{This dream isn't feeling sweet, We're reeling through the midnight streets and I've never felt more alone, feels so scary getting old.}

Niall felt like he was slowly dying inside, he remembering idozling the monologue of the music video Ride By Lana Del Rey. Niall wanted to be envy by everyone, but not claimed or become tied down to one person. Niall wanted to seek safety in other people either it was sex or being held close to, like he was being loved. Even if all the encounters Niall had with men were just pleasure, didn't felt they were his men that worship him.

Shriving and fragile Niall on the bed alone, he wanted to get his phone from the nightstand, but he couldn't move a muscle, but his body ached with pains of being used be four men. Niall high died down, but he still craved the drug like his life dependent on it. Niall had no idea what time it was or how long was he on Crashes bed. He wanted to get up and run away from all the problems he faced.

"Your awake." Crash spoke casually. It made Niall tense up with his voice being so calm, like he wasn't just used for sex by four men who wanted money, but was offered like a silver platter.

"We are still cool right? I didn't plan on you getting gang banged by my dealers." Muttered Crash, getting into bed next to Niall.

"Take me home." Niall choked out.

"Why would I do that? I like you here Niall, in my home. You don't have to worry about being a whore, even tho thats what you are. You've build up such a repuation in your school, it amazes me how famous you are."

Niall manage to roll his eyes when Crash called him famous, Niall had no clue that he was being talked about like some piece of meat, but he did had his fair share with men.

"I'm not your whore, or anyones play thing. Just to make to my damn house, I don't wanna think about this room or what just happen to me."

"I like you Niall, maybe I went alittle to far by using you to get out of my money trouble, but I think we can get passed it." Reasoned Crash, placing his cold hands on Niall's warm sticky forehead.

Niall scoffed, "Did you just say maybe you went alittle to far? I didn't asked to be forced into sex with four guys, I can't believe, I was so stupid into going to your house. I was thinking since you were a friend of Xavier, you would at least be decent in taking me to a cool party to take my mind off things, but you freaking drugged and used me.

Crash rolled his eyes and caressing Niall's cheek. "Your known as the school slut in your school, I don't understand why are you complaning, if you weren't so loose in school, then you wouldn't be in my bed."

Niall digested Crashes words into his mind, it does make sense to some extent. If Niall didn't screwed mostly all of the guys in his school, he wouldn't be here, but there's no time for thinking about what if's, Niall just wanted to be home with his mom and in his warm bed.

"How about I give you a nice bubble for you and clean you up? As a sorry for what happen to you."

"Your unbelieveable Crash, what a stand up guy you are, but yes I would like a bubble bath." Niall begged at the end. He was physically and emotional drained tonight, Niall is glad that he had enough energy to speak.

Crash runned the tub with warm water and putting in cheap bubble soap into the rising tub water, he picked up Niall from the bed and gently placed him into the tub. Crash took a wash cloth and squeezed some liquid soap in a wash cloth and started to wash Niall's naked body.

"What a pretty body you have Niall." Prasied Crash, making Niall undeniable blush. Niall didn't want to be comforted or being patted with comments, he wanted to be hide away from the world and never be seen again.

"If you wasn't on planning on giving me up to your dealers, then did you give me ecstasy and started to undress me?"

"I wanted you Niall, it's no lie that your extremely attractive and have a fit body, I just wanted a taste of what everyone raving about." Crash shrugs.

"You could've ask and not to drug me force yourself on me, it's like I'm always a target."

"Well you make yourself a target, so stop hoeing around and you should be fine." Xavier reassures washing Niall's hair.

"I just don't want to be alone, I don't mind sleeping with lots of guys, but it's coming to dangerous for me, I don't want this ever happen again." Niall says teary eyed.

"Then let me love you." Crash says looking into Niall's eyes.

Niall laugh loudly, then wincing. "You? I rather have better chances with Xavier since he's changed so much for Zayn, it's unbelievable how close their are. Zayn really changed him and their both happy." Niall muttered.

"Than why don't you change me. I have alot of apologizing to do with the whole gang bang incident a few hours ago, it wasn't my intention of doing that to you." Crash said truthfully.

"Can you not bring that up again. I'm tired of reliving that. Why you wanna be with someone like me? Aren't I just a loose person as you put it? You just wanted a taste of my Horan lucky charms." Mocked Niall.

"If Xavier changed for Zayn, then we gotta try right? It's the only way to know if we can get a chance of happiness Niall. I'm all for you and me to take things slowly." Crash says, then washing the soap off Niall's body with water. He lifted up to stand and grabbed the towel putting it around his waist.

"Can you walk?" Crash asked, Niall try to lift his leg up, but he yelped in pain making Crash lift Niall on top of him.

"I'm in pain." Hissed Niall.

"It's going to okay, I got you." Crash walked towards the bed and putting gently putting Niall their.

Crash went to his closet and fetch some clothes for Niall, he helped put them on and tucked him in his bed.

"Your not sleeping here with me?" Niall questioned confused.

"I was going to sleep on the couch, I don't wanna make you feel more uncomfortable." Crash says yawning.

"I want you to stay."

"I was hoping you would say that." Crash grins and gets into bed.

"I change my mind get out." Niall sarcastically said with a light chuckle.

"So have you though about giving us a shot?"

"I don't know Crash, I don't know, if I trust you enough not to hurt me again." Niall says throwing his head back on the fluffy pillow.

"Maybe this will change your mind." Crash says biting his lip, then going in for the kiss. Niall froze a while, then eventually kissed back.

"You got anything for the pain?" Niall exclaims.

"Oh yeah, I got something just for that." Crash opening the bottom draw and taking out a needle.

"What the hell is that!? It better not be another drug to make me pass out and your going to start using me again."

Crash shook his head. "It's morphine, it will numb your body from the pain, I promise this won't kill you."

"Alright, but if I die cause of this, I'm going to haunt you." Niall warned and Crash nodded injection a small amount of Morphine into Niall's arm.

It only took seconds for the morphine to isolate his nervous system, it felt weird to Niall, not having any feeling, he was literally numb and it loved it. No feeling like utter crap or pain in his private region.

"Better?" Crash questioned cornered.

Niall nodded and began kissing Crashes lips, if Niall wants to move on from Zayn, then he has to force himself to fall for someone else and that person is Crash.

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Sorry no Zavier in this chapter.

So Crash & Niall ship name: Nrash or Ciall?

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