I think 'Agnes' by Glass animals fits Remus very well rn (with Remy being the Agnes)

Logan went outside the walls of the psych ward for the first time in over 4 month. He closed his eyes and felt the wind blow against his skin. Of course he'd used the ward's outdoors areas but it wasn't the same thing.

A familiar looking car parked in the driveway and Patton got out. He had a big giddy grin on his lips as he pretty much ran up to Logan and kissed him. Their arms were around one another and neither of them wanted to let go.

"We should get back to our apartement" Patton murmured between kisses.

"So-o it's our apartement n-now?"

"Wouldn't want it any other way" He kissed his boyfriend once more before moving back. He was close to helping him push his wheelchair but it seemed like Lo could handle it himself.

They got in the car and had almost driven out of the parking lot when an old car nearly bumped into them. The driver honked at them even though they'd been the one to nearly drive into them. When Patton was able to drive past them Logan caught a glimpse of the driver and he could swear his eyes were weirdly similar to Remy's. He shook it of as a weird coincidence.

Logan held his boyfriend's hand the entire ride home. Patton ranted about the new class that had started daycare and how he'd been able to go to work 3 entire times this week! The antidepressants Picani had prescribed to him was helping.

The apartement was still quite dirty when they got there and there was still dishes piling up in the sink and dog hair everywhere, but Patton had at least tried to clean it.

Once the door had closed behind them Logan couldn't wait any longer. He held onto the collar of his boyfriend's shirt and pulled him into a make out session. Patton had grabbed a handful of his hair and leaned closer. Closer and closer until the wheelchair tipped over and they both fell down on the ground.

They glanced at each other before both falling into a laughter. Patton kissed him mid laugh. He smiled into the kiss. He moved Logan so he sat on top of his hips. Lo cupped his cheeks.

Patton was about to unbutton his boyfriend's hirt when dog barks interrupted them "Oh it's Buster. She's in the bedroom"

He helped Lo back into his wheelchair before going to open the door. Buster excidetly ran around her papa's legs before going over to Logan. She leaned her front paws on his knees so she could lick his face.

"Hiya B-Buster. Lil lady. Best-t lil l-lady" Logan greeted while scratching her behind her ears.

"You're her new second papa! we don't speak about her last second papa anymore"

"Pi-iece of shit" Logan commented "I will g-gladly be-become her second p-papa"

"Yay!! So what do you want to do during your one weeked outside of the ward?" Patton asked.

"Watch so so many d-docume-mentaries. The w-ward only shows a-a few different movies. You can not u-understand the amount of times I-I have witnessed the thing that is mean g-girls by now. I am missing m-my dear astrology facts so much"

"...Can we....can we watch nature documentaries....the baby bears are so cute!!"

"I w-will literally take anything th-hat isn't mean girls at-at this point"

Patton put on a documentary (Janus had shown him piracy websites he could watch them on) and laid down on the couch. Logan helped himself from his wheelchair to the couch. He moved so he was laying between his boyfriend's legs with his head on his soft stomach. Buster made herself comfortable in her doggy bed.

Their hands were moving the entire time they were watching. combing through hair, running fingers up and down backs and wrapping arms around waists. Patton let out a horrified squeal and looked away every time one of the animals were hurt. Infodumps simply rolled out of Logan every 5 minutes or so. His boyfriend's cluelessness to most animal facts was very cute to him.

After 2 documentaries Patton got up to make dinner. He put some music on. He didn't really have the energy to cook so he just put some vegetable pies in the microwave. Logan rolled up behind him and moved his arms around him and leaned his forhead against his back.

Patton turned around and took his hands. They danced around a little to the music. He made Logan spin around way too many times way too quickly which made them both laugh.

"Dumpling d-do you want to hear so-something e-embarrassing?" Logan asked. He was holding his lover's hands like they were the most precious things in the world.

"What?"

"I w-want to spend my life with y-you" Patton couldn't help but crack up into a giggle at what he said. Logan blushed "Don't l-l-laugh!"

"It's not- I just- It's cute! Really cute! And so unlike you but still really adorable!"

His blushing intensified "I'm n-not c-cute....I'm...cool...I am scientifically proven to-to be undeniably cool"

"Sure sure. My cool lil Lo" he leaned down and kissed him.

The microwave pinged. He took out the vegetable pies and sat them out on plates on the coffee table in front of the couch. He poured up some coca cola zero for his boyfriend and a glass of wine for himself. He put some extra bread on his plate so Lo wouldn't get nervous about eating more than him.

Buster crawled in under the table and got ready for extra snacks. Patton had eaten the entire pie by the time Logan was on his fourth bite. He put on a documentary about astrology so he wouldn't be able to focus entirely on the food.

Patton got the urge to eat more. Another slice of bread wouldn't hurt. (Like it would ever end at just one). The moment he stood up from the couch Lo grabbed onto his shirt and made him sit down again. The entire rest of the time he ate he kept holding Pat's hand.

"Okay d-d-done" Logan sighed.

He'd carved out all the vegetable filling from the bread crumb sides and eaten it before managing to get some of the bread down. The rest he gave to Buster. Patton pulled him close and pressed a few kisses to his neck as a reward.

"Reminder th-that I also had b-breakfast and l-lunch today" Lo reminded. The kisses promptly turned into hickies to be an even bigger reward. "You d-did very-y well by not b-binging"

"Thanks sweetheart" He made another hickie before leaning back. He looked his love up and down, taking in every last part of him. Just the thought that Logan was his boyfriend made his heart flutter.

Lo took the wine bottle and poured up a tiny amount in his glass. He leaned back and sipped on it. His eyes went wide like a kitten who'd just seen a ball of yarn. Patton looked at him with an amused expression.

"Don't l-look at me like th-that. It is no overestimation that I-I literally ha-haven't had any alcohol in s-several years"

"Oh but I sure as heck have memories of you when you did. Mr. Jumping-into-lakes-at-2-am-with-all-your-clothes-on"

"It on-only happened 3 times! And it-it is very rich coming f-from Mr. Had-a-childhood-crush-on-jesus"

They continued to reminisce on memories aka make fun of each other. Logan was able to sip up around 2 glasses while Patton was at least on his 4th. Buster had gone to sleep in her doggy bed with her bunny toy between her paws.

Lo was leaning on his should, his arms wrapped around him. They were both giggling over a distant memory. It was weird to think about the life they had before their eating disorders. How lovely to think that their future might be like that once more.

"Do you even realize just how easily one of us could blackmail the other?" Patton asked. He was trying to see if he could tiptoe the wine glass on the top of his head. "Like I got so many....revealing photos of you you sent accidentally I could use against you"

"Ho-oney. My d-dear dumpling" Logan smeared his hand all over his boyfriend's face before putting his finger over his mouth "Shhhhh honey honey" He somehow leaned closer and whispered "THose w-weren't m-mistakes. I was just so sleep deprived and food deprived I-I said FuuuCk it a-and shot my shoot"

He stared at him like his eyeballs were going to pop out of his skull "WhAT??...Still great blackmail...You know what else could work as blackmail?" He got a smug smile on his face "Lil tree boy" He said in a bad british accent "Lil ol tree boy"

"Stop c-creating sounds pl-please" It was a very long story.

"LIl tree boy. Best lil tree boy. Tied up lil tree boy. And his tall grass wife making fun of him. With the tree boy. True lil tree boy"

"I will f-fuck you!"

Patton tried to hold back his laughter "Wh-what did you say???"

"I was trying to refer to-to fucking you up! R-Remus informed me it-it meant causing someone d-damage physically"

He cupped his cheeks and pressed a kiss to his nose "It's extremly adorable how you start messing up simple sentences after less than 2 glasses of wine. I knew you were light in weight but you are really lightweight too"

"Dumpling don't d-do puns while I'm t-tipsy. Pleas-se"

"Sorry sugarbun. How can I make it up to you?" He asked with a teasing tone.

There was a drunken smile on his lips "Kiss me"

"Gladly"

They made out on the couch. The dirty dishes forgotten on the table. Patton picked his boyfriend up, without stopping the kiss, and carried him into the bedroom. It was the first time in years Lo didn't feel lighter to pick up than the dog

He laid down on his back with Patton leaning over him. Logan took off his boyfriend's fluffy blue shirt and threw it aside. He pressed quick kisses to the faint freckles on his shoulder.

He looked Patton's bare chest up and down. He'd seen him shirtless dozens upon dozens of times. But it was different. It wasn't his best friend being too warm to bother wearing a shirt around him. It was his boyfriend willingly being intimate with him.

"Looking at something?" Patton teased. His fingers were weaved among Lo's dark hair.

"You're b-beautiful, of course you a-are" Logan nearly gasped out.

He reached out and traced his hand along the stretch marks on his love's stomach. He moved up and felt the soft fold of fat on his side. Lo's hand was cold against his skin but the feel of them still made Patton smile.

"I've n-never told you but a few years ag-ago I used to foolishly dislike-e your body. I couldn't see past my-my thoughts of why you looked like this. E-Eating and all that" Logan confessed "But you're m-marvelous"

His hand followed the stretch marks leading to his arm. He moved his fingers with such tenderness it almost felt ticklish. Meanwhile Patton slowly unbuttoned his shirt, a button per kiss.

He could still see every one of Logan's ribs but it didn't look like they were about to cut through his skin anymore. When he ran his hand up his arm he noticed he probably couldn't wrap his hand around his upper arm anymore. The dark circles under his eyes had disappeared and his skin didn't feel as leather like as it used to.

Patton ran his tounge from his lover's navel up to his collar bones. He kept mumbling compliments about how pretty and wonderful he was between kisses and bites of skin.

"Falsehoods. Falseh-hoods all of th-them" Logan said when he got yet another compliment.

Patton let out an offended gasp "Honey you can't compliment me and then not expect compliments in return!! It's illegal!"

"It sa-says nothing about it in a-any law book" He moved to kiss him again but Patton stopped him.

"No kisses or more until you accept my compliments!" He zipped up his pants again to really show he meant it.

"Fine" Logan sighed "I-I suppose som-me people might f-fool themself into thinking I-I have some inherent ph-physical worth or-or that I am attractive" Patton gave him a stern look so he continued with "Mayhaps I h-have some features that-t are objectivly g-good looking"

"Good enough! You are a beautiful logie!!" He moved close again and kissed him.

"Whatever y-you say dum-mpling" He nearly giggled from all the affection he was getting. Patton continued to kiss him while dragging his lover's pants off and moving his legs around his waist.

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Patton woke up by sun shining into his eyes. He looked around the bedroom, their clothes were scattered on the floor. He smiled when he saw Logan sleeping peacefully next to him. The cover was laying so it only covered his calves which was a very nice sight to wake up to.

His love yawned as he began to wake up. Pat moved closer to him. He pressed a kiss close to the end of his spine. He slowly moved up with the kisses. When he came up to the neck Logan turned around and met him in a kiss on the lips.

"Goodmorning sugarbun" Patton murmured against his lips.

"Good mo-morning indeed" He gently stroked his thumb back and forth on his lover's cheek.

(I wanted to practice different body types and I'm a sucker for people being naked together without it being sexual soooo a drawing happened)

"You're not sore at all are you?"

"No. Though i-it was a giganormous mistake from us-us to n-not shower before falling-g asleep"

"Aww I thought it was worth it just to see you be a cute lil spoon" Patton cooed.

"I can be a-a small spoon w-whatever time of day-y dear, even w-when I've taken a-a shower"

"But the...the...Remy told me this....the vibing? wouldn't have been the same"

"I s-suppose I shall give you ph-physical evidence I can be-be an extraordinary lil-lil spoon always and w-whenever. Bath, breakfast and t-then spooning?" Logan held out his hand after saying it. Patton shook it to seal the deal.

He picked Logan up and carried him bridal style into the bathroom since he couldn't walk on his own. He sat him down on the edge of the bathtub before turning the water on. While waiting for it to fill the bath they kissed and flirted to each other about the night before.

They got in the bath. Logan leaned his head on his boyfriend's stomach and wrapped his arms around his waist while Patton played with his hair.

For once Logan was completely calm. There was no thoughts about calories or gaining weight in his head. No daydreaming about eating candy or a pizza. No worrying about his teeth rotting and his hair falling out. The only thing that mattered right now was the warmth of the water and cuddling the love of his life.

"Sugarbun I can't wait until you're able to leave the ward. It will be like this everyday y'know"

Logan let out a relaxed sigh "I w-wish that day would be t-today, instead of only having a-a weekend. To be-e honest I-I nearly teared u-up while eating d-dinner last night so I assume I'm n-not completely ready to-to leave the w-ward. I wish I w-was. I really do want t-to spend every day-y with you"

When he looked up he was met with Patton having a huge smile on his lips and nearly looking teary eyed "Awww Logie!!! I love you!!!!"

He pulled him up into a tight bear hug. Logan melted into it. Mostly because his head laying on Patton's pecs and godamn they were amazing pillows. He continued to lay there and relax while his boyfriend shampooed both of their's hair and rinsed it off.

Logan had nearly fallen asleep when Patton gently shook his shoulder "Ehh sweetheart it's soap time but it felt a bit intrusive to move the soap all over you if you weren't really awake"

He nodded while sitting up. He had a sleepy look on his face which Patton nearly blushed over because he looked so goshdarn cute. He moved the soap over his arms. Logan could lose himself in his warm hands.

"Dumpling I-I h-have something to-to tell y-you" Logan said, his eyes half closed.

"Mhm?"

"I have visited a-a doctor s-several times an-and I have tried physiotherap-py every other week. During m-my latest visit my doctor c-concluded that my eyesight on my-my left eye will never r-return and my stuttering will n-never disappear but if I-I continue with physiotherapy there is chance I w-will be able to-to move my leg again!"

Patton looked at him, mouth agape from shock. He shone up into a grin and gave him a quick kiss "That's great!! Omg!! You'll be able to walk again! Hopefully! But still!! AhhhhHh!! This is amazing!!"

For once Logan nearly had as big of a small as Patton "Yeah...P-pretty cool"

"OH! We have to celebrate! How about we go to the aquarium?? After eating breakfast!"

They continued to babble on about the aquarium and future plans once he could walk again while getting soaped on and soaped off. Patton got up to get his phone which was in the other room to make sure the aquariam was open today.

Logan stayed in the bath. He sunk down into the water until only his nose peaked up from it. He'd never been this stupidly in love before. The high of not eating had been replaced with the high of being with the love of his life.

There was a sudden scream. Patton's scream.

He sat up immediatly and tried to get up to see if he was okay but he couldn't even stand up. "P-Patton? Are y-you okay?" He called out. His voice was shaking.

He heard crying. Horrified crying. Patton came back into the room. He was leaning on the doorframe to not collapse on the ground. There were tears running down his cheeks and he was close to hyperventilating.

"Dear wh-what h-happened?" Logan asked.

"R...Remy...Remy..They...they-"