[The people are talking, the people are saying that you have been playing my heart, like a grand piano]

Zayn regained his eye sight when he slowly opened his eyes, he was laid on the couch with a blanket on top of him. He felt he had the weirdest dream that Xavier was actually alive, but it was all in his imagination.

"Drink this." A voice said making Zayn eyes snap to him. He couldn't believe Xavier was alive and well. Zayn couldn't process it in his brain, so many questions flooded his mind and he wanted to know every little detail.

"H-How?" Questioned a confused Zayn who took the glass of water and drank it until it was empty.

"You must have many questions." Xavier spoke quietly.

"You can't be real." Zayn whisper as his lips quiver.

"I am real Zayn. I need to explain myself why am I here."

"Then talk."

"When the doctor stitched up my knife wound. I had to make a choice to let you go, so I told the doctor to tell everyone that I was dead, it would be easier for everyone."

"How can you say that? It wasn't easier for me, do you know how much i cried? Didn't you hear me screaming in pain? What you did was really mean."

"I now know that Zayn and I'm deeply sorry for hurting you, I wanted to make your decision easier for you in picking Niall." Xavier reasoned.

Zayn puts his knees close to his chest as he rapid blinks trying to form words, but all he could do is stared at Xavier as if he was an allusion and not real.

"I would've chosen you Xavier." Zayn huffed.

"Don't lie to me Zayn, you would've picked Niall in the long run, it was never me that you really liked."

"That's not true, I would've picked you, but that's over now. I'm with Niall now. I'm sorry Xavier." Zayn pouted resting his head on his knees.

"It's the right decision, you are met to be with Niall, he's better than me in every way."

"Stop thinking about the bad stuff in your life. We've had some great moment, but you really didn't like me then?"

"Of course I like you Zayn. I adore you, but I'm not the right person for you, I couldn't let myself live without telling you the real truth that I'm alive."

"Did you know I blamed myself that you died? Anything good happens to me always end up bad for me. I don't know why that happens, but it does. People don't like me and I try to be nice to everyone yet there's always that one person that wants to hurt me." Zayn says a tears fell down his face.

"Zayn I-"

"You hurt me Xavier by lying to me, I never lied to you about loving you, yet you still think yourself as a bad person. We could've been happy, but I'm going to be happy with Niall. I hope you find someone you like."

"So we can't be friends?"

"Yes, but I just need some time to think, but I'm just so happy your alive!" Zayn cheers jumping on Xavier.

"Now I'm thinking I've made a stupid decision in letting you be with Niall."

"You guy's can share me if you want to." Zayn giggles, as he cuddles with Xavier.

"I'm sorry for hurting you."

"It's okay Xavier, I forgive you. Everyone should get a second chance."

"Do you still love me?"

"I do, but as a friend. I love Niall now and I'm sorry that you don't like that."

"It's fine, I did this to myself. I'm glad your happy with Niall, he's a good person for you."

"Don't forget that your a good person to Xavier. Never forget that."

"Can I kiss you one last time?" Xavier asked.

"Sure." Zayn cheers planting his lips against Xavier.

"What the hell is going on here!?" Boomed Niall making Xavier and Zayn pull apart.

"I was giving Xavier a last kiss." Zayn say causally not understanding what he just done.

"How did you get in?" Xavier asked.

"Leroy has a spare key to Zayn's house, but aren't you supposed to be dead!? And why are you kissing my Zayn?" Niall growled.

"It was just a last kiss thing, I wasn't trying to win back Zayn ." Xavier reasoned, but Niall wasn't haven't it.

Niall lunges after Xavier punching and sending them both flying to the floor fighting throwing punches and kicks.

"Stop! Please." Zayn begged, but they didn't listen.

"Jerry! Jerry! Jerry!" Chanted Leroy holding up his video camera.

"Leroy! Do something."

"I am! I'm chanting Jerry springer and recording it." Leroy says snapping his fingers.

Zayn try desperately getting in between Xavier and Niall, but it only ended with Zayn being punched in the face by Niall. By completely accident.

"Baby are you okay?" Niall asked getting away from Xavier and checking Zayn's forming bruise cheek.

"I don't you guy's to stop! Why don't you listen!?" Zayn yelled, clutching his cheek.

"This wouldn't have happen if you didn't kissing Xavier! Do you still have feelings for him!?" Niall hissed, griping onto Zayn's arm roughly.

"Niall your hurting me!"

"Answer me Zayn!"

"No! I don't like Xavier." Cried Zayn and that made Niall let go for Zayn's arms.

"Dude you need a arse whipping for making Zayn cry. Both of you guys get the hell out." Boomed a furious Leroy.

Xavier and Niall quickly scrambled out the door as Leroy chased them, but he slam the front door close.

Zayn scurried over to Leroy and latched onto him.

"It's okay now." Leroy coos rubbing Zayn's back.

"In the e-end I-I always get h-hurt." Zayn whimpers.

"I promise you this won't happen again. I'm sorry for not stopping the fight. Let's go upstairs and get some cream for your bruised cheek okay?"

Zayn nodded, but didn't let go Leroy. Zayn felt like his life his spiraling out of control with Xavier back in his life and Niall angry over kissing him, it feels like nothing can ever be peaceful in his life. Zayn just hopes the fighting just stops for once.

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Dedication: horanpov

I can't believe we are already on chapter thirty! How time flies. Maybe ten more chapter until the story is over? Not sure it yet.

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