[Once in a lifetime you were mine]

It's been two day since Xavier passing and Zayn hasn't come out his room for anything. He hasn't eaten or said a word to anyone and Trisha is becoming increasingly worried about her son. Everyone was grieving Xavier's death, but Zayn took it the hardest and they all hope that he will be able to come to terms with it soon.

"Has he come out yet?" Asked Leroy while he made mac and cheese.

"It hasn't come out of his room and I'm really worried about him, I thank you for coming hear. I didn't know what else to do." Trisha sniffled out a sob.

"It's alright Trisha, I will try and comfort Zayn, as much as I can." Leroy vowed, as he put the mac and cheese into a small bowl and headed to Zayn's room.

"Zayn it's me Leroy, can I come in?"

Leroy waited for moment, but didn't get any reply from Zayn, so he turned the knob and lucky it wasn't locked.
He entered Zayn's room and closed behind him.

Leroy walked over to Zayn's bed as he watched the poor boy stared blankly at the wall with heavy bags under his eyes and his hair sticking up all over the place with dried tear stains that covered his swollen red cheeks.

"Zayn, you gotta eat something before you end up in the hospital. I know your hurting about what happen to him, but you have to eat." Leroy reasoned, but still didn't get Zayn to talk. It was like Zayn was a statue that hasn't move for years.

"Here comes the chu chu train!" Leroy says excited doing train nosies as he put the spoon of Mac and Cheese in front Zayn's lips.

"Just one small bite." Begged Leroy. Which made Zayn angry unleashed and slap the spoon out of Leroy hand and the bowl of mac and cheese landed on Leroy's head.

Lucky it wasn't scorching hot and Leroy sighed as he went to Zayn's bathroom to clean the mess on his face and hair.

Once Leroy was done cleaning himself in the bath, he saw a kneeling Zayn on the floor in front of him, as if he was bowing to him.

"I'm s-sorry Leroy. I-I didn't m-mean it." Sobbed Zayn. Leroy felt truly bad for his best friend suffering and hope that he was enough to help him overcome the death of Xavier.

Leroy took Zayn's hand and placed him on the with him. Zayn got into Leroy's lap and sobbed into Leroy's neck. Leroy put his arms around the broken boy as he rocked him back and fourth.

"I'm here for you Zayn, it's going to be okay." Coos Leroy rubbing Zayn's back.

"Please don't leave me. I'm so alone without Xavier, it's my fault he's dead!"

"It's not your fault Zayn, it's was Aurora who did that to Xavier."

"Xavier is heaven and he hates me for not being able to protect him. Why do people get hurt when their around me Leroy? Why does everyone like to see be sad?" Zayn chokes out.

"Xavier will never hate you because he loves you to much and it was never your fault what happen ok? Harry and Aurora were cruel people and will get what's going to them. Sometimes I wish, I should've cut off Harry's balls off when I had the chance." Leroy grumbled at the end which made Zayn giggle a tiny bit.

"Leroy, will you stay with me? I don't wanna be lonely in my room and I wanna stop being sad, but I can't because Xavier is gone and I don't want to forget him, he means the world to me and the pain inside my chest won't go away. Please Leroy take the pain away." Zayn says sniffling.

"Grieving is the only way to suppress the pain. I'm never going to leave your side and you will overcome this Zayn."

Zayn nodded with a small smile. "Okay Leroy, thank you for helping me, I'm so lucky to have a best friend like you."

"I'm the lucky one Zayn, you deserve so much happiness than what you've gone threw and I'm going to see to it that you be happy once again. Would you like something to eat?"

"Pizza, if it's not to much to ask for and apple juice please." Zayn says with a small yawn.

"Okay, I will order a pizza then. How about you sleep for a while."

"Okay." Zayn says sleepy, as Leroy tucked Zayn into bed and leaving a kiss on his forehead, then exiting Zayn's room.

"How is he?" Niall asked making Leroy jump.

"Don't scary me like that! I almost shat myself." Leroy whisper yell.

"Sorry, but is Zayn okay? Can I talk to him?"

"Okay first, you better back up from the door, Zayn is resting now from excessively crying and he doesn't need to see you now."

"You don't know what your talking about, Zayn needs to be comfort by me, I'm going to be his soon to be boyfriend." Niall shot back.

"Whoa, you definitely need to slow your roll because Zayn isn't going to have a boyfriend anytime soon because he's grieving now and you forcing him to be in a relationship with him would be to much for him."

"Why are you trying to get between me and Zayn? Don't tell me you like him to."

"I really wish right now that I had my dick costume to slap the shit outta you, because your not listening to a damn word I'm saying! Zayn doesn't want your thirsty ass right now. Give him time to process Xavier death in his own terms. I have sexy AF Jack. I'm being Zayn's best friend now and he needs me, so you have to leave." Leroy Sassed snapping his fingers in a Z formation.

"Ok, I get it, but when can I see Zayn? I miss him so much and I would hate to see him sad. I just wanna make him smile with his adorable little laugh. You know much I love him and want to help him get better Leroy." Niall says sadly.

"I know you love Zayn, but just hold off a little longer, you can't overwhelm him to much. He was in love with Xavier, he may need time to get over him."

"It scared me that Zayn would've picked Xavier over me. They always spend time with each other and I was so damn jealous of Xavier from stealing Zayn from me, but I'm not happy that he's dead. He didn't have to die like that." Niall admits.

"Me too, but that's life. It's cruel and beautiful in some days and we just have to be their for Zayn it's only way for him to get better.

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sorry if this chapter was boring. I wanted to show how Xavier's life impacted Zayn so much that's making him grieve so much.

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