Life is like a double edged sword, you can be a glass half empty or glass half full person, I always thought I was a glass half full kind of person, I still do. Life is difficult and it always will be, but love is even more difficult.

I've been in love with my childhood best friend since we were childhood best friends, do I want to tell him? Yes. Am I going to? Not right now, he's in a relationship at the moment. I'm sure it'll only last a couple months though. It's going to be a fling, that's all it going to be.. right?

It's been a couple months now, they're still together, it's a little surprising but it'll end soon. I know it will, life's treated me so poorly up until now, this is the good thing in my life, this will be the good thing that happens. We will get married and have kids and be the best hero's. It would be the only fair thing for life to do at this point. So their relationship will end. It has to.

We graduated from UA today...it's been 2 years, it's going to end when we're in college I know it! They're gonna go their separate ways and I'm going to get the love of my life. Because that's only fair..

He's engaged.. it's been 5 years... but I'm not giving up hope yet! There's still time! There wedding is next year, I know everything will work out in the end. I've been dreaming of our life together since we were kids, that man is the love of my life, I know he is, It's all going to work out in the end.. just you wait.

He just asked me to be his best man.. it's okay, the wedding is still 10 months away, just don't give up hope yet, it'll all work out. It's only fair.

I'm at the rehearsal dinner... the wedding's tomorrow... it's okay, there's still time! Don't give up hope! There's still time...

I'm at the wedding helping him get ready... god I want to tell him about my feelings so badly.. I'll just have to wait until the objection thing. Then I'll tell him

As I saw him walk down isle, I couldn't help but hold my breath, he was gorgeous...

"Does anyone object?" The minister said as he looked around the room. Yes! Here's my chance, before I spoke I looked at him, the love of my life, looking at the man he was going to marry like I look at him, I looked at them for a few more seconds, before smiling, I didn't say anything..

Life is never easy.. life is a double edged sword, I used to think of myself as a glass half full kind of person, but after watching the only person I'm living for get married to someone else, the world will always be a glass half empty for me..

"You love him, don't you Bakugou." I turned to face shinsou, one the only good people left in this world, I turned back to face the dance floor, as I looked at Izuku and icy hot slow dancing together, I could see Izuku smiling that beautiful million dollar smile I've always loved.

"It doesn't matter who I love or don't love, as long as that smile's still in my life. That's all that matters." I turned back to face him, he had a pained and pity smile on his face.

"I'm sorry things didn't work out the way you wanted, you two would've been perfect.." he said as he stood up and walked away. I turned back to the dance floor and saw the love of my life kissing his newly husband, I smiled as I felt tears roll down my cheeks. I quickly stepped outside as a few more years escaped my eyes.

I grabbed onto the railing for the balcony as sobs left my lips. I felt like I had been crying for hours when in reality it was only five minutes. I turned to look back inside and saw my soulmate. Laughing with his friends and husband.

"You better take care of him icy hot..."

I wiped my tears and calmed myself down to make it look like I wasn't crying and put a gentle smile on my face, before I made my way back inside. As soon as I got inside I saw Izuku running towards me as he rambled on and on about how happy he was.

He's happy, after all these years of battling depression and heartbreak, he's happy.

I felt part of myself die inside as he continued to talk about how much he loved todoroki.. but if he's happy, then I'm happy...

Love is one of the most difficult challenges in life, you can ether win or lose... and I lost... Hard