"Are you like trying to help him out?With Belarus?"

"Yup."

"Ok then we just have to stay here and wait for him right?"

"Yeah...."

We waited for a clean hour for him to return.Then,we sent Latvia to check for us.When he came back,he said that they had left and Russia was sleeping.

Then where was Lithuania?

He said that he will be back soon and don't worry.Latvia said he looked a bit teary eyed.

"Will he be ok?"

"Yes he should be.Mr.Russia is oblivious so he doesn't know."

I got up and thanked Latvia for the info and left the house.Latvia told me not to but I did.It was snowing lightly and the moon was bright,shining through the thin clouds.

I walked around,but where to?

I saw something running in the distance so I tried to catch up to it,watching as it went and hid under a bridge,that went over a river.

I watched the tears shine in the moonlight and the person put their head on their knees.

As I got closer,I saw it was Lithuania.

I sat next to him,and nudged his shoulder.

"It's going to be ok,ok?"

"No it's not.....I'm a dumbass...."

"That's not true and you know it."

"I said it....*sob* and she just said I'm sorry,and lowered her head......"

"It's going to be ok."

"Doesn't change anything....(C/N)..."

"Well I didn't want to see you sad like this.Its not right."

"I know it's not right!I didn't want to be seen in front of you guys!*sob*....."

I leaned my head on his shoulder and gazed at the moon.

"The moon is pretty tonight right?"

...

He just looked at me and then buried his face in his arms again.

This is getting tiring.

"Who even likes me?Its not like you guys are any different....."

I dragged him out from under the bridge and stood him up,pointing at the moon for him to look.

"What?Is not changing anything!I told you!Maybe I'm not the dumbass here,you are!"

I looked at him,and then smacked him clean across the face.I saw a mark forming on his face,and he looked at me with terror,that melted into relief.

"Thank you,I needed that."

He hugged me,and it was fine by me.He finished crying into my shoulder and we walked back to the house in complete,dead silence.

Latvia was worried for us,and was shaking pretty hard.I told him that it would be fine,but I guess he wasn't sure.

Lithuania went straight to sleep,like out cold.He didn't even bother to change into his night clothes.He fell asleep with a smile,and that was reassuring for me,knowing he was just trying to forget the whole thing.

I feel bad for him,but where I'm from,feeling bad for someone else,isn't worth your time.

We all went to sleep right away that night,well I didn't.I saw Latvia in his box kind of shivering.

I looked him and put a blanket over him to stop the shivering.He just looked at me so I asked him.

"Latvia,why do sleep in here?You have a bed...."

"I feel safer here....."

"Safer?"

"If anything happens here than..I can just close it....and I'll be safe.A blanket won't save me....."

He threw the blanket at me and then curled up into a tighter ball and shut his eyes.

I went to sleep after him,but it's funny.After all those years they still act the same.Weird......

Time skip by Lithuania getting rejected for Big brother Russia~

Hmm.....something smells good......NOPE.

I jumped out of bed and made my way to the kitchen to see the pretty boy himself trying to make something and failing,as it was burning.

He was freaking out,but this was the highlight of my day.

I sat down in the middle of the hall and just watched him.He's such a klutz,how do you burn bacon?

Oh Sh-

He ran toward me and tripped over me,hitting his head on mine.I was fine,but he's so fragile that he was knocked out from that!He was on top of me and I couldn't move.I head the others open the door and I saw them look at us and then just go back in the room.

"Wait!Don't leave me here!"

Ok let's try to push him off.

Nope.

Ok sorry not sorry.

Now I kicked him off with a loud crash as he fell on the ground.

I got up and went into the bathroom to wash off all of these sparkles he left on me.Where did they even come from?

I got in the bath and decided bubbles would be cool.Because why not.

"What happened....AHHHH!"

It was Latvia and slipped and fell trying to leave the bathroom.

"You ok?"

"This will take the getting used to."

"What?"

"Well you...your a new country after all and we are all nothing alike,and you are pretty weird..."

" You are naturally spacey aren't you?"

"That's what Lithuania and Estonia say,and they say I should shut my mouth more."

"Well they should speak up more that's all."

He got up and shut the door,and I got out of the bathroom once all the sparkles were off of me.I went out in my military clothes and went into the kitchen with Lithuania,who was cleaning up what Estonia left.He was still on the couch passed out,but those sparkles were still there.

"Is he going to be alright?Like him passing out and me kicking him?"

"You kicked him?"

"It was to get him off me!"

Russia woke up to this and went to sit down,but saw Estonia first.He went over to him and shove him but he was out like a light.

Russia turned back to us and I froze while Lithuania was trembling.

"What happened to my Estonia?"
A dark aurora started behind him and I slowly started inching my way to the door to escape.

"Where are you going (C/N)?"

I froze again and looked back at him.He was getting closer to me!He put a hand on my shoulder and then I felt his head go right next to mine.

He blew air in my ear causing me to jump,and push his face away from me.This gave time for Lithuania to run to the bedroom with Latvia or to safety.Sometimes you gotta take the L.

The loss.

"So how did this happen,(C/N)?"

I saw him reach into the back of his shirt and grab something.He started to pull out a metal pipe,And I was terrified.

"Just tell me,and you'll be fine."

He pushed the metal pipe into my shoulder,moving me back into a wall.

"Why so violent?Russia?"

"Вы должны быть храбрыми."

"I'm sorry what?"

"You must be brave da?"

"Oh....."

He swung but hit the wall instead and I sidestepped out the way.He looked me,and lunged,grabbing my arms,dropping the pipe.

He pushed me into the wall,hard and pinned my hands above my head.

He got really close to me and started talking again,with the most straight face I've seen from him.

"Your different from the other Baltics.Your not scared of me like them......just wondering,why?"

"Well.....I have a feeling that you are nice but you don't show it.....No offense!"

"....................Leave."

"Leave?"

"Da."

He unpinned me and looked over at Estonia who was just waking up.Russia clenched his teeth before going in his bedroom,slamming the door.

"Oh hey (C/N),what happened to Mr.Russia?"

"..."

I felt as if I spoke,I would burst into tears.Leave?Where will I go?My brother is still semi pissed at me and I don't have any allies.....FUCK!

I slowly made my way to the bedroom,pushing the door open lightly.I saw Latvia and Lithuania cowering in fear in the corner of the room,but stopped when I went for a suitcase.

"Why are you packing (C/N)?Are going to see your brother?"Asked Latvia pointing at the suitcase.I looked at his general direction and nodded no.

I packed it and started walking out the room.I was stopped by Lithuania,who turned me toward him.

"(C/N)?Whats the deal?"

I can't talk.The words won't come out....

I felt the tears start to fall down my face when I looked him in the eyes,knowing that it might be my last. He looked at me shocked but then pissed.I closed my eyes and tried to turn away but he made me look directly into his eyes.

"(C/N),you can tell us anything.We are like...."He looked back at Latvia for a moment.

"Family."

I opened one of my eyes and looked away from both of them,avoiding the gaze.I can't do it.

He raised one of his hands,and slapped the tears right off my face.My eyes widened,from the sting it left behind.He had this fire in his eyes,he was passionate in what he was trying to do,save me.

I put a hand where he smacked,turned to him and thanked him.I hugged him and then bolted out the room,leaving him there petrified.

Estonia looked worried for me,and raised his hand out to stop me but I smacked it out the way.I opened the front door,looked back one last time,and left.

I made it all the way to the bridge and took a seat there.

I still feel it.....it's a bond......like...Family...just like Lithuania said....

For now I shall return to my country,and improve their lives,not my own.I need a new start for myself at a later time.Wipe away the tears,things can,and will get better.

But.....those guys are irreplaceable....they were charming in a way,jeez I'm blushing at the thought!

Russia's POV

I never......met a girl like her.Ever.

I was in the dark,sitting on the edge of my bed and hands on my head.

(C/N) had to go though,if she stayed longer,then a revolution should start,and that's not good.I felt a commanding presence from her,and she wasn't scared of me like the others......

Why are the others scared of me?They are my friends!

(This is what Russia thinks all the time.Lets be real here.)