You were in the middle of playing Mario Kart 8 with the boys and you happened to be getting red shelled every single time. At least you weren't the only one raging. Basically (Marcel) and Panda (Anthony) were raging along with you while Terroriser (Brian) and Nogla (David) were laughing their ass off in first and second. You were about to pass the finish line in third when Marcel shoot you with a red shell making you in 5th.

"THE RESULTS ARE IN!" You yelled.

"I think we broke y/n." Laughed Brian.

"FUCK YOU BRIAN! YOU PIECE OF IRISH SHIT!" You yelled again.

"I feel so bad but don't at the same time?" Said Marcel with a bit of laughter.

"You should feel bad, now can we just get the next race going before I break something." You said while calming down a bit.

Your choices of maps came and you decided to choose baby park. It was simply and easy with a lot of luck. You mostly won on this map so you did have a high chance. After picking it, you seen if anyone else choose it and most of them did, besides David of course. He choose the Donkey Kong map.

"I better at least get second." You said with a small smile.

"You won't y/n, trust me." Said Anthony.

"We'll see." You said smirking.

Baby park got picked out and the race started. You were doing good for the first six laps when you got sniped by a red shell. You were at the point of losing your mind when you had a chance to cross the finish line but Anthony came soaring in taking first with you in second. That's when you lost your shit. You started screaming and throwing stuff around.

*Anthony's point of view*

I can't believe I did that to y/n. She's going to lose her shit at me for doing that to her. She did say she wanted second. I actually do hope she's okay. I worry about her a lot when she rages. I know I rage but it's different when y/n does it. I think I like her?

"Is y/n still raging after coming in second?" I said with a smirk.

"I KNOW YOU FUCKING THREW THAT RED SHELL ANTHONY!" Y/n yelled.

"You did say before the race you FUCKING WANTED SECOND!" I yelled back.

"Both of you just calm down." Said David in his thick Irish accent.

*Reader's point of view*

You continued to rage when Anthony decided to say something to you. You were still in an angry mood and you knew Anthony threw that red shell at you, so you decided to get some of your anger out towards him.

"I KNOW YOU FUCKING THREW THAT RED SHELL ANTHONY!" You yelled.

"You did say before the race you FUCKING WANTED SECOND!" Yelled Anthony.

You suddenly remembered that you did say that. You were going to apologised to Anthony for yelling at him when David butted in.

"Both of you just calm down." Said David in his thick Irish accent.

"FUCKING IRISH PIECE OF SHIT! YOU SHUT UP" Said Anthony and you in sync.

After you and Anthony said that together, everyone was quiet. You didn't know you and Anthony were that loud. It was kind of funny to you but the guys ears are probably hurting after that. You wanted to speak up and say sorry when Marcel started laughing.

"Hahaha." Laughed Marcel.

"What's so funny Marcel?" You questioned.

"You and Anthony yelling together. I've never heard anyone yell as loud as he can. You two need to date." Said Marcel.

"Dude, no way am I dating someone that's as loud as me." Smiled Anthony.

All the guys gasped at what he said and you were just shocked with tears coming down your face. You've liked Anthony since you started playing games with him and hearing that made your heart shatter. You didn't know if you wanted to lose your shit at him or just stay quiet. You took number one.

"I WOULD NEVER WANT TO DATE YOU ANYWAY YOU FAGGOT!" You yelled into your mic.

You felt sad but a bit better after yelling that to Anthony but he had more up his sleeve.

"WHY DID I EVEN INVITE YOU TO THIS GAME YOU SLUT! GO BACK TO YOUR NORMAL FRIENDS, OH WAIT, YOU DON'T HAVE ANY BITCH!" Yelled Anthony.

That definitely got to you and you started to cry. You ran out of your room slamming the door behind you.

*Anthony's point of view*

"Dude, no way am I dating someone that's as loud as me." I said with a smile.

I can't believe I just said that to the guys with y/n hearing. She's going to hate me so much after this. I need to apologise now before she says something. I hope I didn't break her heart. She's so fragile with her emotions. I was going to apologised when y/n said something that hurt me.

"I WOULD NEVER WANT TO DATE YOU ANYWAY YOU FAGGOT!" Yelled y/n.

I deserved that from her but my big fucking mouth wanted to say something, which I regret.

"WHY DID I EVEN INVITE YOU TO THIS GAME YOU SLUT! GO BACK TO YOUR NORMAL FRIENDS, OH WAIT, YOU DON'T HAVE ANY BITCH!" I yelled.

Why did I say that? Me and my big mouth. I have to say something to her but that's when I hear sobbing and a door slamming.

"You're a prick Anthony. HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO Y/N! SHE HAS LIKED YOU FOR SO LONG AND YOU DO THIS!" Yelled Marcel.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP! I know what I did and I need to fix it." I said.

"You better focking do something before she hurts herself." Said Brian.

I end the call with the guys and head for my phone and car keys. I'll make it up to you y/n, I promise.

*Reader's point of view*

You continued running looking for hope when you stopped at the park. You looked up at the sky praying for an answer or a solution but nothing came to you. It was raining which made everything worse for you.

"Why am I pushed around so easily? WHY WAS I BORN GOD!" You yelled at the top of your lungs.

You put your hands on your knees whilst taking some deep breathes in. You tried clearing your mind but it all went back to Anthony. You wanted to end it right there when you heard a car screech.

"Y/N!" Yelled the person.

"Who is it?" You questioned.

"It's Anthony." Said Anthony.

You stood up and were about to run but your feet stayed glued to the ground. Anthony came closer to you and when he did, he pulled you into a big panda hug. You rejected it and yelled

"WHY ARE YOU HERE?! I THOUGHT YOU WANTED ME TO LEAVE AND SO I AM!"

"I'm here to say sorry, okay." Sighed Anthony.

"BULLSHIT ANTHONY! YOU NEVER SAY SORRY!" You yelled.

"WELL I AM NOW Y/N!" Yelled Anthony.

You stood still with tears coming down again. You hate your emotions so much. You love him but don't at the same time. You looked down at your hands and sighed. You have the answer.

*NEXT PART A BIT SAD SO SKIP IF YOU DON'T LIKE SADNESS!*

"I'm sorry Anthony." You said looking up with tears.

"Y/n-" Said Anthony before you ran to the river.

You ran to the river so you could end the suffering for the both of you. You jumped in the river and swam to the bottom. You really wanted it to end but before you died, you wanted Anthony on your mind. You closed your eyes and thought of the good times you had with him. His laugh, his looks and his personality was perfect to you. At least now, you are at peace.

*Anthony's point of view*

"I'm sorry Anthony." Said y/n while looking up at me with tears.

"Y/n-" I said before she ran to the river.

I follow her and she jumps in. I take my phone out and and call the ambulance.

*Call with the ambulance*

Anthony- I need you at the park right now! My girlfriend is trying to drown herself.
Ambulance- We'll be there in 10 minutes sir.

*End of call with ambulance*

I will save her. I jump in the water and go deeper to look for y/n. I hope I'm not to late and Brian was right about her hurting herself. I continue looking for y/n but I can't find her. I will not give up for the love of my life. If I die here, I want y/n to be on my mind. What am I saying, I WILL FIND HER AND SAVE HER! I'm almost at the bottom of the river when I see y/n's wonderful h/c hair. I dive deeper to the bottom and grab her under her arms. I hurry back to the top of the river for some air.

"I MADE IT!" I yelled.

I look over at y/n and see she's got a smile on her face. Why would she be smiling? I paddled to the shore and check if she's got a pulse or a heartbeat. She has none which makes me worry and I start doing mouth to mouth.

"Come on y/n, please don't die. I love you." I said while continuing to bring her back.

The ambulance came and they moved me out of the way. They started shoving needles into her and checking for any sign of life. I waited nervously for them to finish when I heard a cough come from y/n.

*END OF SADNESS PART*

*Reader's point of view*

You slowly started to open your eyes and you realised that you weren't at the bottom of the river. Anthony really does care about you then. You turn to your side and starting coughing. You look up and see Anthony with a smile and tears.

"Come here you panda." You said with a bit of laughter.

"She's up." Said one of the helpers from the ambulance.

Anthony hurried to your side and he took your hand in his. You didn't reject him this time and you gave his hand a squeeze. The people from the ambulance made sure you were okay and after a finally test, they left you and Anthony alone, in the rain.

"You really do care." You said.

"Of course I do, now let's go home and be loud. What do you say?" Said Anthony while standing up with his hand ready for yours.

He really does want to be with you. You take his hand and start walking off to his car. You didn't know this but, he will always be by your side making you laugh or smile. When you two got in the car you came up with a great idea.

"Do you want to play golf it and see who rages the most?" You questioned while a smile.

"Your on y/n." Laughed Anthony.

You and Anthony both played golf it and raged very loudly. You remembered what Marcel said and he was right, loud people should date.

(What's up everybody, I hope you enjoyed this sad/raging chapter and the ending wasn't going to be like this but it came out alright. Remember, if you want to make a request, tell me and I'll add them in and as always, I hoped ye enjoyed :).
*PEACE SIGN*)

*P.S Anthony is the best panda anyone could have.*