The first time I fell in love was with my teacher in kindergarden, a male, of course. Ever since then I've been afraid of people finding out. I can't have any friends because what would happen if I were to fall in love with one of them. I can't let anybody know and I can't let anybody in. I have to repress these feelings. I can't let them fuck with my goal to become the number one hero. I had managed to conceal all of these things and kept to my promise to push everyone who tries to become my friend away. Until recently. Kirishima and Kaminari have for some reason decided to try to befriend me. I was sitting in my bench in the classroom when Kirishima suddenly hung himself over my shoulder.

"Whatcha thinking about Bakugou? You look so distant?"

Why is this idiot so close to my face.

"Get lost idiot!" I said as I pushed him off of me. Kaminari then leaned his head on my other shoulder.

"Aww common why are you being so reserved?" He said.

Why are these idiots being so touchy with me today!?

"GET. OFF. ME." I said furiously.

I can't be their friend, what if I fell for one of these idiots. I can't risk it. I pressed his face away with my hand.

"Ouch!"

"Don't fucking touch me!"

What the fuck is going on with these two today. So annoying. I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder and slightly jumped up in surprise.

"I said don't fucking touch me!" I yelled out as I turned around and saw the half 'n' half bastard.

"Sorry Bakugou, I just wanted to ask you something, will you come outside with me?" He said.

"Hah?" I didn't really want to but I was actually curious about what he wanted so I walked outside the classroom with him. He stopped in the empty corridor and looked me in the eyes.

"Do you have haphephobia?"

"Hah? No-" I stopped before I finished the sentence because I realized that I'd rather have him believe I have haphephobia to avoid him being suspicious of my behavior towards the other guys. I can't let him find out, this bastards pretty smart too no matter how much I hate to admit it. It be better to just lie.

"Yes. I do. But don't fucking tell anyone, it's... embarrassing..."

"I understand. Then I shall make it my mission to help cure you."

"Wait, what!?"

"I will come to your room after school." He said as he started walking into the classroom again.

"DON'T!" I yelled after him.

Ugh... what have I gotten myself into?

After dinner when I was sitting in my room that day someone knocked on the door. I walked up and opened it and saw... Icy Hot...

"What the fuck do you want!?" I asked as he went ahead and walked right inside.

"I'm here to help you with your phobia."

"I don't need your fucking help alright!? I'm just fine without it!" I yelled. He then quckily wrapped his arms around me in a hug. What the fuck is this bastard doing!?

"What the fuck are you doing!? Let me go!" I yelled. He released me from his grip.

"See? You're not fine, let me help you. We'll start off small, like holding hands."

"Whatever! I don't wanna hold your fucking hand!?"

"Common!" He sat down in my bed an gestured for me to sit down next to him.

I can't let him know the truth and I can't fucking get rid of this bastard so I guess I'll just have to go along with this fucking shit. Lying was a bad idé and now it was biting me in the ass.

"WHATEVER!" I furiously sat down next to him. He grabbed my hand gently and at first I pulled away at the touch but then he looked at me with determantion and I knew I had to do it. I let out a big sigh before I let him grab it once again. It felt so weird sitting there holding hands with another guy. I knew he thought he was helping me get rid of my "phobia" but... whatever. This is stupid.

The next day in school he came up to my desk.

"I'm coming over today too so we can keep practicing." He said.

"What no!?" I yelled back.

"OOH aren't you two getting all chummy hanging out 'n' stuff!" Sero said.

"Did something happen or what?" Kaminari continued.

"We are not getting along! This guy just does whatever he wants!" I yelled back with my cheeks getting flustered.

"Oh common let us join you!" They both said.

"Give me a break. I have enough trouble with him alone." I responed as I started to walk out the classroom.

Later that day we were sitting in my room again holding hands. After a few minutes he proceeded to lock his arm in mine, he came closer, our hips now touching.

"How is it? Are you getting there?" He asked.

"Getting there..." I said looking away to hide the blushing.

He then put his hand on my face and turned it around towards him. So close, only inches apart he looked me in the eyes. His two colored eyes were so beautiful up close. FUCK!

"Seems like it. You look a lot better then before." He said.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! I can't do this! I can't! I'm not made to handle this. I can't stop thinking about him no matter how hard I try. No matter how much I try to distract myself he's the only thing occupying my mind. Even my body can't handle it. My cheeks were as red as stop lights.

"Do you know what caused this? Or actually, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I don't want you to force yourself." He said as he took my hand again and braided our fingers together. What is he doing ?

"N-no reason. I think... The moment I realized it I was already like this so..."

"I understand. As I expected... Let's keep this up for a few days okay?"

"Why?... I mean, why are you trying so hard to help me?"

"I don't want to see you looking so down... I want you to be happy and if helping you get rid of your phobia will make you happier then I will do it."

It felt like someone squeezed my heart when he said those words.

"You should seriously stop that, Kaminari and Sero thinks we're getting chummy and shit."

"I just... I want to get closer to you Bakugou! I know you don't like it but sharing this secret with you and helping you makes me incerdibly happy..."

What the fuck is this guy saying? Is he out of his mind? I placed my head in my palm and looked down to hide my red face.

"Stop it... Are you trying to make me think you're gay or something...?"

"Gay...? I see... If I like you Bakugou, then that makes me gay."

"WH-WHAT!?" I lifted my head up and looked at him. He lifted up our still braided hands to his chin.

"Do you not like me being gay?"

"I- Don't dislike it but... not like..." I can't even put it into words.

"What's that expression? Haha you look so cute like that!"

STOOOOOOOP IT! I'M GONNA FUCKING FALL FOR THIS DUDE! What the fuck am I gonna do!?

"I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable, it was never my intention, let's start out as friends? But please let me be yours at the end."

My eyes widened at the shock and I lost balance. I fell straight to the floor and hit my head. "Oh!" I heard Todoroki say as I fell. He walked up to me and helped me up, I gripped onto his shirt for support as I rose up again. I looked up at his face and our eyes met. We were so close again. My body hanging onto his for support and our faces almost touching. At the same time my door opened up and Kirishima walked in.

Hey Bakugou- Oh hey! What's up with Bakugou...?" Kirishima said. My face turned red again as I saw him but my head still hurt so I just turned my head down to the floor again.

"Oh... He wasn't feeling very well and he fell and hit is head." Todoroki said.

"Shut up." I managed to say. This is so fucking embarrassing.

"Okay... I'll leave you two alone now..." Kirishimas facial expression looked as if he had seen something he wasn't supposed to.

Icy hot kept comming to my room to "practice" or whatever... It was three days after what had happened. I didn't know if he had been serious or not confessing like that. I don't wanna risk believing it's true and then be mistaken. He was probably just fucking with me anyways. I heard an aggressive knocking on my door and I went up and opened it.

"ARGH! YOU PIECE OF SHIT! WHAT TIME DO YOU THINK IT IS!?" I yelled as I saw Todoroki standing outside my door.

"I'm sorry Bakugou, I just wanted to see you so I came over. Let's head inside." He said and tackled me into my room, he closed the door and then pushed us down into my bed. He was laying on top of me with his head on my chest hugging me. What the fuck is going on!?

"Ah... Bakugou..." He smiled into my chest.

"What the fuck is up with you? We meet every day in class! And we actually met just an hour ago since you come to my room every fucking day to help me with my phobia or whatever!"

"It's true but everytime I think of you I just wanna see you so I just couldn't help it..." He said carefully as he put his hand under my neck with his thumb stroking my cheek and looked me in the eyes. He was so close again, if any of us moved just an inch our lips would meet.

"ARE YOU LOSING YOUR FUCKING MIND!?"

"It's amazing living in the dorms with you so close to me."

This wasn't some sick joke anymore. This had escalated, it's not just a wild thought in my head, it's real. I think he actually likes me. I can't help myself from blushing at the embarressment. Is this really happening?

"You smell so good..." He dug his head into my neck. My cheeks turned even more red.

"Shut up..." I can't focus I need to concentrate I need to think.

The next day I was spacing out in school sitting at my desk thinking about what he said and well... him. Then Kirishima came up to me hanging over my shoulder.

"Hey Bakugou what's up? You're looking a little gloomy today!" He said, smiling as always.

"...Huh?"

"Really? What's happened to you?"

"Nothing. Go away."

"Oh common talk to me!"

"No. Now scram!"

What I didn't know was while I was spacing out, on the other side of the room Todoroki was sitting starring at me and Kirishima grabbing his knuckles tightly, muttering to himself.

"Hey To-Todorok? Are you alright?" Deku asked him.

"Midoriya. I... It seems like Bakugou finally overcame his fear seeing Kirishima is clinging all over him and he doesn't seem to be bothered... But... I just can't seem to be happy for him? What should I do? How am I supposed to feel? Tell me..."

"Eh?"

"Sorry... Please just leave me alone..."

"I understand..." He walked away from Todoroki. He had rarley seen Todoroki this upset.

Later in the common room I was sitting in the couch flipping through the paper, Sero sat down next to me with his arm resting behind me, stretched out on the couch looking at what I was reading. He started talking to me. Once again I missed to see Todoroki came into the room and saw us sitting there. He froze and his face  turned pale out of jealousy.

Bakugou is sitting so close to Sero, he's even looking comfortable. Did he really cure his phobia? Since when!? It's true that he hasn't really put up much of a fight even when I'm glued to him... and he wasn't really complaining either. Better go to sleep early today... Todoroki thought to himself as he started to walk away looking down at the floor.

That's when I noticed him walking away looking so down. I grabbed his shirt in the corridor and turned him around.

"Bakugou?" Todoroki said as he saw me.

"What's with you? Did something happen?" I said trying to figure out why he looked so sad.

He sighed and then surprised me by embracing me in a hug.

"I like you Bakugou!" He yelled out.

I started blushing like crazy.

"What the hell are you...! THIS IS THE CORRIDOR BASTARD! Get in! Common get inside and close the fucking door!" I said as I pushed him inside my room. He refused to let me go and there we sat on the floor with him hugging me.

"I've been thinking about this, but you're just a big kid." I said.

"Do you hate me for acting like a kid?" He responed.

"It's... Not that I hate it..." I'm so fucking confused because I don't hate it!

"Did you cure your haphephobia?" He looked serious again and released me from his hug.

"Huh?" I looked at him confused.

"You see... You and Sero were really close to each other in the common room and yet, you seemed fine..." His face expression saddened again.

"Really?" I didn't even think about that.

"Kirishima was also all over you and yet, you were totally okay..."

"...Ah...I guess... I was just spacing out thinking about you and..."

"Eh?" He looked up at me, starring into my eyes and his face turned into a smile.

"Ah! Ignor-"

"Bakugou that was adorable! Say it again!"

"NEVER." I said as my face turned red. He embraced me again.

"I know I said we could start as friends but...I don't wanna wait anymore. I like you and I want to be yours."

"If I'm gonna be honest with you. I'm the kinda person who can fall in love quickly so... If you keep saying shit like that I might just start to believe in it..."

"Wait... That means... you're falling for me?"

"No that's not only it... I could've fallen for anyone..."

"But you fell for me! Nothing else matters except the fact that I like you and you like me! Bakugou... Isn't this the best thing ever? You just need to keep falling further in love with me like I am with you and everything will be perfect."

Damn... that mouth doesn't even try to hold back... He looks so happy and cute...

"But we're two guys..." I said looking down at my feet and legs. He moved himself so he sat infront of me.

"Well I don't care so why should you or everybody else care? We like each other... Isn't that enough?"

"I guess... you're right." I said as I looked up at him. His face was so close to mine.Starring into his eyes.

"May I kiss you Bakugou?" He asked.

"I'll punch you in the face if you do." I responed before he pressed his lips against mine.

The next day we walked to the cafeteria to get breakfast together. When we got there we met up with Deku and glasses. Deku looked shocked starring at Todorokis face. It was bruised and covered with bandages.

"What happened to your face T-Todoroki!?" Deku yelled.

"I kissed Bakugou and he punched me in the face." Todoroki responded.

"What!?" He and glasses yelled out at the same time. I started blushing out of embarressment.

"Yes, but then he wanted me to kiss him again so it's nothing to worry about."

"WHAT!?" They yelled again.

"SHUT UP." I said filled with embarressment.

Todoroki reached down and placed my hand in his. For some reason this made me feel calm and safe, when he then looked at me I couldn't help but let a small smile shine through my usual frown. I really did like him.