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iM dEspeRaTe

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"hyung, come on, you look good in anything anyway."

jimin whined as seokjin tried on the sixth shirt and still disagreed with it.

"you know he is right seokjin."

yoongi passed through the door as he walked into the living room. jimin nodded as pouted at seokjin, who sighed then nodded.

"fine, i'll just take this pink shirt."

"yay!"

jimin dragged seokjin into the living room so they can put on their shoes and jackets.

"who are you trying to impress?"

yoongi wiggled his eyebrows towards seokjin, he rolled his eyes and sat on the couch to tie his shoes.

"you should be telling that to jimin, literally, look at him!"

"i always look cute, i don't know what you are saying!"

jimin said as he held his hand and posed with a peace sign as yoongi rolled his eyes and seokjin smiled at him. god he was so cute.

"and i'm pretty sure you are wearing that cologne i bought you."

jimin said as he smiled at yoongi, whose cheeks turned a slight pink. yoongi cleared his throat and began to push them outside.

"i don't know what you are saying."

"aw, hyung, you know you like-"

"park jimin, you better-"

"get in the car before we cancel."

jimin walked towards the stairs as yoongi and seokjin stayed back to lock the door.

"seokjin, um, jimins mom called."

seokjin stopped locking the door as he looked up to see yoongi, shuffling around with his hands in his pockets.

the taller male straightened up, looking as tense when he is anxious about something.

"she said it was urgent."

seokjin sighed as he pulled out the keys and began to slowly walk to their car. they silently made their way to the stairs when seokjin caught yoongi's wrist.

"don't tell him, at least, not yet."

yoongi nodded as they sped walked down the stairs to meet jimin covering his mouth with his two hands, blowing hot air into his hands.

"i thought i was going to freeze out here!"

"stop whining and get in the car you baby."

yoongi teased as jimin clung onto him, whining a bit louder as yoongi tried to suppress his smile.

"hyung~"

"since when have you gotten so cute."

"i'm always cute."

yoongi slightly pushed jimin away as the short male laughed, quickly opening his car door as they all stepped in.

"leggo!"

jimin said with broken english as yoongi and seokjin laughed at it and turned on the ignition, waiting for the car to warm up.

"and how long is it going to take to get there?"

jimin mumbled something but none of the two could hear him, seokjin looked over his shoulder.

"what did you say?"

"two hours."

let's just say, it took some bribing to keep yoongi in the car.

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"here! take this somewhere!"

taehyung threw something at namjoon's face as he kept throwing everything everywhere. he was nervous, jimin was coming over and the dorm was a mess.

"why is it always dirty in here?"

"uh, one, you refuse to help us clean, two, we are all too lazy, three, we are too tired to do it, four, did i mention you never help us?"

"okay, i get your point hyung."

taehyung told hoseok as he fixed the living room, making sure there were no crumbs on the floor or any bags of chips lying around loosely (it was easier to grab a snack if the bags were under the couch).

"what are we going to cook?"

"i thought we were ordering pizzas?"

"um, and who is going to pay for it?"

all three of them stared at each other, their eyes narrowing as they placed their fists in the middle of each other.

"rock, paper, scissors, shoot!"

taehyung and namjoon had scissors as hoseok had paper. the two males screamed in delight as they hugged and jumped up and down. hoseok groaned and tried to make the duo stop.

"but you lost! pay for the pizza!"

"why is it always me?"

hoseok groaned as he grabbed his phone and dialed for delivery in about an hour. taehyung and namjoon kept picking up, not noticing jungkook putting on his shoes at the door.

"hey kook, where are-"

jungkook slammed the door shut as hoseok tried to ask him a question, he frowned as he looked over at the two busy guys. they didn't notice did they?

hoseok was about to place his order when he got a message.

kook: went to go get another prescription
kook: please stay at the dorm, i don't want them to notice

hoseok sighed as he replied with a short "ok, be careful" and went back to his pizza delivery.

"how many do i order?"

"about six boxes, taehyung is a fat ass."

"hey! there's nothing wrong with me eating a whole box by myself."

"it's called been lonely."

namjoom groaned once he felt something hit his head, he looked up to see taehyung smirking.

"oops, didn't see your desperate self there."

namjoon chased after taehyung as hoseok tried to make them stop running. the living room started to become a big mess again as they were yelling and screaming around.

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"hyung, i have to pee."

jimin pleaded, he had been holding it in since they had started driving. it's been two hours, close to where they need to be at.

"can't you wait-"

"hyung, please..."

jimin whined, biting his lip as he pushed his legs together. yoongi sighed as he pointed at a small store.

"you could go in there."

seokjin nodded as he drove into the parking lot and jimin jumped out of the car, into the store. seokjin sighed, looking at the gas tank.

"might as well fill the gas tank."

yoongi nodded as they both got out of the car, stretching, and walking up to the machine.

meanwhile, jimin finishes using the bathroom, sighing in relief once he walked out. he looked around and saw the chips section, grabbing some chips and crackers, he was about to walk up to the cashier when someone caught his eyes.

"jungkook?"

the tall male turned around and smiled at jimin, waving at him.

"hey jimin, what are you doing here?"

jimin walked up to jungkook, who was standing in front of the pharmacy inside the store.

"grabbing some snacks, i'm suppose to meet taehyung."

"taehyung? where? don't you live far away?"

jimin played with the hem of his jacket as he nodded.

"i do but taehyung invited us to your dorm, he said he wanted to do a small get together."

jungkook nodded as he smiled at the shorter male. he looked adorable in the green bomber jacket he was wearing, a gray hoodie underneath and his nose looked pink.

"are you cold?"

"yeah, a little bit."

before jungkook could reply back, his name was called.

"mr. jeon, here's your prescription, take one of this every night before sleeping."

jungkook nervously nodded as he shoved the medicine in his pocket and handed the pharmacist a ten dollar bill.

"thank you, see you later."

the pharmacist nodded as he walked back into the small office, jimin curiously looking at him. he didn't want to ask though, it was something personal.

"well, i better get going."

jimin said as he smiled at jungkook, who nodded at him, their stare never breaking apart. the ringing of the door opening disturbed them.

"uh, i'll see you at the dorm, i guess?"

jimin nervously said as jungkook blinked and looked away, nodding. jimin waved at him and walked to the register, paying for his stuff before turning around to see jungkook still standing there, staring at the floor.

jimin wanted to ask jungkook so many things, why did he give him taehyungs number? why did it seem like he was avoiding him? jimin sighed, took the bag of his groceries before leaving the store.

jungkook stood there for a second, he wanted to apologize for giving jimin taehyungs number. he just, he can't. he can't love him. he can't hurt him.

jungkook sighed as he walked out of the store and looked up to see jimin with the same two guys from the fan meeting. he saw the affectionate hugs and friendly smiles, jimin looked happy around those type of people.

jungkook looked away and began walking, he isn't like that. taehyung is, he catches people's hearts easily, he is warm hearted only around people he likes being with.

taehyung is someone jimin should be around.

not a monster like him.

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jimin nervously knocked on the door and taehyung opened it, wearing a black t-shirt and some jeans, he smiled big at jimins cute appearance.

"hey."

"hey tae."

they both smiled at each other, jimin feeling happy that he got to spend time with his favorite band, and taehyung feeling happy for having jimin around him.

"well, when you guys are done flirting with each other, tell us so that we can come in."

yoongi said in a sassy tone as he looked at his watch and leaned against the doorframe. seokjin slapped him on the arm and gave him a whispered scold.

"um, sorry, come in."

jimin blushed as he bit his lip and walked in, followed by yoongi and seokjin. taehyung, still with his smile on his face, scratched the back of his head as he closed the door.

the three males took off their shoes as they followed taehyung into the living room. jimins eyes widened and took in as much detail as he could, he couldn't believe it. he was walking in his favorite groups dorm.

he wanted to die.

"well, this is hoseok and namjoon, oh, i'm taehyung."

the three males smiled, hoseok shifted his eyes towards his feet as he saw yoongi's smirk. namjoon bit the inside of his cheek as he saw seokjin smile at him, waving at him so cooly. taehyung kept his eyes on jimin, he looked absolutely adorable in that green jacket.

"you guys can sit down, i'll go get the drinks."

taehyung said as he motioned for them to sit down.

"i'll help you!"

jimin followed taehyung as they both walked into the kitchen. taehyung opened the fridge and took out some cans of soda, along with water bottles.

"thank you for inviting us taehyung."

jimin said as he helped taehyung place all the drinks onto a tray, taehyung stopped and ruffled jimins hair, earning a whine from him.

"no problem, i'm pretty sure you are happy right now."

"as a fan, i'm trying to maintain my coolness in check."

they both laughed at the remark as taehyung closed the fridge door and walked over the cabinet to grab some chips.

"should i take this to the living room?"

"yeah, i'll be there in a sec."

jimin took the tray and walked into the living room expecting to see his friends and the other members there, but walked into an empty room.

jimin frowned as he set down the tray of beverages and felt his phone vibrate, he unlocked his phone and opened the message from yoongi.

yoongs: me and seokjin made a plan to leave you and that dude alone

yoongs: try not to seem like a bitch in heat ((;

jimin blushed and heard footsteps coming into the room, he quickly locked his phone and placed into his pocket as he turned around and saw taehyungs confused face.

"where are they?"

"um, i actually don't know."

jimin nervously smiled as taehyung shrugged and placed the bag of chips on the small table.

"well, should we start with the movie?"

jimin nodded as he sat on the couch, taehyung grabbing the remote controller and a blanket, he made himself comfortable on the couch with jimin.

"let's start!"

jimin giggled as he grabbed a soda and they played the movie.

~

during the third movie of the iron man marathon, taehyung started dozing off and leaning his head onto jimins lap. jimin comfortably ran his fingers through taehyungs hair as he grabbed some chips with his other hand.

jimin felt his chest tighten, he wiped his fingers on the blanket and groaned slightly at the fast beating heart. he slowly got up and placed a pillow on taehyungs head, he looked into the hallway but noticed the doors closed.

he heard laughter coming from the rooms but didn't know where the bathroom was at. he walked back into the living room, looked at some doors covered with some curtains, and peeked to see a balcony. he slowly and quietly opened the door and closed it.

breathing in and out, he sat down on a chair as he hugged his knees to his chest. jimin knew what was happening, it was normal. the heart didn't stop beating, his chest pain getting sharper, he held back the tears.

his heart murmurs would always disturb him, it was a pain having it. he hated it.

"oh, hey."

jimin looked up to see jungkook standing there with a bag. he quickly wiped his teary eyes and smiled at the taller male.

"hey."

jungkook frowned and squatted beside jimin, placing a hand on his cheek and leaned closer to examine his face. jimins eyes widened as he gulped hard, they were so close.

"were you crying? are you okay?"

jimin averted his eyes and nodded, only to groan at the sudden pain located on his chest.

"what's wrong?"

jimin hissed and tried to breathe in and out, sitting up more from the chair as he looked at jungkook, who was still squatting.

"just my heart murmur acting up again."

"heart murmur? what is that, if i may ask."

jungkook sat down beside jimin, playing with jimins jacket zipper.

"i was born with it, it's when my heart makes a weird sound and it's a sign of a disease or illness, something around that. though the doctors haven't found out what's wrong."

jimin played with his sleeve as jungkook looked at jimin, he seemed so precious to have a disease.

jungkook continued to play with jimins jacket zipper as they were in a comfortable silence, both enjoying the sight of the sunset as the wind slowly blew cold air.

"i wanted to apologize about,"

jungkook sighed as he stopped playing with the zipper and looked at jimin.

"giving you taehyungs number instead of mine."

jimin froze but tried not to make it seem obvious.

"it's fine, you probably have your own reasons."

jungkook looked over at the balcony, through the railings there was another building across from them.

"no it wasn't,"

jimin slightly frowned as he turned around to see jungkook looking at the other building.

"it's just that, i took a liking on you from the first time i saw you. i saw your nervous smile, your pink cheeks and, god, your small hands."

jimin looked down at his lap as he smiled, it was kinda embarrassing hearing jungkook say things like that to him.

"but i can't, i can't like you. i can't get close to you."

"why can't you?"

jimin turned his body towards jungkook, a confused expression on his face.

"because i don't want to hurt you, i can't ever imagine hurting you jimin."

jungkook played with jimins hands, jimins eyes widened at the statement.

"you won't hurt me."

"i can't be sure about that. i can never be sure about that,"

jungkook stood up from the floor as he leaned against the railings, jimin followed shortly, leaning but keeping his gaze towards the taller.

"you saw me get a prescription earlier. that was to control my anger issues. i get angered easily, i get so violent. i don't think straight, i even hurt hoseok hyung because of my issue."

jungkook had his hands in a tight fist, knuckles turning white as he remembered the bandages on hoseok's hand. jungkook calmed down once he felt a hand on his hand, looking down at jimin, only to find him giving him a gentle smile.

"we can't be perfect, no one is perfect."

"but you are."

jimin was taken aback at jungkooks statement, he blinked as he saw jungkook leaning in to press a kiss on his forehead. jungkook wrapped his arms around jimins waist as he leaned in closer to jimins ear.

"that's why i can't hurt you, that's why i gave you taehyungs number. he seems to like you even more than i do, you should give him a chance."

with that, jungkook walked back into the house, leaving jimin with tears slipping out from eyes.

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so, like, the angst is real :P
and i'm excited for the future chapters, the plot is slowly rising :D
and if i got the whole heart murmur info wrong, pls tell me, i'm not a doctor