BUBBLE BATH written by hannanusman
BTS ONE-SHOT COMPILATION
[A Jeon Jungkook One-shot]
[Littlespace Series]
© 2018 CT All Rights Reserved
Fan Fiction/ Romance

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Finished: June 20, 2018
Published: June 26, 2018 (Posted this earlier than planned. Dapat talaga sa 30 pa, lol)

Hello there cutie, ayeennnnnnnuhhhh 😍! This story is for you 💚. Hope you like it. Thanks for waiting and reading my story 💚.

- Hannan ♥

The fifth installment of Littlespace Series.

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I don't care if people can't accept what you are… you're all that matter to me, only you.

A frowning Kookie was not a good sight, and it would never be.

"Morning, Mommy~"

Binitiwan ko ang stainless spatula na ginagamit ko sa pagpiprito ng egg roll habang pinapanood ko siyang nakangusong umuupo sa stool, mapupungay ang mga matang kagagaling lang sa tulog at yakap niya sa isang braso ang Bunny stuffie niya na hindi puwedeng malayo sa kaniya sa tuwing nasa headspace siya.

He was still wearing his yellow Bunny onesie that he insisted on wearing last night since I just bought it for him. He had a lot of onesies, different styles but he particularly liked this one 'cause my Kookie just so loved Bunny so much.

Nagpigil akong lapitan siya para panggigilan at pupugin ng halik habang niyayakap ng mahigpit dahil sobrang cute niya habang nakanguso, ang mapupulang mga labi ay litaw na litaw at kumukurap-kurap ang may kasingkitang mga mata. I thought I felt millions of needles being poke right to my heart when I met his almost teary precious eyes, it was only a matter of seconds before tears started pouring.

It was obvious that he was in headspace and he must have woken up from the other side of the bed. And yes, I knew more than pissing him off 'cause I wouldn't want him throwing a tantrum this early. BUT! I also couldn't afford him this sad and upset! He was just too precious, just like how his every bunny smile always made my day even more precious with him.

I almost jumped in surprise when I heard the subtle 'ding' of the microwave just as I remembered what was inside… oh, seemed like I would be getting no more frowning baby boy anymore. Pinatay ko muna ang stove bago ako nakangising nagtungo sa microwave ngunit nasulyapan ko pa kung paanong pumangulambaba siya sa countertop, pinapanood din ako.

My baby boy was surely very in a bad shape, hm, and I needed to work with that.

"Good morning, Kookie. You ready for breakfast?" I sweetly talked to him while I busied myself with the thing inside the microwave. Agad kong naamoy ang masarap na amoy ng pinainitan kong dino nuggets na siyang paborito niya. With a potholder in hand, I carefully took the transparent bowl filled with nuggets out of the microwave and happily went back to where Kookie sat. I intently watched his face, hoping for a change while he just silently gawked at the food.

No change. He was still frowning, tears were threatening to fall from his precious pair of chocolate deep eyes.

That… that choked my heart and almost made my throat hurt.

"Baby, what's wrong?" nag-aalalang tanong saka ako umikot sa counter para makalapit sa kaniya.

The moment I got to his side, he immediately enveloped me with his pair of strong arms, instantly burying his face on my neck and sobbing silently. He ambushed me into a very tight hug.

May mga pagkakataon talagang hindi ko naiintindihan ang mga nararamdaman niya pero natural iyon dahil nasa mindset siya ngayon ng isang five-year old kid.

Kids are naturally too soft and sometimes, very irrational so I understood how he feelt now, though not why he was being like this again.

Niyakap ko siya pabalik at marahang hinaplos-haplos ang likod niya. "What's wrong, hm? Did you have a bad dream?" I softly asked him again. I felt him sniff against my neck so I rubbed his back more smoothly, trying to ease what he was feeling.

"I waked up and Mommy g-gone…" He sobbed before continuing, "Kookie didn't gotted M-Mommy kissies." And he cried even much louder, unable to muffle his sobs anymore as he hugged me even tighter.

Hindi ko napigilang ngumiti ng malapad habang nai-imagine ko ang hitsura niya nang magising siya kanina at hindi niya ako nakita sa tabi niya, when in fact, I would always wait for him to wake up and we would go down the kitchen together while he watched me cook our breakfast.

That was a routine for us, but not today. He slept late last night since we watched his favorite cartoon movie till midnight and I didn't want to wake him up earlier, aside from he would throw a tantrum over a not so long sleep, there was a bigger possibility he would slip out of headspace all through this day. Ayaw ko namang mangyari iyon dahil ang buong weekends niya ay naka-set sa littlespace niya.

We had school so most likely every weekdays, he could only slip into headspace when he was at home. Two days, I didn't want to deprive him those whole two days being comfortable and carefree.

"Okay, you stop crying and I'll give you a kiss, how's that?" mabini kong sabi, marahang hinaplos-haplos pa rin ang likod niya.

Bahagya na lang na nagtataas-baba ang mga balikat niya, sensyales na humuhupa na ang pag-iyak niya. Ang yakap niya sa akin ay unti-unti na ring lumuluwag ngunit naririnig ko pa rin ang pagsinok niya.

Oh my precious little Kookie!

"I wants kissies…" he answered, his knuckles scrubbing his puffy red eyes. "But Mommy says sorry first."

Napanguso ako dahil hindi talaga niya kinakalimutan ang rules namin. We should always say sorry if we upset each other. It was our way of accepting that we were at fault.

"I'm so sorry, Kookie. Oh come, I'll kiss you~" Marahan kong hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi niya bago ko inilapit sa mukha niya ang mukha ko. I let my lips softly caress both of his smooth yet soaked cheeks due to crying before leaning in more to kiss his still pouting crimson lips. My heart swelled in joy and overwhelming emotions, feeling the softness of his lips against mine and how I would never probably get used of kissing him.

Just I love him so much that I would surely get crazy if I lost him. Not going to happen, he would be forever mine.

Naramdaman ko ang paghigpit ng kapit ng mga kamay niya sa thin sweater na suot ko nang bumuka ang mga labi niya na para bang inaanyayahan akong palalimin ang halik. His sweet baby powder mixed with his vanilla bubble bath was intoxicating that it almost made me want to sit on his lap and just kiss him all day.

That sounded great and tempting but no, it was dangerous.

He was in headspace, in his five-year old mindset and triggering his sleeping libido would be very dangerous. Mahirap pa man ding ipa-intindi sa child mindset niya ang mga sexual na bagay lalo na at marami siyang tanong palagi! And he would cry a river if he ever got turned on! He would cry over how painful it was so we would have to do something about it! And no again, it was still very early for his hard-on.

Gosh! He's in headspace, Ayeen! Get a grip!

Imbis na sundin ang isinisigaw ng malandi kong utak ay pinaglandas ko na lang ang mga kamay ko mula sa mga pisngi niya patungo sa buhok niya. I let my tongue softly glide over his lower lip, smiling when I heard him whimper and felt him pull my sweater closer to him.

My Kookie loved my kisses so much, nothing different from Jungkook, his bigspace.

He was sitting on a waist-level stool and it was making me tip-toe since he was taller plus I was short! Hanggang balikat niya lang ako! He was actually one of the tallest in their room.

I stood breathless and weak in between his legs, locking me so I wouldn't get away.

"Ayeen, did you see my—ooops!"

Mabilis akong napahiwalay kay Kookie at napalingon sa doorway ng kusina kung nasaan ang kaibigan kong si Shailah, suot ang pares niya ng pajama at mukhang kagigising lang. My blood quickly raising up my face, probably showing evidence how embarrassed I was for what she had walked in on us.

It would have been very nice to invite her for breakfast only if she wasn't grinning at me like she just caught me doing something very illegal.

What? I was just kissing my boyfriend! What was wrong with that? It was not like he was literally a kid, he might but only in mind! He was still my boyfriend, and I could kiss him all day if I wanted to!

"Good morning, Shailah noona~!" Kookie cutely greeted the messy girl at the doorway as he shyly buried his face on my neck again, being embarrassed. He could call her noona when he was in headspace but not in bigspace 'cause he was older that my friend, than me.

Kinagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi ko para pigilan ang mas mapangiti. Bakit ko nga ba nakalimutang dalawang araw na simula nang dito na sa bahay umuuwi si Shailah? Nasanay kasi akong dalawa lang kami ni Kookie ang nandito kapag weekends!

"Oh, Kookie! Good morning!" Matamis na ngumiti si Shailah habang kumikislap ang mga mata sa pagkakatitig kay Kookie na mukhang wala pang balak humiwalay sa akin.

He was still nuzzled on my neck, his soft breath fanning my skin.

"Mommy, I shy," he mumbled against my neck as he wiggled on his seat, gripping on my shirt tighter. Napahawak tuloy ako sa stool na kinaroroonan niya sa takot na baka malaglag siya. Kahit si Shailah na nasa doorway ay napatakbo palapit sa amin.

She immediately glared at me, showing me how worried she was for Kookie that I just laughed of.

"Don't worry, I got him." I nodded at my friend, who was now blinking at me with her teary eyes.

"Ayeen~!" she whined at me in a low high pitched voice, her lips slowly pouting as she also wiggled at her feet.

Bumuntong-hininga ako saka dahan-dahang tumango. "Feel free, Shai-shai. You can play with Kookie after breakfast." I softly told my friend who was near on slipping into headspace 'cause yeah, my friend had the same case with Kookie.

She was a 'little' too.

Mabilis na kumislap ang mga mata niya at nagtatalon siya sa saya habang sumisigaw ng 'thank you, unnie', obvious na tuluyan na siyang nag-slip into headspace.

Natawa na lang ako saka tinapik na ang likod ni Kookie para pakawalan na ako. Masaya kaming kumain ng breakfast, pinaghatian nila ang dino nuggets na pareho nilang favorite at tinimplahan ko rin sila ng gatas, both in Kookie's sippy cups.

"You can borrows my sippy, Shai-shai," Kookie said when Shai-shai said she also wanted milk.

"Thanks, Kookie~"

Yes. Handling a little, who was also my boyfriend, wasn't that hard. It wasn't really about how they  and how they think, it was about how they visualize everything. If there would only be most adorable and precious human being in this world next to kids, it would be them… littles.

They were very innocent and very carefree. I could just stare at them all day and my stress would be thrown out of the window.

Maybe for people who didn't know their lifestyle, they would think it was ridiculous, maybe even think how disgusting and absurd everything but that was because they didn't even try to understand 'littles'. They shut their mind off things like this and never spare even a single drop of understanding.

Hindi rin naman naging madali sa akin noong unang beses kong malamang ang boyfriend ko ay isang little.

A twenty-one years old college student who regressed into a five-year old mindset when he was stressed. It actually almost made me crazy, it actually almost shook the hell out of me 'cause I didn't know such thing exist. I was seventeen those times, that was months ago since I just turned eighteen three months ago, at three months ago na rin simula nang payagan kami ng mga magulang naming tumira ng magkasama sa iisang bahay.

Sparing time and effort to understand them and knowing things about them weren't really that hard, what was hard was suppressing myself from delving more into it since they were just too adorable and cute.

It was hard to not love their lifestyle when I had already loved everything about them.

"Shai-shai, would you like to watch first and color while I bath Kook—"

"Watch! Color!" Shai-shai's high pitched voice cut me off as she excitedly got off the stool she was sitting on and ran towards the doorway to the living room, most probably.

"You, Kookie, you'll take a bath first before Shai-shai, hm."

Masunurin naman siyang tumango kahit na nakikita ko sa mga mata niya na gusto niyang sumunod kay Shai-shai para manood ng cartoon at magkulay sa coloring book niyang puno ng Cooky drawings.

Cooky, that weird pink rabbit from BT21. He loved it just as he loved Bunny.

Tahimik niyang dinampot ang Bunny stuffie niyang nasa countertop at bumaba sa stool. He had his frowning face again so I knew, he was upset. Alam ko kung bakit malungkot na naman siya. He didn't really have 'little' friends, plus his friends at school didn't know him being a little.

Would they even understand him? Baka ma-bully lang ang baby ko kaya nagdesisyon kaming itago iyon, katulad ng matagal na niyang ginagawa noong hindi ko pa alam na little siya.

Ngayon lang, ngayon lang siya nagkaroon ng 'little' friend, someone who had the same mindset and likes with him, someone who he could freely play with and someone who would truly understand all that he felt… 'cause they were the same.

"You wanna follow and play with Shai-shai while I prepare your bath and clothes?" I asked him that stopped him from walking out of the kitchen, probably going upstairs to ready for his bath.

Mabilis niya akong nilingon, kumikislap ang mga mata saka sunod-sunod na tumango. He squeezed Bunny in his arms, looking overly excited and happy.

What was he so cute? Hindi na nga makatarungang napakaguwapo niya kapag 'big' siya, na madalas kong pagselosan iyong mga babaeng klase niya na nagka-crush sa kaniya tapos magiging ganito pa siya ka-cute? Could he give me a break?

Bumuntong-hininga ako. Well, his bath time could wait.

"Okay. But when I say it's bath time, it's bath time. No more frowning, hm?"

"Yes, Mommy. I promise." He nodded, blinking at me while wriggling at his feet, showing me how he really wanted to follow Shai-shai so they could play together.

Tumango ako, naging dahilan iyon ng malapad niyang pagngiti bago siya tumakbo palapit sa akin at dinamba ako ng yakap. His big frame on me almost made us fall to the ground only if the countertop wasn't behind me. Pinaliguan niya ako ng mga halik at cute na, "I love you, Mommy~."

Hinayaan ko silang manood ng cartoon at saka magkulay sa sala habang nililigpit ko ang mga pinagkainan namin sa kusina. I could hear both of their high pitched voices rambling about trivial things, how cute the cartoon character they were watching and how messed up each other at coloring.

"You can has my Bunny."

"Thank you, Kookie."

"You can borrows my paci."

"But it has your eww-saliva…"

"Not this! My other paci, Shai-shai."

"You messed up, Shai-shai! Cooky is color pink!"

"But me wants it red!"

"Kookie, you crying?"

"N-No. I just… I just hurted my eyes."

So far, hindi naman sila nauuwi sa away.

I quickly prepared Kookie's bath things and his clothes to wear after the bath while they were both busy at the living room.

Isang puting denim jumpsuit ang napili kong isusuot niya na paniguradong magugustuhan niya, naglabas din ako ng puting T-shirt para pang-ilalim niya at isang red Iron Man boxer.

Hm, aside from his obsession with Bunny and Cooky, he was also very obsessed with Iron Man.

"Kookie, bath time!" Tinawag ko na siya. I just popped my head out of the door and peeked at him through the staircase. Hindi nakikita ang living room kaya napangiti ako nang makita ko na ang hoodie ng suot niyang Bunny onesie sa hagdan, nakita ko iyong dalawang sungay ni Bunny.

My precious Kookie Bunny.

Nang tuluyan na siyang makarating sa harap ko ay nakita kong hindi na niya hawak si Bunny at marumi ang mga kamay niya, I assumed from coloring. He was smiling widely at me, wriggling at his feet again, he always did that when he was excited.

"Mommy, I wants the vanilla bubble bath and duckies!" He screeched at me in his high pitched voice, still moving very excitedly.

"Okay, what my baby boy wants, my baby boy gets," tumatangong sagot ko saka inilahad na sa kaniya ang kamay ko na masaya naman niyang tinanggap.

"Yay!" He even beamed happily.

My heart started beating sloppily fast when we finally entered the bathroom, the bathtub still being filled with water since I tapped it when I left to get Kookie. Mariin akong pumikit at kinalma ang sarili ko habang isinasara ko ang pinto ng banyo.

I believed Shai-shai wouldn't do anything dangerous in her current mindset, her mind was too young for her to know how to open the door and she was very focused on the cartoon show playing on the TV and on the coloring book she was messing so it wasn't the reason why I was suddenly nervous.

Why my heart felt like leaping out of my ribcage…

Kahit na ilang beses ko nang pinapaliguan si Jungkook sa tuwing nasa headspace siya ay hindi pa rin ako nasasanay, madalas naman kaming maligo ng sabay kapag big siya pero hinding-hindi yata ako masasanay, lalo na at…

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang pagharap ko sa kaniya ay nakatayo na siya sa harap ng bathtub, nakaharap sa akin at inosenteng nakatitig na para bang naghihintay ng sasabihin ko. I gulped hard as my eyes went to his onesie that was now on the tiled floor near his feet. I tried so hard not to fix my gaze at his nakedness, at his flexed arms and toned pair of packed stomach but at his innocent face, smiling widely at me and showing how he was ready for the bath.

Hindi ko rin naman maipagkakailang kahit na si Kookie pa siya o si Jungkook ay pareho namang wala lang sa kanila pareho ang tumayo ng hubad sa harap ko, Kookie because of his child mindset and Jungkook because he was, well… he was a pervert! BUT I WAS FLUSHED AS HELL!

Here was a very fine gorgeous man standing naked in front of me! I thanked how I was not sexually committed with him, I meant, we hdn't done it ever within our two years relationship. It was not just our priority in this relationship and we both didn't seek it, we were both okay without it.

"Okay, Kookie. Get in the tub now." I sighed helplessly.

Naglakad na ako patungo sa kaniya nang sumampa na siya sa loob ng bathtub. Bahagya pang bumuhos sa sahig ng banyo ang tubig mula sa bathtub nang makaupo na siya. Naupo ako sa gilid ng tub bago ko inabot ang bubble bath na gusto niya saka nagbuhos ng sapat sa tubig. I immediately turned my eyes away when I saw his lower body very vividly under the clear water.

Pagkatapos ay inabot ko naman ang basket kung nasaan ang iba't ibang klase at kulay ng mga bath toys niya. I took his choice, three rubber ducks.

"Thank you, Mommy~!" He purred at me, playing with the rubber ducks already and being oblivious of the effect he was giving me.

I smiled sweetly at his very cute bunny smile, his eyes were missing from the way his lips were stretched.

Damn, why was this man so handsome? Why was this little so cute and adorable? Could I just have him forever? I meant, I could be both a girlfriend and a Mommy for him, for as long as he needed me and for as much as he wanted me to.

I didn't care if people couldn't accept what we wrre and what he was… he was all that mattered for me, only him.

"I love you, Kookie…" I uttered, lost in thoughts but I managed to reach for his face and lean in to softly kiss his parted lips. His attention got drawn from playing with the rubber ducks and the water.

The water was now topped with the cloud of bubbles, foaming around and helping me un-see his naked body under also the sweet vanilla scent was now soothing my nose.

Humigpit ang hawak ko sa pisngi niya nang marinig ko ang bahagyang pag-ungol niya nang hinayaan kong gumalaw ang mga labi ko para mas palalimin pa ang halik. I leaned in more, grazing his lips with my tongue, urging him for some response.

"Kookie, no…" I uttered in the middle of the kiss when I felt his big hands strongly hold my waist in an attempt of lifting me off the ground and into the tub.

"Please, Ayeen, please…" he uttered back, his voice sounding so hoarse and very needy as I again felt his hands, slowly raising up my underarms and trying to lift me again.

My eyes shot opened, my lips freezing against his soft ones as I met his chocolate deep eyes and my hands that were cupping his face fell down to his bare hard chest.

He lightly pulled back his head and pouted cutely. "I promise, no extra-curricular activities, we'll just kiss, Ayeen…" he said in a taunting but pleading tone.

Kumurap-kurap ako sa guwapo niyang mukha. It wasn't really a surprise to me anymore how easily he could slip both in and out of headspace. Nasanay na akong bigla-bigla na lang siyang magiging Jungkook o magiging Kookie pero ang hindi ko inaasahan ay mangyayari ito ngayong nasa banyo kami.

He was nothing a but perverted guy when he was in big space!

"Jungkook!" I called him in a scolding tone, my palms now pressed against his chest to stop him from lifting me into the tub.

"What? Give me my big boy time! I've been very good in littlespace!" He whined at me.

"Oh, you behave there, big guy! Maligo ka mag-isa, tutal you're already out of headspace!"

"Nooo! You're so unfair, Ayeen!"

Hinigpitan niya ang hawak sa baywang ko kaya hindi ko nagawang makawala sa kaniya nang tumayo ako. I just fell back, more deeper on the tub and on top of his bare torso. My mouth went a big 'O' when the water splashed, instantly wetting my clothes and my face.

"Now, Ayeen, bath me with." He grinned at me, making me quickly forget how he was just in a child mindset earlier 'cause I was instantly pulled off by his boyish smile, one of the things I loved about him.

I let him lift me up into the tub and settle me on top of his lap, totally ignoring his hard rod poking under my bottom and glaring at him. The perverted guy just continue grinning at me, shoving at me that he won. I was still full dressed and well… literally soaked while he was burning hot under my touch.

"Jungkook Jeon, maliligo lang tayo, pinapaalala ko sa'yo, hmp!" Bahagya kong hinampas ang malapad niyang dibdib.

"Oh yes, baby… we'll just kiss then take a bath after. Now, come here and let me kiss you~"

Giving into him and giving into the nonstop beating of my heart, I let him kiss me this time… just kiss and nothing else.

The end.
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