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Why do you try so hard?
don't you know
it's no use.

We are trapped in a maze,
In this life,
the dream of us together is just a haze.

So why don't you give up? Pretend you never noticed the Spark?
Laugh it off as a lark.

This fire burning our hearts,
put It Down.

I can't stand the heat.

Quench it Down,
This thirst that's draining our souls.

I can't bloom alone in the dark.

The time passing is so slow.
I wish I could just fast forward.
Maybe just pause,
replay the moments we're together.

What good it is to be Dead while we live?
'cause each moment apart is a death blow.

I can take it all,
just going with the flow.

I'm not in a rush.
I can wait.
So let's keep it hush.
Say this love is not more than a crush.

Can't you wait?

A life time it is,
but we'd be there,
where we can be someone to each other,
someone who we want to be.

Don't give up yet.
The wait is long.
But Our love will survive.

So for now
let's fake a smile,
keep playing our roles.

You know that's what we are supposed to do.

I am ok,
I am used to this,
my heart is cold and numb,
the fire's turned ice.

I say this in my head,
but it hurts when I see you force it.
You say it's a smile
but I know you're gritting teeth.

sometimes I betray myself, sometimes I wish for more, sometimes I pray
the fire rekindles, burns me away,
down to ashes.

Oh, but I realize, it can't end there.
My love for you
I maybe a speck of dust, but
I would still love you.

So hang on tight...
Stay where you are.
Don't come close,
this fire will light
When it's time.

then the world can see
our blazing love
know it's not forbidden anymore.

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nothing is more painful than forbidden love.
Roughly written. Will edit later.