Pahinga muna tayo sa heartbreak aye? Medyo fluffy muna though I'm not sure kung nakakakilig to. It just came out my mind coz I have my period last week and hell, stomach cramps kill like a hoe I hate ittt 😭. Sana lalaki na lang ako 🤭

So yeah, first three muna haaa? After kong i-post iyong entry nina Taehyung at Hoseok sa He Cheated Drabbles, i-po-post ko iyong second half nitong bts reaction na ito. Forgive me for my mind is such a mess nowadayssss and I couldn't come up with something solid, ilang drafts na ng he dominates ang nasulat ko pero they don't deserve to be published! They're not solid!

So ayun, sana magustuhan niyo rin ito 💕

- Hannan ♥

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JIMIN

Finished: March 14, 2019

- 426 words

Whimpering in pain, getting irritated with anything—even skinship, with tears brimmed in my eyes, my hands that clutched on Jimin’s shirt pressed flat just to weakly push him away from me. Hindi siya nagpatinag, sa halip ay mas niyakap pa niya ako ng mahigpit. Sweet hums against my head and gentle caresses on my back from him didn’t sooth what I was feeling even one bit.

It was getting unbearable as time passed by, the painful clenching on my abdomen was trying to kill me I knew. The bad smell of blood reeked from me, bedsheet stained already but the sweet man just continued holding me, not giving a damn about the smell, the stain on his bed sheet and my nonstop punches and pinches on his chest just so I could somehow avert the pain.

“J-Jimin, it hurts…” I cried against his chest as new surge of pain rose from my abdomen, making my toes curl in pain and tears to form in my eyes again.

“Ssh… I’m here, I’m here. God, what I’d trade just to snatch that pain away from you. I’m even willing to go through it than see you hurting like this…” Mas niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit kaya iyong paga-attempt kong itulak siya ay hindi nagtagumpay.

I cried so hard, knowing we both didn’t have anything to make the pain go away. Buwan-buwan ko itong nararamdaman pero hindi na yata talaga ako masasanay, o baka mas masakit lang siya ngayon kasi nasa tabi ko si Jimin at handang iparamdam sa aking karamay ko siya.

Yes, it was more painful because I knew, I could just cry and not grow up and handle the pain when normally, I would just let my mind dictate my system the mantra I always used when times like this came. Mind over matter, mind over matter, mind over matter.

But then, why used that mantra when I had him here with me?

“Make it go away p-please…” I weakly pleaded to him, my teeth instantly biting so hard when they caught the thick cloth of his sweater.

“Let me make you pregnant then, you’ll live nine months without stomach cramps, Hannan.”

Kinurot ko ang tagiliran niya kaya bahagya siyang umigtad pero nanatiling nakayakap sa akin.

“And I’ll have to go through months of carrying a belly bump? I’d rather choose s-stomach cramps…” At least I got you to hold me like this.

“As expected from you.” And he chuckled, unaware how his simple hugs and sweet whispers were making it up to the pain.

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NAMJOON

- 511 words

“C’mon, baby, let me take care of you…”

Trying so hard not to let any emotions out of my face, I hardly shook my head at my boyfriend who stood magnificent at our bedroom’s doorway in his lazy pair of Koya pyjamas, a comfortable looking fluffy Koya hoodie blanket was draped around his shoulder, his arms spread wide as if inviting me in because he knew what I was feeling even me without opening my mouth to tell him.

He was always like that. Para bang may sarili siyang kalendaryo ng period ko at alam na alam niya kung kailan ako dadatnan. I meant, I didn’t even tell him about it. Nalaman lang niya isang beses dahil napansin niyang tuwing ikalawa o ikatlong linggo ng buwan ay hindi ako pumapayag na makipag-sex sa kaniya, iniisip niya noong una na coincidence lang pero nang paulit-ulit na iyong nangyayari ay nakuha na niya.

The man was a genius to easily get that simple thing. I was not the type of person to broadcast to him that my period came, I was actually very shy about it that every time it would come, I would always try my best not to let him know about it, low-key throwing all of my used sanitary pads out where he wouldn’t see. My stained panties were thrown away after used and I would always try to stay away from him, though the cramps it accompanied was always making me want to seek comfort and remedy from him.

Madalas din akong mainggit sa mga girlfriends na nakikita ko sa social media na nag-po-post ng mga food cravings nila sa tuwing may period sila. Their boyfriends then would instantly act out of it, giving them everything they all wanted. I didn’t have an inexplicable cravings when I had my period, I just wanted a hot chocolate while draped in a comfortable blanket.

It wouldn’t take the pain away but the hot chocolate would somehow help me calm down.

“Baby, please…” Namjoon pouted at me, deep left dimple showing that melted my heart.

Wincing in pain and slick feeling downtown, I slowly stood up from sitting on the couch, letting my socks-covered soles meet the ground as I consciously pulled the oversized shirt I was wearing to cover my inner thighs since I wasn’t wearing anything on bottom.

Normally, I could also handle my stomach cramp, I wasn’t a cry baby since I had been having it ever since I could remember so it was bearable, what I couldn’t hold back anymore was the desire to be in his arms already.

Nang makalapit ako sa kaniya ay mabilis niya akong ikinulong sa mga braso niya kasama ang blanket. He planted a smooth kiss on my head before leading me towards the room.

“Does it hurt still?” he asked softly.

I nodded. “But it’s bearable.”

“Still, you should let me take care of you. We’ll cuddle till the pain goes away, aye? And no complaints. It hurts seeing you helpless but not needing any help. Why are you so independent?”

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YOONGI

- 679 words

I would admit I got an attitude. I would always tantrum every time I wasn't feeling fine or okay. I always got indescribably upset over such a simple and not so nice treatment, I would also admit that I wasn't such a very good girl.

I was such an attention-seeker.

"Please, baby. Can't you see, I'm working? I need this done within the day so I don't need your bratty ass here if you'll just sulk there and make me feel bad about ignoring you."

Hindi makapaniwalang napatitig ako sa malapad niyang likod dahil sa sinabi niya. He had a song he was working on and he said, he was tasked to finish it today so he could present the sample tomorrow to the board. It was a song for that female singer he was also tasked to work with.

Kasabay nang pagsakit ng dibdib ko dahil sa sinabi niya ay ang pag-usbong ng sakit na iyon sa puson ko na kanina ko pa tinitiis.

For some unknown reason, my period chose to come and visit me unannounce early this morning. Hindi ko iyon inaasahan dahil sa susunod na linggo pa dapat ng buwan pero hindi naman na ako nagulat. I had an irregular period cycle.

"So you mean to tell me that I'm d-disturbing you now?" Mabilis na nanubig ang mga mata ko at nanginig ang mga labi ko, nabasag pa ang boses ko na tila umabot pa sa pandinig niya kaya nilingon niya ako.

His face was in an annoyed frown at first but when he saw my teary-eyes, his eyes quickly softened as he deeply sighed. Tuluyan na niyang inikot ang swivel chair niya rito sa loob ng studio niya at ibinigay na ang buong atensiyon sa akin.

I sat upsettingly on his couch, my arms already crossed in front of my chest when all I wanted was to have my fingers press on my stomach to at least ease the pain. The first fall of my tears made him widen his eyes before he stood up to near me. He sit-squatted in front of me, his hands were quick to cradle my face.

"Of course not, I don't mean it that way, baby. I just couldn't take ignoring you so I'll probably stop what I'm working on and pour all my attention to you. Tell me, what's the matter?" His soft pampering voice just made me cry even more, my arms on my chest falling to my lap to finally have my fingers press on my cramping stomach.

"C-Cramps…" Was all my voice could form before it got eaten up by my cries. Agad naman niyang nakuha iyon dahil hinawakan niya ang kamay ko saka ako marahang hinila patayo. I submissively followed him until we both reached his swivel chair. Naupo siya roon at ibinahagi ang mga hita niya.

"You should've told me sooner. Come, sit…" He tapped the space between his legs so I sat there, letting his legs lock me in between. Mayamaya lang ay naramdaman ko nang inaangat niya ang dulo ng suot kong t-shirt at ang marahang paglandas ng isang palad niya sa puson ko.

I comfortably leaned my back on his front torso, my head leaning down on his shoulder as I closed my eyes and let his smooth caresses and presses somehow ease the pain. He always did this. When at home during the first day of my menstruation period, when the cramp was so much painful, he would make me feel fine by caressing my stomach as if it would really make the pain go.

It couldn't, but it felt so good it was overpowering the pain.

"Feeling better?" he softly asked me, lamely leaving smooth kisses on my neck. The hot pads of his fingers that pressed on a considered intimate part of my body made a circling process, it was continuous, my heart was welling up because he really did know how to make me feel good.

"Hm…" I answered, letting myself be vulnerable in his arms and letting him handle me.

He was, my remedy, he was.

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The second half will consist of the other BTS members 💋