Josh and I have been touring for a while year, playing our hearts out every night. We've been doing this for so long, I've been getting worse, and it's getting less and less tolerable. Josh has been talking about me to his parents and how I'm not doing great. I try not to give him my problems, but they'll be gone soon.

I'm sorry for this, but I'm tired of giving you my problems. I'm tired of living this. Please don't follow me. ||-//

I'm tired of tending to this fire.