ART OF SEDUCTION: INNOCENCE written by hannanusman
BTS ONE-SHOT COMPILATION
[A Min Yoongi One-shot]
[Seduction Series]
©CT2017 All Rights Reserved
Fanfiction/ Teen Fiction

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Finished: December 25, 2016
Published: December 29, 2017 (advance happy new year!)

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You've corrupted my innocent mind but it's ironic how I still want to wait with you…

"Hindi mo ba gusto si Yoongi?"

Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong-hininga dahil sa tanong na iyon ni Ruby. Sa ilang araw ko na sa iskuwelahang ito, kahit kailan ay hindi pumasok sa isipan ko ang katanungang iyan kaya hindi ko rin alam ang isasagot ko.

Para sa akin ba talaga ang tanong na iyon? Sa akin?

Malakas ang kabog ng dibdib ko habang binabantayan ang paligid sa takot na baka bigla na lang lumitaw si Yoongi at hilahin na naman ako sa kung saan.

The guy's too much for me. Too rude, too tough, and too sudden actually. His actions, everything he does always surprises me. Na minsan ay hindi ko na maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko sa tuwing kasama ko siya.

I admit that I agree with his fan girls for being crazy over him since he's just too beautiful. Too handsome to be real, seriously. Too flawless. Too perfect, in exaggeration… but honestly, I don't know. His existence stunned me. Marami siyang bagay na ipinaparamdam sa akin na hindi ko alam na puwede ko pa lang maramdaman mula sa isang tao…

O mas maiging sabihin ko na siya lang ang may kakayahang buhayin ang mga pakiramdam na iyon sa akin.

I'm new to this. He's strange for me as this feeling he's making me feel.

"Hindi sa ganoon. It's just that, tatlong linggo pa lang simula nang tumuntong ako sa iskwelahang ito. He can't probably like me that fast…" I answered, confusedly.

Isa pa iyon, bakit sa dinami-rami ng mga naggagandahang babae rito sa McVester Academy, bakit ako pa na kay bago-bago lang dito ang pinagtutuunan niya ng pansin?

There's Sophie Atkins, ang pinakamagandang babae sa grade 9 at ang siyang Miss McVester sa tatlong magkakasunod na taon hanggang ngayon. There's Haru Lotivio, the pretty cheerleader that most guys are crushing to. There's Heaven Reinford, the gorgeous actress at the Theater Organization.

And there's still a lot! Kaya bakit ako?

"Seriously, Hasna, I've never seen Yoongi Min this crazy over a girl. Madalas ko siyang makita noon na parating kasama ang mga kaibigan niya. He never spared even a single second to blink his eyes to any other girls out there. It's just you," mahabang litanya ni Ruby.

I just stared intently at her.

Of course, she knows things about Yoongi. Sa tatlong linggo ko na rito sa McVester Academy, nalaman ko na ang ilang bagay tungkol kay Yoongi Min. Hindi dahil pinagtuunan ko iyon ng oras na alamin.

Sa sobrang sikat niya at ng mga kaibigan niya rito ay sa kung saan-saan ko na lang napulot ang mga impormasyon tungkol sa kanila. And oh, you wouldn't expect him to tell it to me. Tahimik lang siya sa tuwing magkasama kami o kung minsan ay tulog siya.

Yoongi Min was a grade 11 student here and wws a member of the famous boy group, BTS or Beyond The Scene as what everyone said. Sikat sila dahil bukod sa talaga namang may mga hitsura sila ay magagaling din silang sumayaw at kumanta. And well, they rap too.

Minsan na akong naisama ni Yoongi sa mirror room para panoorin silang mag-practice at talaga namang magagaling sila.

Mga outstanding students rin sila. Halos lahat sila ay may posisyon sa every batch rankings. Si Yoongi ang nasa sixth spot ngayong semester sa batch nila, kaya hindi na rin kataka-takang marami ngang mga babae ang nahuhumaling sa kanila.

At hindi ko makita kay Yoongi iyong sinasabi ni Ruby na baliw sa akin si Yoongi Min at hindi pa siya nagkakaganito kailanman… kasi baguhan lang ako rito.

I'm still too ignorant about everything in this school. Kakailanganin kong makita muna kung paanong mabaliw ang isang Yoongi Min.

"Baka thrilled lang siya kasi baguhan ako," I uttered, still conscious around me and afraid Yoongi would just pop out of nowhere.

Like he always freaking does!

"Oh no, Hasna! You should be damn grateful because he's thrilled about you!" Inirapan niya ako at hinawakan ang kamay ko. "Tara na nga! Stop hiding from him, you don't want to see a furious Yoongi kaya ihahatid na kita sa kaniya!" She then pulled me out of the deserted staircase.

Lumabas kami sa maingay na hallway ng ground floor dahil kasagsagan ng lunch break.

"Please, Ruby. Sa library na lang tayo. It's too pressuring to eat with him, k-kung alam mo lang…" I pleaded her.

"Nah, uh. Crush ko si Yoongi, Hasna, alam mo iyan! At alam mo ring sobrang daming babae ang handang makipagpatayan para lang lumugar sa mga sapatos mo ngayon!"

"You exaggerated it," sabi ko pero alam kong tama siya.

Patuloy pa rin siya sa pagkaladkad sa akin sa kung saan.

Si Ruby ang pinaka-una at kaisa-isahang naging kaibigan ko rito sa McVester simula noong tumuntong ako rito. Hindi pa man ako napapansin ni Yoongi ay magkaibigan na kami ni Ruby… 'cause she was also alone back then.

Ang iba ay saka lang ako nilapitan nang dumidikit-dikit na sa akin iyong pinakamamahal nilang Yoongi Min.

Believe it or not, I've received bully threats before but upon Yoongi knowing it, nagising na lang ako na wala na ang mga threats na iyon.

"It's true. At siyempre, hindi natin hahayaang maagaw sa'yo iyon, gusto ka ni Yoongi. You're still too innocent to realize it though," aniya.

It's not that I'm too innocent, everything was just happening so fast. I need it slowly. Though I admit, they're foreign to me. Everything was a first to my young heart.

Napalunok ako ng dalawang beses nang makita ko si Yoongi sa usual table nila pagpasok namin ni Ruby ng cafeteria, at halos magkumbolsyon ako sa panginginig, damang-dama ko ang panghihina ng mga tuhod ko nang agad na lumipad ang tingin niya sa akin na para bang binabantayan niya ang pagbubukas ng pinto.

His pair of small lazy eyes locked with mine, and even with the distance, I could still see restrained anger through his dark circles though something was blending with them.

Something I can't point out… yet.

"Lagot ka…" Narinig kong bulong ni Ruby bago niya ako mabilisang kinurot sa tagiliran na nagpangiwi sa akin, ngunit mabilis lang iyon dahil parang gusto ko na lang tumakbo palayo nang tamad na tumayo si Yoongi.

I saw him do a fist-bump with his friends before walking towards me. Mabagal lang siyang maglakad. Nakapamulsa at kasunod ang pares ng mga humahangang mata.

I want to runaway, I want to escape, but I couldn't move. I was too stuck up with his gaze, his stares were locking me to my ground.

Bago ako sa lahat ng ito, pero dahil palaging ganito ang epekto niya sa akin, hindi ko alam kung masasanay ba ako.

"Shocks! U-Una na ako, H-Hasna. G-Good luck…" ani Ruby at bago ko pa man siya mapigilan ay mabilis na siyang naka-alis sa tabi ko.

I wanted to see where she went, but I couldn't even move my eyes!

What are you doing to me, Yoongi?!

Nalaman ko lang na pigil ko ang hininga ko nang tuluyan na siyang makalapit sa akin at halos maghikahos ako nang masamyo ko ang napakatamis niyang amoy.

His eyes now look rougher in the nearest vicinity, some locks of his black hair were covering his thick black eyebrows and his red thin bloody lips were closed tightly.

Despite of how messy he looks, he's still so gorgeously handsome. Bukas ang tatlong butones ng polo uniform niya at maluwag na nakasabit sa leeg niya ang necktie niya. Para bang required sa kanilang magkakaibigan ang ganitong ayos dahil pare-pareho silang ganito.

"Y-Yoongi…" I called out to him in a stuttering voice when he towered over me.

Sa liit kong ito, hanggang dibdib niya lamang ako, sumisilip ang puti niyang sando mula sa loob. Natural lang dahil fourteen pa lang ako at eighteen na siya! I was still in my 8th grade and he was in his 11th grade already.

"Did you eat already…?" he asked in a restrained voice.

Pakiramdam ko, hindi talaga iyon ang gusto niyang sabihin dahil halatang-halata ang pagpipigil niya.

"Uhh, not yet…" I gulped hard as I tensed under his gaze.

Nagpakawala siya ng malalim na buntong-hininga. His one big and calloused hand found one of my shaking hand. Hinila niya ako palapit sa kaniya.

Napapikit ako dahil sa ginawa niyang iyon.

"Tsk. You know I hate hard headed girls…" he whispered right through my ear and his lips were lightly touching my earlobe that made me jump a little. "But I will spare you 'cause you're still too young for the punishment," he continued, giving soft caresses to my hand.

Mariin akong nakapikit habang mariin ding kinakagat ang pang-ibabang labi ko. My heart started seeking for what he's been restricting himself.

Ever since he started pursuing me, I always feel him limiting his actions towards me and I'm rooting for that, for that something he just don't want to do to me… yet.

And why's that? And what's that anyway?

"P-Punishment? A-Anong punishment?" I managed to ask.

Kahit na nagmistula kaming source of entertainment ng mga tao ay mas nangingibabaw ang pakiramdam na muli niyang ipinaparamdam sa akin

So I ignored all the insecure eyes around us.

I felt him smile, his lips again having contact with my earlobe. Narinig ko rin ang vibration na dulot ng pagtawa niya.

His hand that was groping my wrist loosened. "Kiss. For as much as I want to kiss that lips of yours, I need to wait till you reach your ripened age. Magmumukha akong paedophile kapag sinunod ko ang gusto ko."

He was a fvcked up and so was I!

Tama nga ang hinala kong may mga bagay siyang gustong gawin sa akin ngunit nagpipigil siya dahil may punto nga naman siya, I'm still too young for it. Ikabibigla ng sistema ko kung ipaparamdam niya sa akin ang mga ganoong bagay!

And oh yes, I was fvcked up too, or maybe more than Yoongi had ever was 'cause I want it… I want him to do things to me.

"Uhh, Yoongi," tawag ko sa kaniya sabay yugyog ng kaunti para magising siya.

Nakayuko siya at nakadagan ang braso niya sa nakabuklat niyang libro habang nakapatong ang ulo niya roon.

He dragged me here at the library when he found out I have an incoming quiz. Hindi ko naman alam na matutulog lang pala siya rito. Hindi ko rin makakalimutan kung paanong takot na ipinagtabuyan ako ni Ruby patungo kay Yoongi kahit alam niyang mag-isa na naman siya.

Yoongi stirred a bit and he opened one eye for me.

"I have something to ask you." Yumuko ako. I still couldn't look at his deep eyes. Masyadong nakakalunod.

"What is it, baby girl?" he asked in a hoarse voice.

Pinigilan ko ang mapangiti dahil sa tinawag niya sa akin ngunit hindi ko napigilan ang pag-iinit ng mga pisngi ko.

"Uhh, I can't u-understand this equation." I told him.

Bumangon siya at sinilip ang libro ko. Itinuro ko sa kaniya ang parteng hindi ko maintindihan. Tinatamad man, o inaantok ay ipina-intindi niya sa akin iyon. Tumatangong nagpatuloy ako sa pagsagot sa answer sheet kong siya mismo ang gumawa.

I expected him to go back to his sleep that's why I was surprised when I turned to him and saw him staring at me intently. Nakapatong ng patagilid ang ulo niya sa braso niya. He was breathing evenly, indicating how relax he was right now.

"Why are you so innocent?" he asked out of the blue. Mabagal na pumipikit ang mga mata niya. "It's making it too hard for me to touch you, you're just to fragile for me."

Young, innocent and fragile. He has too many reasons to himself so that he can't go against his principles. At dapat ay nagpapasalamat ako sa kaniya dahil doon pero bakit parang gusto ko siyang sakalin, sabunutan at sampalin dahil masyado siyang restricted?

What if I was also wondering about how it feels to be kissed by him? To be touched by him? To be hugged by him?

But of course, I should wait for him, right?

"I'm afraid I couldn't wait till you grow, it's getting harder and harder everyday." Bumangon siya at umusog palapit sa akin. His hand found the backrest of the chair I was sitting in while his other hand was on top of the table.

"Y-yYoongi, w-we are in a library." I reminded him, no, I reminded myself 'cause I know that if he ever failed his principles, I know I wouldn't let myself stop him.

"I don't give a damn, Hasmin Nathalia, it's you fault for existing in my life." He moved nearer to me.

"I-I'm still too young." I reasoned out as I backed away.

"Uh-huh, but I've held back long enough," aniya at umusog pang muli.

"Y-You said you'd wait."

And here I am, trying to save both of us from the situation that was about to happen. Malakas ang tibok ng puso ko dahil sa pinaghalong kaba at excitement—I don't event know why I should feel excited!

"I did," he whispered 'cause I stopped moving away from him.

Not that I want to—okay a bit—but I couldn't move anymore 'cause I'd fall off my chair.

"Then what are you—Yoongi!" I screamed his name when he slipped his arms on my back and quickly pulled me to his body. Dahil sa ginawa ko ay naagaw namin ang atensyon ng ibang estudyante. Mabuti na lang at hindi kami kita ng librarian mula rito.

Napahawak ako sa bukas niyang polo sa may dibdib niya dahil sa bigla. His smell was pleasuring my nose once again. He was just too near to me.

Hindi niya pinansin ang mga taong nanonood sa amin…
at nanatili naman ang mga itong tahimik. Ang iba ay nag-iwas lang ng tingin.

Can't afford to mess with Yoongi Min's private, very private business. And I couldn't help but gulp at that.

"Sssh, hindi pa kita hahalikan, Hasna. Kahit na gustong gusto kong gawin iyon, kaya ko pa namang maghintay. I will wait for the right time, but I need an assurance, I need a word from you." He then grinned that revealed his perfect set of white teeth and his gummy smile.

Seriously, isn't it too fast for him to fall for me? Mag-iisang buwan pa lang kaming magkakilala, at tulad nga ng sabi ko, nakakapagtakang sa dami ng mga magagandang babae rito, bakit ako pa?

Ako pa na kailangan niyang hintayin dahil sa dami ng odds sa pagitan namin.

He respects me too damn much, just how lucky I am?

Hinawakan ko ang braso niya at sinalubong ang tamad niyang titig.

If he's ready to wait for me then just who I am to say no?

Bata pa nga siguro ako at masyado pang inosente sa mga ganitong bagay pero katulad niya, handa rin akong maghintay… kasama siya.

"Four years to go then, I'll count down with you." I told him.

The end.
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