated together, and helped me doing my small business,” he continued.

So, he was the one who helped him as he starts his business. “But why does he sounds like a good guy?” I asked him.

He laughs. “Drugs, alcohols, meth, everything related to those— that BDSM too, yeah he all taught me those during college but we didn’t flunked college tho? Hahaha! I can’t still believe I was able to pass everything... after all of those,” he reminisced.

“You two must be smart then,” I commented, trying not to sound the other way around.

“Yeah we were and then we broke up. That’s all, now let’s sleep,” he immediately ended and lay down.

“That’s it? H-how did you two break up?”

“I’m not sure tho? He said it was his fault but,” he paused and looked at the ceiling and saw him smirk. “Why was I the one who begged for him to stay? It was so fucking funny, I could puke.”

He won’t tell me about it. He’s hiding his past from me and I won’t force him anymore to tell me something he doesn’t want to. Maybe, it was really a bad break up after all.

“Are you two still in contact?” I asked out of curiosity.

“If constant? No. He’ll message me to like congrats or birthday or something, regards to my parents and such then nothing else,” he answered.

“Y-you don’t really exchange topic or something?”

“I don’t prolong conversation to someone not worthy of my time.”

"Where do you think he is right now?" I asked.

"Hawaii maybe, he's hometown. I don't know. I don't really care, Choi," he replied and shrugged his shoulders. "I hate him so much," he whispered.

I pinched his nose. “What a cool guy. Okay, let’s sleep,” I just replied and scooted beside him.

“We’re just going to sleep?”

I finger flick his forehead. “Yes, punk. We had enough already. Give it a rest,” I replied and we both laugh and hug him.

“Hug me tight. It’s cold,” he complaints.

“I’m doing it,” I replied and tightens my embrace around him.

“F-fuck! I can’t breathe!”

“HAHAHAH! You’re so cute,” I compliment him.

“Stop,” he uttered and saw his cheeks tinted red so I kissed it.

“I should give you compliments— a lot of it from now on,” I even teased him.

“S-stop!”

“HAHAHA! Aigoo, my Kang Taehyun is flustered when saying he’s cute! You’re pretty too, you know that? I adore you a lot and I like spending with you everytime.”

I gasped when I realized what I just said. I’m doomed. Knowing this smart as he probably know I like him already but just playing along. People like him are really dangerous.

“R-really? Hyung, do you like spending time with me rather than her?”

I pursed my lips and just smiled. “I don’t know? I’m not sure. She’s a good person…”

“If so, why are you here with me?”

“Because no matter how good a person can be, they can still have flaws.”

“Okay! Let’s stop talking about them and let’s just sleep!”

I chuckles, “Good night Taehyun,” I whispered and kissed the top of his head.

“Good night, Beomgyu hyung. Let’s have fun tomorrow as well.”

The next day, I wake up with the smell of butter toasted bread and hear something from the blender. I walk out from the room and saw Taehyun who’s working on something in kitchen.

I walk towards him and hug him from behind then kissed his cheek. “Good morning, what are you doing?” I asked him.

“Good morning! I’m making this strawberry smoothie,” he replied.

“Should I give you a hand? I'm a barista, you know?”

“Nope! Just sit down in there, I’m about to finish this.”

“Hahahah! Okay then, fighting!” I cheered him and get away from him to take a seat.

“Okay, I’m done! Here, let’s have a breakfast.”

“Thank you for the food! You get up early to prepare this?” I asked him.

“Yes! Do you want syrup in your bread?”

“Nah, it’s fine. Thank you! I appreciate it,” I expressed and smiles at him.

“Shut up and just eat!”

“Wow, Taehyun is so sweet,” I even teased him.

“S-shut it out, hyung!”

“Okay, okay, sorry HAHAHA! Let’s eat now,” I gave in and we started eating. “Don’t you have works to do?” I asked him.

“I do, a lot,” he answered and bit his bread.

“And you’re here.”

“Yeah, I don’t even know why I took you here HAHAHA! I just thought of it and I didn’t expect you to say yes. So, we’re here HAHAHA! I’m enjoying, so it’s fine,” he reasoned.

“This kid but same tho? HAHAHA! I was surprised too! HAHAHA! Where are we going to go today?” I asked.

“Oh right! There’s like a cliff in here, let’s go there!”

Look at him being so happy.
We started climbing this cliff he’s talking about and it’s not that stiff or hard. There’s already a trail to follow so it was already easy for us to get there.

The wind is blowing hard and it’s cold. So, I wrapped my arms around Taehyun that made me hug him from behind. “It’s so nice in here,” I commented, looking at the view in front of us.

“If I have problems or such and I suddenly disappear, you can find me here. No one knows about this place, hyung. You’re the first person I brought here.”

I pursed my lips and then smiled a little. “For real? I suddenly feel special,” I joked.

“You are always special.”

“Am I?”

“I did saw you in an ad but at first I don’t actually mind it but I saw you again in person. You were in Itaewon and I was there as well. That’s the first time I saw you in person and I bet in myself that if I saw you again, I will make a move,” he suddenly confessed.

“W-what?”

“I actually had a problem that night that I barged in your café. I wasn’t in myself that time. I just really needed caffeine that night but then I saw you and I won the bet in myself,” he chuckles and moved so he can see me.

I am still in shock that I don’t know what should I reply to him. It’s just so sudden. Then I received a kiss from him that made me deepen it.

“I-I am too stunned to speak,” I stuttered that made him laugh and hugs him.

“Thank you for today, Choi!”

“You’re welcome, Kang. I’m always here for you,” I replied and smiled. “Whenever you want to talk things out, whenever you want someone to hang out with, I’m always here for you,” I added.

I felt his grip on my shirt tightens. “T-thank you so much,” he whispered.

“Are you crying?”

“I-I’m just happy.”

I rubbed the back of his hand and kissed the top of his head. “I’m always here for you, okay?”

We stayed like that for a long time. I can hear his low sobs. I don’t know where they came from but when he said he’s happy, I didn’t mind it. That’s all it matters. I don’t know what’s happening to him but like what I said, I can’t force him to open up things to me.

Especially, when we all know that we don’t know when we will last.

We came back to Seoul and Taehyun said Yeonjun’s going to fetch him at near Spring Café and that’s where we meet up. “I’ll get going now,” Taehyun bid his goodbye.

“I’ll see you around then,” I replied and gave him a peck kiss before he left my car.

Then I turned around and went home. I open the door and turn the lights on but before I could even went further I already received a hard punch at the face.

“What the fuck was that Choi Beomgyu!?”

“Argh! What the fuck is your problem, Choi Soobin!?”

“You’re cheating on my cousin, I guess?”