He Cheated Drabbles: Yoongi Cheated

Published: March 15, 2019

- 2,000 words
- A N G S T (this is really what I came for on Tumblr 💕, I really like stories that can make my eyes swollen from crying 🤭)

Third installment of He Cheated Drabbles.

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Along with his betrayal, was our friends' betrayals.

It was early morning of the first day of this weekend. It had been months already since Yoongi and I last saw each other and it had been months since we had a quality time together so I really woke up early to prepare the boys foods for breakfast. Bukod kay Jin ay wala nang ibang naghahanda ng pagkain nila, kung minsan ay nagpapa-deliver na lang sila dahil hindi rin naman sila madalas mag-stay sa dorm.

Often times, they would get up from bed earlier than anyone could imagine, sun still down to get ready to go to Big Hit building. They were so busy as they were to the point that when their free day came, they all would just stay home and spend the rest of the day sleeping. They needed rest more than anyone. They needed rest more than they were getting.

Hindi sila nagrereklamo. Sa totoo lang, ako iyong madalas mag-reklamo roon.

I always complained to Yoongi how they were all humans and they shouldn't be overworking their selves, he would just smile at me and low-key explain how they all asked for it. It wasn't that their management was abusing them, they were all just a bunch of hard working people, all designed to reach their goals.

I wasn't also the most understanding girlfriend. Hinding-hindi ko maiintindihan kung bakit mas pinipili nilang magpakaburo sa trabaho na para bang wala silang kapaguran. Also, for as much as I wanted Yoongi to follow me and stop overworking himself, he just wouldn't budge. The idol-rapper slash producer, who was my handsome boyfriend, was just too stubborn and hard-headed.

Sakit siya sa ulo sa totoo lang. Ang dami-dami ko na ngang iniisip sa school, paper works, projects, clubs plus hirap na hirap na nga ako sa sitwasyon namin dahil hindi madaling maging girlfriend ng isang sikat na idol, nakaka-paranoid tapos dadagdagan pa ng pag-aalala ko sa kaniya. Aba, palitan ko na lang kaya iyong Mama niya sa buhay niya? Kinukunsimisyon ako sa totoo lang.

So yes, I still had a lot of paper works to do, I still had meetings to attend with my groupmates but I turn on them first because my stubborn boyfriend surely needed my affection and well, some of my scolding. Idadamay ko talaga pati iyong mga kaibigan niya.

I just cooked them simple breakfast, I didn't really cook though I knew how to cook some dishes, those were easy, to be honest, those were only needed boiling. Mas mabuti na iyon at least home cooked, kaysa naman sa deliver foods nila. Panigurado noodles lang din naman.

After messing at the kitchen, I went back to my room to get a proper shower and dress myself into one of my cozy pair of black oversized sweater and sweats. Informing the guys about my visit wasn't fun so as I lodged the bus, I couldn't help but smile thinking about what they would think if they saw me.

I meant, sa screen ng phone or computers ko na lang sila nakikita nitong mga nakaraang buwan. I was very good friends with Yoongi's groupmates also. I guessed that really came when you were a girlfriend of one of them.

They also had secret girlfriends. Si Taehyung Oppa at Jin Oppa lang naman talaga ang may mga masuwerteng girlfriend dahil malalakas ang loob nilang suwayin ang management nila kaya ayun, nilantad na in a relationship sila.

I didn't want to pressure Yoongi. I could wait for when he would have the courage to tell the world about us, though I was already looking forward to that day. Kung puwede nga oras na aminin niyang nasa isang relasyon siya, mag-retire na rin siya sa pagiging idol.

Dating an idol in private was one thing, it was endurable, but dating an idol in public, with a lot of people watching his every move, it was a different story.

Ayaw ko ng chaos. I didn't know if I could handle it.

Getting off to the nearest bus stop from the boys' dorm was one of the things I was used to. Isa iyon sa mga rules para sa aming mga girlfriends ng Bangtan. It was both for our safety and privacy. We didn't know how many paparazzi were wandering around their dorm and we just wanted to make sure. Maayos kong hinawakan sa parehong mga kamay ko ang paper bag na pinaglagyan ko ng mga pagkaing niluto ko saka bahagyang sinulyapan ang orasan sa suot kong relo.

It was nearly six in the morning. Tulog pa malamang ang mga iyon.

At the entrance, already knowing my existence and being aware of what I came here for again, the females on the reception desk smiled sweetly at me with a wave. Ngumiti rin ako pabalik bago dumiretso sa elevator. Madalas kong makakuwentuhan ang mga receptionist sa building na ito, alam nila ang ipinupunta ko rito dahil hindi na iyon lingid sa kaalaman ng ilang staffs dito.

And for privacy purposes, they were all asked to seal their mouths and any leaked information about us, Big Hit would seriously take legal action. At least, we were protected.

Humming something within my throat, I let my feet skip excitedly at the elevator's ground while my eyes followed the up-going number on the bar. I didn't waste any second as the elevator parted open again, I directly went to the door of their dorm. Hindi ko rin kailangan pang mag-doorbell dahil alam ko ang passcode.

"Jagi, you should see who's at the door! Trespasser nowadays are scary!" Nang bumukas ang pinto ay pumuno sa kabahayan ang matinis na boses ni Jin Oppa na hindi ko alam kung saan pa nagmumula. I advanced forward, revealing myself to the expensive looking living room. My lips pulled up for a smile when I saw Jin Oppa's girlfriend sitting comfortably on the couch, with a big bowl of salad on her lap.

"It's just me!" I said a little bit too loud for Jin Oppa to hear from where he was. Nang binalingan kong muli si Soft ay nakita ko ang nanlalaking mga mata niya, laglag ang panga. "Hey, it's just me! Where's my stubborn boyfriend?"

I was about to step towards one of the rooms, towards my boyfriend's room when Soft instantly stood up, discarding the bowl of salad somewhere the carpeted floor and blocking my way.

"Jin! Jagi, you should stop what you're doing there and help me here!" she screamed that made my brows meet deeply. Ilang segundo lang ay lumabas na si Jin Oppa dala ang isang spatula.

"Trespasser?! Where's the trespass—ow, shit!" Tulad ng reaksiyon ni Soft, para rin siyang nakakita ng multo nang makita ako. Seriously what was with them? "Sheena! Why are you h-here? I mean, you should've called first!"

"Why are you acting like this? Is Yoongi still sleeping? I brought you foods." Muli ko sanang lalampasan si Soft nang mabilis na naagaw ng pagbukas ng pinto ng kuwarto ni Yoongi ang mga atensiyon namin. I quickly felt my heart beat loudly when I saw Yoongi cross the door but my cheeks were quick to boil when I saw him drape with only a white towel around his hips, his milky broad chest was a sight I would never get tired of seeing. To be very honest.

"Oppa!" I happily called, my feet were about to run towards him to jump him a hug to make him feel how the months and the distance between us made me miss him so much only if one more figure didn't appear from behind him. Saka ko pa lang din napansin na iyong ekspresiyong ipinakita nina Soft at Jin Oppa sa akin ay nakaguhit din sa mukha niya.

"Oppa, what's with the rash?"

My eyes confusedly followed the female figure who instantly clung onto him, only wearing a short bathrobe before she obliviously pecked him on the lips. Hindi niya gagawin iyon kung alam niyang nandito ako at pinapanood sila. I meant, I had said it already, I wasn't exactly the most understanding girlfriend, and most importantly, I wasn't stupid.

Not when they went out of the same room, wearing only towels and bathrobes, with both of their hairs still damp from the shower.

I already got it. Kung bakit tila nakakita sila ng multo kanina nang makita ako? No, they hadn't seen a ghost. They were all just caught in a lie. Hindi pa nakatulong nang isa-isang bumukas ang pinto ng mga kuwarto at iniluwa ang bawat miyembro ng Bangtan, all instantly shared the same mortified look when spotting me.

Wow. So it was really just me?

Gusto kong matawa nang mabilis na itinulak ni Yoongi palayo sa kaniya ang best friend niyang madalas ko ring makakuwentuhan kung hindi lang ako naunahan ng mga luha ko. The girl instantly paled when seeing me. Ang mas masakit pa, pakiramdam ko, napagkaisahan ako.

By the looks on their faces, they all knew about this. Isa pang nagpapasakit ng dibdib ko, ako iyong nahihiya rito. It felt like I wasn't belonged…

With tears wetting my face, with my heart bleeding inside my chest, I smiled painfully at the man who only stared guiltily and painfully at me. Hindi ko na rin kailangang marinig mula sa kaniya ang kompirmasyong niloloko niya ako kasi nakikita ko na iyon sa mga mata niya. Above anyone else, it was him who I would never think of someone who was capable of cheating but then I guessed, boys are the same. They don't have differences, at least that was what I wanted to think.

Bumuntong-hininga ako habang sinusubukang huwag umiyak pero hindi ko kaya. Softly turning around and putting the foods I brought on the table, I slowly walked towards the door.

Could I deal with this right now? I didn't think so. It was so painful.

"Sh-Sheena, I think you should s-stay—"

"You're a girl, Soft. You know how it would feel if you got cheated on and yet you supported him? How could e-everyone do this to me?" Maybe, I wasn't also the bravest girl out there. May limitasyon din naman ako. I weakly let myself fall to the ground, my sobs were getting louder just enough to annoy anyone.

Yoongi had been the only person who could manage me when crying so it hurt me thinking I wouldn't have him anymore to cope up with me. Would I want to keep him still? I didn't know.

Hindi ako gumalaw nang maramdaman ko ang marahang paghawak sa mga pulupulsuhan ko. When I raised my head, I saw Yoongi's crouching form in front of me, face still filled with guilt and hurt. It wasn't the best of his expression.

"How long it had been a-already?" I asked in between sobs when it took me courage to make my eyes remain on his guilty ones.

"She… she's b-been here for a month."

"So you've discarded me for a month already and I d-didn't know?"

He vigorously shook his head. "I didn't discard you. God, Sheena, I love you s-so much I won't let you go but you need to listen to me f-first before assu—"

"I saw what I saw, Yoongi—"

"Oppa." He had the gut to correct me.

"I hate you. Don't touch me." Harshly shaking his hands off my wrist, I wiped my tears and quickly got up. "Don't come to my house anymore, don't ever call me again, let's not see each other again. I'm breaking up with you." It was hard to be honest, but I couldn't just let us go on knowing he had already stained our relationship, I knew my worth.

I knew my worth and he clearly didn't treasure it.

"No, you don't mean that." He tried reaching for me but I backed away, disgusted.

Nilingon ko ang mga kaibigan niya. "That also goes for all of you. Thank you for all the good times and let's not see each other again."

Betrayal from Yoongi was devastating, and betrayal from all of them was killing.

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So yeah I've promised some of you that I'll partner you with BTS and yeah, I decided to do that in this drabble. Yah, it's so fun writing things like this! I mean, iyong may limited word count, mas kaunti sa nakasanayan ko, it's like an impromptu training for me, I couldn't even believe na I could write within minutes only! Heol, I'm shookt with myself!

So yeah, this one's for -mackee- 💕 I promised you a Yoongi shot, right? Lol, sana ma-feel mo 🤭. Anyways, I hope I surprised you!

- Hannan ♥