{My happy little pill take me away, dry my eyes bring color to my skies, my sweet little pill take my hunger Light within, numb my skin.}

It was a Saturday morning and Niall strolled into the cafeteria with a look of brokenness and fear. Niall begged his mother not to attend school today, but he already missed one day and the school called saying the individual who was responsible for the fire in the girls bathroom has led all students to come on Saturday.

Niall wasn't ready to attend school, he didn't want to face Harry at all. His mind mocking him with dark dreams about being violated in such ways that Niall knew that wasn't possible. He didn't want to be torture anymore by his dreams that play the tragic events that happen in that bathroom.

Depression reared its ugly head back into Niall's fragile heart. Consuming all things that were positives in his life. Happiness was foreign to Niall's feelings, he didn't know how to be genuinely happy. Maybe Zayn was his sort of happiness, or just being in Zayn's presence made Niall feel warmed inside, but Niall was getting into his old habits of popping pills again trying to void the lingering pain he had in his heart of being harshly treated and feeling unloved.

Niall sat like a zombie staring into his food tray with no emotion, with few glances he got from other students around him. He wanted the suffering and dreams to stop, Niall wants to move on, but it's still fresh in his mind. Every touch and pain that Harry caused was still tainted on his body and on his nerves system.

Your pathetic and can't even defend yourself against Harry. You deserve every amount of pain you gotten from Harry. Your just an object to men. It's all you will ever be. The voice in Niall's brain mocked and he believed every word of it to the extend of feeling like object to please teenagers in this school. Niall coping mechanism was to be blinded by the rush of skin on skin contact and numbing his feelings when man used him, but it couldn't work forever. What Niall really wants is to be loved.

"Dude, where have you been? I haven't seen you at all yesterday. Did you get lucky last night?" Leroy questioned, sitting across from Niall putting his trey on the table.

"I went home early yesterday." Niall say weakling. It took a lot of energy to say that. Niall couldn't even get a good night sleep last night, Harry really took him over the edge.

"Niall, are you alright? Your face is like badly bruised and why are you wearing a big sweater?" Leroy question concerned, examining his friend closely.

"I'm fine!" Niall snap.

"Niall, don't tell me..." Leroy started, but Niall quickly cut him off.

"Don't you dare say it." Niall snarled, folding his arm against his chest.

"Your abusing pills again, aren't you?" Leroy frown, extending hand to comfort Niall, but he smacked it away.

"No I'm not, I just used a few aspirin for my headache is all." Niall mumbled.

"A few? How many is a few?"

"Seven."

Leroy eyes widen, "Seven!? Niall what the hell gotten into you!? we've been thru this. Those pills are going to damage the insides of your body and I made you stop before, why haven't you called or text me?" Leroy frantically question. He felt clueless that his friend was going thru something and hadn't realized it. Leroy thought that Zayn was overreacting about how he hasn't seen Niall yesterday, but Zayn knew something was up and Leroy was to blind to see it.

"I can handle it myself."

"Tell me what's the matter, you know I won't judge you." Leroy begged.

"It's my fault that it happen. You will see how disgusting I am, if I tell you." Niall muttered, looking down at his tray avoiding Leroy's eyes.

Leroy got up and sat next to Niall putting a protective arm around him.

"Tell me what happen from the beginning." Leroy murmured softly.

Niall took a deep breath, "Yesterday during first period Harry took me out of class first period and we were arguing in the bathroom stall about that he made Xavier hurt Zayn. Harry got angry that I stopped Xavier from forcing himself on Zayn and Harry was enraged that he..." Niall couldn't finish, he cried into Leroy arms. Niall couldn't say the fact that Harry basically forced himself on him.

"What did that fucker do to you!?" Leroy growled.

"It's doesn't matter, it was my fault that it happen. I should've have yelled at Harry." Niall whispered, wiping his tears away.

"Earth to Niall, Harry doesn't control your actions. Of course your going to be angry at Harry for trying to hurt Zayn. We all have done things to protect Zayn. Leroy's voice cracked a little.

"What did you do?" Niall questioned confused.

"Nothing, don't worry about me, I need to be protective over you and Zayn. You don't need to comfort me." Leroy reassured. Leroy wants to be the person that even if he's suffering from Louis who painfully took his virginity yesterday afternoon, he won't show the pain he has. Leroy is a trooper who will give everyone happiness except himself.

"Leroy, if something bothering you, you know can talk to me about anything, I know you like to hide your problems away from others and take care of everyone else's problems, but yours."

"I'm honestly preachy like the twerking cartoon chicken from the: This Is How We Do Music Video." Leroy joked and Niall laughed.

The bell rang and both Niall and Leroy groaned and got to head to their first class.

Both boys walked into class seeing Zayn in the back of the classroom and smiling at them, while he kick his feet back and fourth.

"Hi." Zayn says smiling.

"Hey Zayn." Both Niall and Leroy greeted.

Harry walked into the classroom and his eyes lands on Niall, he feels somewhat guilty for hurting him. He didn't mean to go to that far, but his anger got the best of him, it clouded his judgement and blocking the pleads and cries of Niall telling him to stop, but he didn't.

"Niall.." Harry started, but Niall tensed in fear and looked away from Harry.

"Back the hell up Harry, you don't speak or look at Niall ever again. Sit far away from him and keep all your body parts away from him, or I will chop it up and feed it to the birds outside." Leroy sassed, snapping his fingers in a Z formation.

"I just wanted to apologize what I did."

"You just can't apologize to what you did. You've broken my best friend. I never seen him like this before, I advise you to back the hell up away from us."

Harry glared at Leroy, then looked at Niall who was shaking and had tears in his eyes. Zayn got up from his chair and bear hug Niall rocking him back and fourth. Harry felt anger, yet obeyed Leroy's request and took a seat on the far left in the front row.

"Dory, your going to be okay. That meany Harry isn't going to bothering anymore." Zayn reassured. Niall softly smiled, drying his eyes with his hands.

"Thanks Zayn for the hug."

"Your welcome, I don't like seeing you sad. Your an amazing person Niall."

Niall didn't believe Zayn's words, Niall felt used and will never feel the existence of true love. He's to worn out and used to be admired about, Niall doesn't believe that someone can love him cause he's to much of a whore and no one can love a whore like him.

Mr. Spencer walks into class and looks around the classroom and sees only seven students inside.

"Where is everyone?"

Leroy snorted," At home or outside having fun while were hear learning about nonsense. I told you no one would show up at school on a Saturday."

"Well lucky for you guys, I'm going raise your grade by one letter just by attending."

"Yaaa, no more D for me. I'm actually going to a C in this class." Zayn says with joy.

"I'm actually going to pass your class for once." Leroy grumbled, folding his arms against his chest.

"Since their isn't any reason for me to teach and barely students in other classes, the school is releasing you to go home." Mr. Spencer says and sitting on his chair.

"Sleepover party!" Leroy exclaim.

"Can it be in my house?" Zayn question eagerly.

"Yasss. Zayn I was counting on you cuz I'm broke as hell and ask your mom, if she can buy plenty of munchies."

"Ok!" Zayn says happily taking out his phone and texting his mother.

"I will handle the music, get your butts ready for Anaconda dance off hannnn." Leroy shouts, swinging his head band over his head.

The bell rang and some students left the classroom quickly and out the school building. Niall step out the classroom to get some air and he felt a hand touch his shoulder making him flinch.

"Niall, we need to talk." Harry spoke softly.

"No we don't, I can't even look at you right now. Your a selfish prick you know that right? I hate you so much right now." Niall spat taking four steps back.

"I'm sorry, but you get over this so we can go back to they way things were."

"I'm not doing this anymore with you Harry, you violated me to the point were I'm longer your toy or whore. I'm not going thru that again."

"Then what the hell am I supposed to do while you whore it up with other men!? It's all your good for anyway. If you want to act like a whore, then you should be treated like one.

"I didn't wanted to be this person. I just want someone to be devoted to me." Niall whispers shyly.

Harry snorted, "How can someone be committed to you when you alway have your legs open. No one wants to be tied down to you. Where not in the 1950s anymore were love is bliss and magical. It's all about the sex." Harry said sternly.

"Well, I'm tired of it. I want someone to treat like I exist and not an object." Niall says proudly.

Harry laugh dryly, "Who's going to want to be with you? Everyone expects you to bend over and take it, not to be boyfriend material. Your not worthy enough to actually be in a relationship." Harry harshly spat.

Niall bite his bottom lips, blinking back the tears. He doesn't want to believe Harry's words, but it's true. Niall doesn't feel worthy enough to be anyone's lover. Niall believes he will live his life alone and no one to care for him.

Leroy hears the disgusting words Harry snarled at Niall and quickly walks out the classroom to push Harry on the floor.

"What the hell!?" Harry barked.

"What did I say!? Don't talk or look at Niall ever again. He doesn't want anything to do with you and stop making him feel like crap, he doesn't need it coming from your pathetic self." Leroy snaps.

"I don't have to listen to you, Niall is still going to be my object that I get to play with it. Eventually he will come crawling back to me." Harry smirks.

"Your really a gigantic prick!" Leroy yelled, kicking Harry in the balls.

"Shit that hurt!" Harry moaned in pain on the floor.

"That's good! Now stay away from Niall or I will crush your balls." Leroy growled, his shoe stepping lightly on Harry's ball making him whimper loudly.

"Ok! Stop! Step off my balls!" Harry begged.

"Next time, you won't be so lucky. I will stomp both of them." Leroy chucked darkly and taking Niall's hand going back to the classroom.

****

It's night time and the boys are all in Zayn's room chatting it up with munchies scatter all over Zayn's bed.

"Popcorn, Doritos, and candy!? Your mom bought the good stuff." Leroy applauded Zayn and popping a few sour patch kids into his mouth.

"Thanks, I wasn't sure what she was going to get, I'm glad she got the good kinds of munchies." Zayn smiled.

"Soo Zayn, do you have any crushes on anyone in school?" Leroy questioned, wiggling his eyebrows.

"No." Zayn says quickly blushing, then took a quick glance at Niall who was eating popcorn and looking out the window.

"What about Xavier? Did you like him?" Leroy kept probing questions.

"He was nice at first, but he hurt me the last time I saw him. Maybe I did a tiny bit, but Niall saved me from him." Zayn says smiling, biting his bottom lip.

"So you like Niall!?" Leroy gasp and squealing.

"What!? N-No I d-don't like N-Niall, I didn't s-say that." Zayn says rapidly, face red as blood.

"I'm just teasing Zayn, I think you and Niall would make a perfect couple. I can be all fangirling and taking pictures of you guys." Leroy grinned.

"Leroy." Niall warned, with a slight blush on his cheeks.

"Alright, alright. I'm going to stop, let's get this twerk dancing started!" Leroy shouted, then blasting the beats pill speakers with the Anaconda song.

My Anaconda don't...

My Anaconda don't...

My Anaconda don't want none unless you got buns hun

"Boy toy named Troy used to live in Detroit

Big dope dealer money, he was getting some coins

Was in shootouts with the law, but he live in a palace

Bought me Alexander McQueen, he was keeping me stylish" Leroy sang twerking his butt off, while Zayn and Niall laughed.

"Come on guys! Twerk with me. It's no fun when I'm the only making a fools out of self.

"Alright Leroy, you lucky I know this song." Niall huffed and got up from the bed.

"By the way, what he say?

He can tell I ain't missing no meals

Come through and fuck 'em in my automobile

Let him eat it with his grills,

He keep telling me to chill

He keep telling me it's real, that he love my sex appeal

Because he don't like 'em boney, he want something he can grab

So I pulled up in the Jag, and i hit 'em with the jab like...

Dun-d-d-dun-dun-d-d-dun-dun" Leroy continuing to sang popping his booty, while snacking on some Doritos.

"I was going to sing that part." Niall pouted.

"Just wait for the next verse part to come up." Leroy says mouth full of Doritos.

My Anaconda don't...

My Anaconda don't...

My Anaconda don't want none unless you got buns hun

"Alright go Niall and slay this verse."

"This dude named..." Niall started sing, but Leroy intervene.

"Zayn!" Leroy added.

"used to ride motorcycles

Dick bigger than a tower, I ain't talking about Eiffel's

Real country ass nig*a let me play with his rifle

Pus*y put his ass to sleep, now he calling me NyQuil

Now that bang bang bang,

I let him hit it 'cause he slang Cocaine

He toss my salad like his name Romaine

And when we done, I make him buy me Balmain

I'm on some dumb sh*t." Niall sang, twerking with Leroy on the floor, while Zayn giggled uncontrollably, Zayn had a bunch of dollars bills his mom gave him for an allowance, so he made it rain money on them.

"Yasss Zayn keep them dollas coming." Leroy appalled.

"My Anaconda don't...

My Anaconda don't...

My Anaconda don't want none unless you got buns hun" They all sang twerking in they own different way.

"Ok Niall, I have the epic finale part version on my iPod when Nicki sings that crazy part at the end while droppin her booty on Drake. Get ready for it and Zayn, just continue twerking that adorable little booty you got." Leroy announce and both Niall and Zayn nodded.

"Yeah, he love this fat as*

Yeah! This one is for my b*tches with a fat as* in the fuc*ing club

I said, "Where my fat ass big b*tches in the club?"

Fuck those skinny b*tches,

Fuck those skinny b*tches in the club

I wanna see all the big fat as* b*tches in the motherfu*king club, fuc* you if you skinny b*tches What? Yeah!

Yeah. I got a big fat ass. Come on!" Leroy and Niall sang loudly with all the leftover energy they had and finish their twerking along with Zayn.

"Brother and sister relationship my ass, Drake and Nicki be trippin." Leroy say panting.

"I think we had enough of Anaconda for one day." Niall huffs.

"So if I don't have buns, then a Anaconda doesn't want none? How come?" Zayn questioned confused.

Both Niall and Leroy glance at each other, then looked at Zayn.

"If you don't have any hamburger buns then the Anaconda doesn't want to eat none." Leroy lied sweetly.

"Oh it makes sense now." Zayn giggled.

"Alright, let's head off to sleep we are all tired from this epic fun and junk food." Niall says genuinely smiling.

"You had fun?" Leroy questioned Niall, cleaning up the mess on the floor.

Niall nodded, "Yeah thanks for this, it kept my mind at ease and off Harry."

"No problem, it's what's best friends do for each other." Leroy says patting Niall's back.

All three boys got into bed. Leroy on the far left at the edge of the bed. Zayn in the middle and Niall on the right. Zayn naturally scooted closer to Niall putting his face on his chest, while Niall planted a kiss on his forehead and rested his face on Zayn's fluffy hair.

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