*Chasity's P.O.V.*

"You're going where?" My borther asked me the moment I told him our trip for Japan.

"I already told you. We're going to Japan for vacation, I think we'll be staying there for a month." I said to him while getting my luggage.

"Hey, wait. I didn't even approve of that yet, why are yoi already packing?" He asked again, now he's holding my arm.

I looked at my brother and gave him a straight face. This past few days he's been always worried, asking me how my day was and he's asking me a lit of questions about the boys. I don't know why, bur maybe it's just that he's worried and thinking that I may put myself on danger or something.

"Chris. I'm old enough to make my decisions and besides this is my job. Big bro, I'll be more careful now." I assured him with a smile. He looked at me like he still wanted to protest and then finally, he sighed in defeat.

"Fine. I'm sorry, it's just that...I just don't want to lose you again."

"Chris, you never lost me. I'm still here."

"If you only know." He blurt out and suddenly he looked at me in shock.

"Know what?" I asked curiosly.

"Know that...that feeling I felt when I always stare at you on that hospital bed for a year. I felt like I was losing you." He said quickly.

I hugged my brother and I hope that will make him more calm now. He hugged me back while patting my head too.

"Just be careful, okay? Call me everyday and go back home." He said seriously.

"Why wouldn't I go back here? You're saying weird things again, Chris." I said while laughing. Finally, he smiled at me too.

"Am I? Must have hit my head on something." He joked. "Let's go, I'll help you pack your things." He added dismissingbthe conversation.

I don't know what it is, but I think there's something that I should know about.

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I arrived at the studio the following morning with my luggage. Pete, Andy and Joe were already there and they gave me a sad smile when I enteres the room.

"He's really not coming with us?" I asked with a sad smile.

"He's not even answering any of our calls. Maybe we've been harsh to him." Pete said with guilt written on his face.

"Maybe...but I think he deserve it, he needs to accept it." I said while sitting beside Joe.

"Well, what are we waiting for? I already got the car." Joe said while holding up the car keys.

I thought we'll all stand up, but we remained seated there as if we're waiting for someone to come...for Patrick to come. For sure this guys would like to be complete in a vacation like this, they wouldn't feel whole if one is left behind. I looked at them and they are giving out an expression like they don't want to go anymore and of course, I understand that. I took a deep breath and stood up and they all looked at me.

"Okay, one question...one answer." I started. "Do you guys still want to --

I was interrupted with the door opening and it hit me in the nose.

"Hey! Ever heard of knocking?" I asked and I even fell back on a sofa.

I saw the faces of the three guys who's looking at me and they're stopping themselves to laugh.

"Funny." I said while I make face. I held my nose and goddamn, that hurt! The door is heavy and the way that someone opened it put too much force in it that it brought my nose to bleed.

I looked at the door again and all my anger subsided. Patrick was standing there holding the door knob and looking at me with a guilty yet almost laughing face.

I looked at him and I swear, I had a hard time to hide my smirk.

"Look who decided to show up. First, you shouted at me and now you've whacked me with a door...what's next Stump?" I asked while smiling.

"For the first one...I'm really sorry about that, I'll do you any favor so you can just forgive me. The second...I never thought whacking someone in the face will be this satisfying." He joked and laugh bursted.

The sight was too good to see, they are laughing again and the other three looks so happy now. I just smiled at them and my moment just stopped when I felt the blood on my nose again.

Patrick went inside and knelt next to me. He pulled out his handkerchief and gently wipe the blood. He was even holding me cheek when he does that and I swear this is the first time I've ever felt my face this hot.

"But honestly, I'm sorry." He whispered and I found myself staring at his gorgeous eyes.

I suddenly felt like I was in a bliss...somewhere I feel like I've been before, but can't remember anything.

"C's blushing." I suddenly heard Pete's voice and I looked at them, they are all smiling at me like idiots.

I cleared my throat and suddenly stood up, but then my head suddenly hurt like hell and I fell back again. It felt like it was being hit by a hammer.

"Hey, what happened? You're getting pale."

"M-My head...it hurts." I managed to say and my eyesight is going black too.

"Guys, the clinic!" Andy shouted and I felt like I was being picked up and then after that I shut down.

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*Patrick's P.O.V.*

"Are you sure you don't want to come?" I asked Elaine before going out.

I finally got back to my senses and I decided to come with them to Japan...what C had told me made me realize things that I should have realized in a long time.

"Definitely, Trick. You guys enjoy your time there." Sge answered while smiling.

I honestly feel guilty leaving her behind, it's also my birthday month and I will be celebrating it in Japan and it somehow made me sad that Elaine wouldn't be there.

"Take care, okay? I'll be back after three weeks." I said giving her a hug.

"Hey, Trick. Find what you want, follow what your heart tells you, okay? This is the time for you to realize things and I'm not closing you around the tile of being my boyfriend. I know you're still looking for what you need and want, and I'm giving you the freedom to do so. Just think of me as a sister or friend who'll be watching your back." She said while having a geniune smile.

I was lost for words and I just stared at her. She's definitely a new person now...someone who's far better than what she is before. I walked to her and hugged her again.

"Thank you...for everything." I whispered and she gave me a pat on the back.

"Now go find yourself and the person that will make you whole again." She said.

I hope I'll find that person too...maybe soon, but now I havr to spend time with my friends.

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I would never wabt to hit someone and I really felt guilty hitting C in the face with a door...and I think I might have hit her a lot harder than I thought.

We're at a small clinic and C is still out and I'm worried about her because she's as pale as vampire.

"Patrick, I think you could have killed her." Pete joked and I looked at him seriously.

"Stop that."

"Mr. Hurley?" The doctor said and we all looked at him. "She's fine now, she just had a minor headache. She had a past accident right?"

"You call that minor, doc?" Joe asked and I elbowed him.

"Yes...because sudden headaches like this could have been fatal to someone who got into a serious accident in the past. She's just resting now, she will be fine once she wake up." He added before going away.

I nervously gulp, I really think I caused this and this could have been fatal...The guys look at me seriously too.

"Um...let's try not to let go of her from now on. I think I wouldn't want to lose another person with that same name." Pete said.

Finally, I'm able to control my emotions even thinking about her...buy Pete is right, we should be more caring now.

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