He Cheated Drabbles: Namjoon Cheated

Published: March 14, 2019

- 1,586 words
- ⚠️ hints about post sexual activity
- A N G S T (this is really what I came for on Tumblr 💕, I really like stories that can make my eyes swollen from crying 🤭)

Second installment of He Cheated Drabbles.

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Last night, when I had been wanting him beside me, he was beside another girl.

Staring lovingly at his sleeping peaceful face, I lightly let my fingers get into the soft locks of his smooth blonde hair. It was blonde now because it needed for their comeback. Kahit na madalas ay hindi ako sang-ayon sa madalas nilang pagpapalit-palit ng hair color dahil hindi maganda sa buhok iyon ay hindi ko rin naman maitatangging talaga namang ang guwapo-guwapo niya sa kahit na anong kulay.

Stirring a bit, his jaws moving as if tasting the inside of his mouth, he scooted closer to me, his one arm wrapping around my waist. Natawa ako saka marahang pinalandas ang kamay ko sa pisngi niya kung saan ko nakitang lumitaw at nawala ang malalim niyang dimple nang gumalaw ang bibig niya kanina.

I understood how sleepy he was right now because they had been on tour, performing every single night with their not so easy choreography and hyped up songs could really take up more of their energy so I let him sleep. It wasn't still a week ever since the last leg of their world tour ended and he had already been staying up late in his studio, doing music.

It was actually six in the morning, time for me to wake up to get ready for my work. Hindi ko rin alam kung anong oras siya dumating pero ang alam ko, umaga na iyon dahil ang huling naaalala ko ay maliwanag na nang maramdaman ko siyang sumuot sa ilalim ng comforter ko at yumakap sa akin. I was too sleepy to mind the time but I didn’t think about it deeply since he really used to go home to me in the morning after his all-day work.

He really used to go home to me instead of going home to their dorm.

One last stroke on his hair and I slowly held his arm to carefully take it away from waist. Matagaumpay ko namang naalis sa katawan ko ang braso niya. Having lost of someone or something to cuddle, his arms adorably searched around the bed where I left from before his hand stumbled over my pillow and pulled it in his arms. He was really sleeping deeply because snores started resounding from his cute slightly parted mouth.

Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko kaya mabilis akong yumuko sa kaniya para patakan ng mabilis na halik ang mga labi niya. I actually felt bad for him, I didn’t want to pity him but imagine not getting more sleep you wanted? Not getting enough sleep and then you still have to work your bones out all throughout the next day?

Kung kinakailangang ikulong ko siya rito sa kuwarto ko para makuha niya iyong pahingang kailangan niya, iyong tulog na inaasam niya ay gagawin ko.

I again smiled sweetly at my boyfriend’s adorable sleeping form before I realized I needed to get moving before I got late for work. I was about to slip out of my pair of pyjamas when I heard his phone beeping, kindly making a disturbing sound against the surface it was splattered on. It was on the bedside table, placed near the edge as if it was tossed there carelessly.

Sa takot na baka magising si Namjoon at maputol ang mahimbing niyang tulog ay mabilis kong tinawid ang distansiya ko sa bedside table para kunin ang phone niya.

I quietly strode towards the bathroom while clicking on his phone. The idol-rapper had long ago entrusted his phone’s passcode to me just as I had to him so I didn’t have trouble opening his phone and make it stop from nonstop beeping. Nang mabuksan ko ito bumungad sa akin ang napakaraming mensahe mula sa iba’t ibang numbers pero may isang unknown number ang nag-stand out sa mga mata ko.

The message that was only seen at the bar was what really caught my eyes.

Unknown number:

u should check it. Thanks for the wonderful night again.

It had a very disturbing set of emoticons that though it wasn’t spelled in words, I wasn’t stupid not to understand it. I knew when emoticons were placed for sexual purposes. Bukod doon, madalas din kaming mag-emoticon battle ni Namjoon at naghuhulaan ng emoticons ng bawat isa.

I didn’t want to think of anything else though my mind was already bringing me to all the possibility of what could be the text messages prior to that one. Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko habang pinapangaralan ko ang isipan kong hindi ako puwede basta na lang mag-assume.

Namjoon wouldn’t do it, he loved me so much I knew he knew any other girl out there wouldn’t be worth it.

Just… just I trusted that he wouldn’t.

Pero nang muling mag-beep ang phone niya at lumitaw ang bagong message mula pa rin sa unknown number na iyon, hindi ko na napigilan. Though it was already invasion of privacy, I clicked on the number for me to see the thread of messages and I hoped I just didn’t stick my nose onto it and just let my curiosity bother me.

In my blurry vision, I went through their old to recent messages. It wasn’t actually long ago. From the time duration, they just had been texting for three days. And it was constantly, like every time they got.

Unknown number:

i left my door open so just get in when u arrived

just wanna let u know the tub feels lonely w/o you

i miss u

Joon had replied, but it was too devastating for me to read so I just went on through the girl’s messages until it brought me to their conversation dated last night. Last night. Last night when I thought he was busy working his bones out, when I had been worried about him drowning himself with work, when I had been missing having him with me. Last night when it should have been me who was inside his arms and not any other girl out there.

Unknown number:

thanks for the night joon!

i loved it u nvr failed to make me feel good

aye I have something i had in u b4 u left

inside ur bck pocket

u should check it. thanks for the wonderful night again.

i’m looking forward to what u promised me for tonight!

Shaking, I let myself stumble down on the floor, both of my hands falling lifelessly with me. Hindi ako makapaniwalang nagawa niya sa akin ito. I had been very patient to him, I had been very enduring, I had been very understanding to the point that I understood him even though he was already missing his time with me.

I loved him so much to go through all that and this was what he would give me? Just what did I lack that he found in her? Or maybe, he just didn’t love me enough for him to risk our relationship this way. Maybr, I just didn’t worth it.

Dahan-dahan akong tumayo saka lumabas ng banyo sa nanginginig na mga tuhod. My heart just ached even more when I saw him already sitting on top of my bed, his eyes staring sleepily at me before a warm smile spread across his lips. He instantly spread his arms open, as if inviting me in. Walang emosyon akong tumitig sa kaniya saka ako naglakad palapit. He moved to reach for me but my words had already escaped from my throat, harsher than I intended.

“Show me what’s in your pants’ back pocket.” Saka ko pa lang din napansing hindi pa siya nagbibihis. He was still wearing the clothes he was wearing yesterday and it pained me even more thinking he had those peel off him when he was out fvcking around.

Furrowing his brows in confusion, he did what he was told. He slipped his hands on his pocket, and when he took out whatever it was, I stared disgustingly at it while he stared horrifyingly at it.

The manwhore was caught.

“You disgust me,” I spat through clenched teeth, my eyes brimming with tears but I didn't let him see how weak I was as I maneuvered my feet towards the door. Nang mabuksan ko ay humarap ako sa kaniya. “Leave, I don’t want to see you ever again.”

Mabilis niyang binitawan ang kulay pulang underwear na hawak niya saka mabilis na bumaba ng kama para lapitan ako. “B-Baby, let me explain—“

“Shut it, Namjoon. You’re caught! And you know what hurts me? You’ve been doing this for three days! You could have told me the first night so I could’ve given you all the time to fvck around! Now, leave!”

“Please baby, it’s not what you think. I mean, I love you and she’s just a—“

“Oh, tell her what she is to you later when you go to her to fvck her. Why don’t you ask her to be your girlfriend since you’re a single man now.”

Guilt and fear obviously reflected through his eyes but I was too hurt to even mind what he was feeling. I was hurt. He hurt me. Just as I thought he wouldn’t, he did.

“Baby, you can’t break up with me—“

“Well, I just did, manwhore.”