Sprawled across a double sized white bed was the 'cutest' member of boy group Got7.

His legs ached from practice and his lungs were breathless from rapping quick and smoothly. 

As a K-Pop idol you need to keep things in your personal life quite private, unless you want crazed fans coming at you every second.  

Young BamBam didn't fully care about the things he shared, everyone knew how picky he was, how he likes fashion etcetera. The one thing he did indeed care about was his feelings. 

BamBam had feelings for a fellow member of his, named Jackson Wang. The two were shipped together frequently and were known for the name 'JackBam'. 

Jackson wouldn't have the slightest clue because BamBam is incredible at hiding it, never once has he blushed or fangirled when Jackson did something. It was a secretive crush if you will. 

"BamBam-ah! We're eating soon." Junior called from the room next to the younger.

"Okay hyung." BamBam replied, breathing in heavily.

Randomly BamBam started thinking clearly about Jackson, his mind filled with images and thoughts of what it would be like showing affection towards him. It made the young one smile cutely and blush a light shade of pink. 

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After being called many times by Junior and BamBam not hearing, JB stormed in and yanked out his earbuds. 
"Come on Bam, Eomma's been calling you." He sighed and walked out of the room. 

BamBam chuckled and threw on a sweater quickly before rushing into the kitchen. 

"Sorry hyung I didn't hear you." He nodded respectfully and sat on the bar stool. 

"It's fine." Junior placed the plates on the bar and awaited the arrival of the other members. 

"Are the rest coming?" JB asked, glancing around to see only BamBam and Junior.

"I thought you'd go and get them." Junior shrugged and leaned on the island in the kitchen.

"Aish the leader has to do everything." 

Several seconds later JB returned with four other guys, who all sighed and plopped down on a bar stool. 
"Hyung I was sleeping." Yugyeom complained, rubbing his eyes.

"Do you want food or not?" Junior sassed, flicking the younger's forehead.

"Hi Bammie." Jackson said happily and wrapped his arm around BamBam. 

"Hello hyung." He replied, holding back a blush.

"Thank you for the food Junior." Mark smiled and sat next to Junior in content.

The 7 boys sat quietly and ate their food, speaking up occasionally when mentioning their next concert in 2 days. 

-

Once the meal was finished BamBam stood up and wandered into the kitchen to help Junior with the left over dish washing. 
"Ah thank you BamBam." 

"It's not a problem." BamBam smiled brightly and cleaned the dishes.

"I'll be right back, I need to go sort something out with the manager." BamBam nodded and watched his hyung walk out of the kitchen.

Minutes later a pair of arms wrapped around BamBam's waist. The younger jumped, almost dropping the cloth in the sink. 
"Yah why hyung." He pouted and wiggled under the touch.

"I'm sorry baby BamBam did I scare you?" Jackson placed his chin on the others shoulder.

"Kind of." BamBam responded blushing.

"My bad." Jackson released the back hug and skipped out of the room. 

BamBam huffed lightly and stared intently at the dishes in the bubbled water. Why does Jackson make him feel this way?

"Yah Bam, manager said the new dance practice is uploaded and we should all watch it before we go to sleep." Junior spoke, returning into the kitchen.

"Okay hyung." 

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The computer screen radiated a white light off the screen and into the semi dark room. BamBam sat alone, headphones plugged in and music blasting loudly. He was trying to drown out all of his thoughts. 

Minutes before, BamBam had watched their newest dance practice and enjoyed it. Then it came to the comments, some where nice and sweet, but there were also some hate comments. That were about BamBam only. {[ Idk why he'd ever get hate but pretend he does, I know he's a small cutie irl]}

It baffled him, he had never gotten this much hate. He decided to check other videos and see if the comments were repeating, sometimes they were, sometimes they weren't. It still upset him.

He felt like crying, or bundling up in a ball. Even better, going home to Thailand and forgetting the whole music career.  

Suddenly his bedroom door was opened widely and stood there was Youngjae, the one who'd always comfort BamBam when he needed it. 
"Bam what's wrong?" Youngjae asked, walking closer to the huddled up boy. 

"N-Nothing hyung." He stuttered out, shaking slightly. 

"Are you sure? You don't look okay.." 

"I-I'm fine." 

"Okay..." Youngjae said uneasily before turning around to walk back out. 

Did he really just leave like that? BamBam thought before covering his face with his hands and letting small, wet tears escape his eyes. 

Unexpectedly the door creaked open and footsteps were heard walking closer to the boy. BamBam's mind lit up, he assumed it was Youngjae coming back to comfort him. So when the body sat down next him, he sprung on them and cried into their shoulder. 

"Shh it's okay." The voice soothed, rubbing his back calmly. BamBam's eyes widened as he looked up and spotted the one and only Jackson Wang sitting next to him.

"H-Hyung I'm sorry!" He crawled backwards on the bed and placed his body against the wall. As far away from Jackson as possible. 

Jackson glanced over at the computer and saw it's glowing screen. He reached down to look at it and his eyes skimmed over the harsh and hurtful comments. His eyes narrowed and he frowned. 

Swiftly he outstretched his arms and swooped BamBam into his lap, placing the younger's face in his neck. 
"Bammie why?" He whispered, playing with the smaller's hair softly. 

"I-I d-don't know." BamBam sobbed out, and buried his face deeper in the others neck. 

"Do you believe the stuff they say?" 

"T-They are right.." His voice trailed, "I'm not pretty, I-I can't preform well and I-I'm not a good rapper." 

"Kunpimook Bhuwakul!" BamBam froze at the use of his full Thai name. "None of that is remotely true, you are perfect." 

"N-No I'm not." 

"Yes, you are. I have five other members to back me up on this one." Jackson lifted his chin up gently and looked into his eyes.
"You. are. amazing." BamBam blushed visibly and tried to look down but Jackson held his chin up.

"S-Stop." 

"No, you are going to look into my eyes and we'll look like a romantic couple." BamBam laughed clearly and smiled cutely. He opened his eyes and was met with a darker pair already staring at him. 

They sat for a good 2 minutes until Jackson smiled and cupped BamBam's face faintly. 
"Can I kiss you?" Jackson asked inching closer to the other's face. BamBam nodded almost instantly. 

Soon he felt a pair of warm lips meet his own, and he kissed back hesitantly. His hands wrested on Jackson's shoulders as they continued the kiss, and Jackson kept one hand on BamBam's face and the other around his waist, keeping him from falling backward. 

The kiss was deepened and Jackson couldn't help but smile into the kiss, it was something he had dreamed of for a while. They pulled away after minutes, both breathless, but BamBam more than Jackson. 
"Every time you mention an insecurity of yours, I'm gonna have to kiss you." Jackson stated moving both his hands to the younger's waist.

"I mean, I hate my face." BamBam breathed out, Jackson smirked and kissed the boy's lips again. They moved in perfect sync and the two couldn't be more happier. 

"Well I love it, so you listen to me, baby." Jackson assured, pressing a soft kiss to the panting boys cheek and smirked as his lover's face went bright red from the nickname. 
"I love you Kunpimook." 

"I-I love you too Jackson." BamBam smiled and hugged his partner tightly. 
As if he never wanted to let go.

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Doneee! I love this ship so fucking much. It's physically hurts me almost everyday. So expect more! And maybe some Yoonmin and Namjin :)))) 

~Emma