{The power of youth is on my mind, Sunsets, small town, I'm out of time.Will you still love me when I shine,From words but not from beauty?}

Leroy woke up semi early on a Sunday morning, because he was so used to waking up early to school. He tries to fall back to sleep, but can't. His butt muscles are twitching from that epic dance twerk off last night, he can't help but smile at the midnight memories he shared with Niall and Zayn. It gave him time to ignore his problems about Louis. Leroy doesn't want to be Louis's toy, but it's all for Zayn's safety.

Leroy is willing to give up everything to keep Zayn happy and not become infected by pervy teenagers and adults. There's only a few people like Zayn who enjoys being himself and doesn't react towards his hormones,  than his kind sensitive heart.

Leroy sat up on the bed, traveling his sleep eyes to see Zayn sprawled out on the bed next to him. His mouth slightly open with his tongue stick out. Leroy laugh softly himself and notice Niall wasn't in bed next to Zayn. Leroy got up from the bed and walked towards the bathroom and open the door.

"Niall! What are you doing!?" Leroy yelled whisper, closing the door behind him and sat next to Niall on the floor. Niall has a big bottle of aspirin in hands, tearing falling down his face.

"How many did you to take?" Leroy questioned softly.

"I think fifteen." Mumbled Niall.

"Spit them out now!"

"I swallowed them already Leroy."

"I'm not playing games Niall, stick your finger down your throat and throw them up." Leroy snaps.

"No I won't do that Leroy, I just want to end the suffering inside my body. I'm tried of feeling like this, I can't live with feeling depression inside my heart. I need to numb the pain, it's the only way to make me forget what Harry did to me!." Niall cried.

"Do you want me to do it for you? I'm not going to see it here and watch my best friend pass out or die overdosing himself. Your stronger that this Niall, you need to keep fighting and don't let Harry win." Leroy says sternly.

"I'm sorry, I should've woken you up. I didn't mean to scare you like this and doing this Zayn house makes me feel stupid. I'm glad he hasn't woken up yet, I just wanna forget, Harry is making me fall apart inside, the nightmares are getting worst. I just need time to heal."

"Your not stupid Niall, your just going thru some things, now come to the toilet and vomit those pills out." Leroy says calmly, talking Niall's hand and guiding him to the toilet.

It took around five minutes for Niall to empty his stomach out, he felt tired sticking his finger down his throat to get rid of the pills inside his body.

"Niall, if you ever like your going to have a breakdown tell me. There's no reason not to tell me what's going." Leroy says seriously. Niall nodded and clinger into to Leroy for dear life.

"I cannot express how much gratitude that your here and helping me Leroy. I love you so much as a brother, just thank you." Niall croaked.

In a time of need, Leroy vowed to be always their for Niall, even seeing Niall at his worst, he still will support him. It shows how Leroy is committed to Niall as his best friend and it continues to grow by the second.

"Your welcome Niall, but there's something that's been eating inside that I've been itching to tell you, but I'm afraid of what you might think of me." Leroy mumbled, trying to suppress his tears. It's taking a lot to tell Niall what Louis did to him.

Niall blue eyes gazed at Leroy, he never seen him this scared or vulnerable, Leroy is alway the happy one who's willingly to bring smiles into everyone faces with his sassiness.

"Before you saying anything, you know I won't banish you for whatever your going to tell me, so what's wrong?" Niall questioned biting his lips. The anticipation is killing him, Niall's heart pounding like his heart is having seizure inside his chest.

"You know Louis is the new art teacher." Leroy get out and Niall shakes his head.

"What? When did this happen?"

"The same day you weren't around. Zayn wanted me to go with me to keep him company cuz he had detention for no reason. So I was going to be be their for Zayn in case Louis tired anything, but It just has so fast. The things I did with Louis, I can't take it back." Leroy says shaky.

"What did Louis to you?" Niall says quietly, his lips trembling.

"I let Louis take my virginity , it was either he take mine or Zayn's, I couldn't let that happen. I rather be from me than put his nasty self on Zayn, I felt so disgusted once he used me like some piece of meat. Fuck, I'm so stupid for letting him to that to me." Leroy cried, Niall hugged Leroy until he finish crying.

It realization finally hit Leroy that he made the wrong the decision, he should've thought of something better than giving what Louis wanted, hecan't deny that he blames Zayn for the destruction he caused by injecting his innocents into their life's.

"Leroy, I don't look at you any differently, you always think of someone else's feelings before yours. It not necessarily a bad thing. You prevented Zayn from be severely dramatize by Louis, but it's hurting you and I don't like seeing you so broken."

"Do you blame Zayn?" Leroy questioned with a hint of anger in his tone.

"Blame Zayn for what?"

"If he wasn't in our life's, we wouldn't have to go thru so much pain right now. It's all his fault! His damn innocents his tearing us apart. This isn't going to stop Niall, until Louis's haves him, I don't know if I can give myself to Louis again." Leroy says shakily.

"It won't come to that, I promise." Niall reassured, then wiping Leroy's tears away and they held each other for comfort.

Zayn detached his ear off the bathrooms door, all was going thru his mind was Leroy's words about blaming him for Louis's actions and it's all his fault for causing problems in their friendship. Zayn never felt so betrayed in his life, feeling like a burden people have to deal with.

He quietly gets dress and leaves his house without telling anyone, he needed some time to think about why he's such a failure at life and how can he fix himself without being to much of a nuisance towards others. What Zayn really wanted to know is what did Niall think, does he consider him a waste of space? Or a person who shouldn't be apart of his friendship?

Zayn walked aimlessly around until he found a bench to sit on, he began to develop a headache from thinking to hard. The hurtful comments Leroy said dug into his brain, like a graveyard planting it's dead seed inside and burying into Zayn's mind for good.

Zayn's didn't understand why is he so likely to be victimize by the way he acts, it's alway been a core value of Zayn to be nice and kind to every single person he come across, yet it's been taken advantage by people who feed on his innocents and Zayn doesn't understand that his innocents is making others suffer.

"Zayn." A familiar voice rang into Zayn's ear making his blood run cold and his heart started to beat rapidly. He looked up from the ground and started into those familiar eyes that made him terrify with fear.

"X-Xavier!?" Zayn stutter in fear. He thought he was safe from him, Zayn can't believe how close he is to him. The flashback of Xaiver harming him in the pool replayed into his brain, he needed to escape before something far worst is going to happen, but Zayn can't move, he stunned to the bone.

"I wanted to discuss everything with you. Why I broke my promise to you, why I fucked up my friendship with you because of that twat Harry, if you give me a another chance. I know I'm asking for your forgiven so quickly, but I know your the type of person who gives second chances, so what do you say?" Xavier says nervously, it's the first time he's actually letting his guard down and convincing Zayn that he wants to chance for him.

"How did you find me here?"

"Once I got out of jail today, I was heading to  your house, but I didn't know if you were still scared of me. So I was about to turn back home, but I saw that you was leaving your house, so I followed you here."

"A-Are you here to h-hurt me?"

"Of course not Zayn. I never want to hurt ever again. I was acting reckless and stupid, I promise from this point on, I will never lay a finger on you ever again. I've destroyed our bond we had that night and I want to rebuild what we had as friends, If you want to."

"Yeah, I would like that, but promise you will tell me everything on why didn't you h-hurt me, is their something w-wrong with m-me that people like to make me feel b-bad about myself?" Zayn question frowning, his eyes glossy from his tear.

"Everything is perfect about you Zayn, there's nothing wrong with you. I will explain everything, If you come back to my trailer park." Xavier pleaded, extending his hand. Zayn hesitated at first, then took Xavier hand and walked, he hopes he's doing the right thing and trusting him again.
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