Tonight is Monday Night Raw, last Thursday Nikki was attacked and I walked out to the ring to check on her, only to have her tell me that she doesn't want me to rescue her.. I mean, what does she expect me to do? Just watch the woman I love get hurt? I don't know what to do, I feel like I should leave Nikki alone, because I feel like I hurt her more every time she sees me.. But then, I can't let her go... I won't.. I heard my locker room door open, snapping me from my thoughts. I have this hope that Nikki will walk in but Dean walks in and I frown. He scoffs as he sits on the couch. "What? Were you expecting someone different?" I shrugged "Not expecting... Just hoping." "Why don't you just talk to her?" I looked at him with a face. "Where have you been these past days?! Nikki wants nothing to do with me.. The woman can't even bear to look at me." He nodded and looked at me with a questionable face. "If you still love Nikki, why didn't you marry her?" I stood quiet, and shook my head. "Uh-uh Joseph.. We've been best friends for way to fucking long for you to not tell what happened, so spill." I knew there was no arguing with Dean so I turned around and looked at him. "Galina." He shook his head, "I knew that witch had something to do with this... Joseph, you can't let her control your life anymore, man." "It's not that I'm letting her control my life, it's just what she said was true.. If I married Nikki, she would eventually found out about Galina, and worse she would find out about Joelle.. So I ended it before something really bad happened." "So what? You think you did such a great job ending it, but look at you, man.. You look like you haven't slept in days, people can't even have a regular conversation with you, man.. You're out of it.. You aren't happy and it ain't right.. And trust me, you aren't the only one who's suffering, there's a reason why Nikki can't bear to stare at you.. The girl is still in love with you man, it hurts to even stare at you because it brings back all the good memories. You aren't just losing your happiness, Nikki is losing hers too." He hopped off the couch and walked to the door, "Listen man, no matter what Nikki says, don't let her go.. Cause I'm telling you, you might lose her forever." And with that he walked out of the locker room. I ran my hands through my hair, thinking back to everything that Dean said, and he was right.. I'm thinking I'm doing the right thing but I'm just making both, me and Nikki suffer. I turned the tv on, and there she was, in the middle of the ring, wrestling with Alicia. Alicia grabbed Nikki face and bounced it off the turnbuckle, Nikki fell to the mat, holding her mouth like if she hurt herself. I stood up and watch the tv closely. She was still laid out of the mat, Alicia picked her up and did her finisher move in Nikki.

1..2..3 "The winner of this match.. Alicia Fox!!"

Nikki sat up still grabbing her mouth. The ref kneed down to her level, asking her questions. What is going on? Is she hurt? I stormed out of my locker room and ran down to the gorilla. I walked out and down the ramp, I climbed into the ring. I stared as the ref checked out Nikki's mouth. She stared in my direction, our eyes met for a split second. She got up and walked up to me. "Hey, babygirl.. You alr-" I didn't finish my sentence when I felt her slap me hard across the face, then with that she rolled out of the ring. I rubbed my cheek, and rolled out of the ring, with anger. She walked backstage as I stormed after her. She wasn't that hard to catch up to, she walked into the hallway that lead to her locker room. I was right behind her when she stopped walking, she turned around and tried to slap my again but I caught her hand. She stared at me with anger written all over her face, her lips swollen from her previous match, her eyes on the verge of tears. I pulled her and placed her against the wall before slamming our lips together. Her lips melted with mine, as we kissed with anger and passion. She placed her hands on my chest as I grabbed her face. We kissed for a few more seconds before she shoved me off, tears now running down her cheeks. "Joseph, I'm not doing this with you, okay? This isn't happening, not anymore.. Just please... go." I ran my hands through my hair "Nicole, please." She shook her head "No Joseph! Please just.. Haven't you hurt me enough?! Huh? Why did you kiss me?! Why?! You kissed me to play with my emotions, make me think something that doesn't exist. So please, just go." She walked into her locker room and slammed the door shut. I walked walked to the door and leaned against it.. "I still love you Nikki Bella.."