TONY'S POV

"Oh, it's that guy! The one who's been trying to kill you" - Steve's face showed anger in a heartbeat.

"Maybe, but I don't think he's alone,we better be careful. And I think we shouldn't tell everyone about that part yet. I know you have that whole loyal leader thing,but I think we should find out more first." - I said and waited for his reaction, he took a moment to answer, I knew it was hard for him.

"I think you're right and also don't forget I'm loyal to you too now." - as soon as he said that I just froze.

I didn't know what to say or do. I'm not used to people being so loyal or truthful to me. And that trust coming from Steve was even more important.

I didn't have any words so I just stood on tiptoe and kissed him.

We finished taking a shower and we were finishing getting ready when We heard a knocking on the door.

"I get it" - Steve went to answer while I was getting dressed.

"Hey, we brought food and wine" - I heard Natasha saying.

"I wish Steve could get drunk at least once" - I joked and greeted them.

"Same thing here" - Natasha joked back.

We had a table on the balcony that was perfect. We sat there, ate and talked.

I could see Bruce was a little shy and uncomfortable.

"Excuse us, ladies" - I joked and got up , calling Bruce to come with me.

"Stark, who are you kidding?" - Natasha said and Steve started laughing with her. I sent him a deadly look and that just made him laugh even more.

"C'mon, Bruce, I want to show you something I made " - of course that was just an excuse.

"Hey, man, you need to relax" - I said and sat on the bed and he sat by my side.

"Is it that obvious?" - he was really nervous.

"I know Natasha is far from average, but she likes you, you have to get past your fear to have sex with her." - I said and he got embarrassed.

" Don't you feel...hm... nervous when you're you know with Steve?"

"No, I just worry that he can break me easily if he's not careful" - I joked to try to make him feel comfortable and he did, he laughed.

"It doesn't matter if Steve is above average, I have to trust myself, of course it's easier,cause he's never had sexual experiences with someone else, but I know I'm good. And we have our above average brains too."

"You're right, I'll follow your advice. Let me just ask you something. I never thought you'd turn out to be, like, gay, but aren't you afraid that Steve someday would be curious in trying it with a girl? "

Why haven't I thought about it?

The thought of this happening, made my stomach wrap. I never thought I'd be so nervous about losing someone cause I've never even had someone to loose, just my parents.

"Tony, C'mon! That was really stupid of me, of course Steve is not going to do that,ok? Don't listen to a guy that can't even have sex with his hot girlfriend cause she's too hot." - Bruce was trying to fix everything and he really seemed sorry.

"Hey, honey, ready to go?" - Steve and Natasha came from the balcony.

"Sure, of course" - Bruce got up really fast, said goodbye to us and they left.

"Hey, what did you say to Bruce? He seemed scared" - Steve came into my direction and wrapped his arms around my waist.

" I helped him, like you asked"

"Steve..." - I got the courage to say it.

"Yeah, honey"

"Are you sometimes curious of trying something with a woman?" - I just asked, cause I don't like those stupid drama games.

"What? Tony, you know I'm not into those kinds of things" - he got angry.

"Not, in that way." - I laughed,cause he went even further. - "Like, dating a woman"

"What? You gotta be kidding me" - he started laughing.

"Don't laugh, old man" - I punched his stomach, of course it didn't hurt, not even a little.

"I don't wanna be with a woman. My boyfriend is Tony Stark for God's sake. I've never had sex with someone else, but I still know what's good or not and I must say having sex with you, is the best pleasure sensation I've ever experienced in my life and it is pretty long"

"Yeah, you're right, I'm the best" - I smiled and he rolled his eyes.

"That's the Stark I know. Egocentric arrogant Playboy." - he kissed my cheek.

We brushed our teeth and got in our underwear to lay on the bed. He immediately took me in his arms.

"Honey" - he whispered in my ear.

"Yeah"

"How could I want to be with another person when I have that?" - I felt his hand grab my ass strongly.

"Son of a bitch! So you just want my ass! "

"First, language. Second you know that's not entirely true" - he said and I elbowed him, he started laughing and so did I.

He was thoughtful to me and caring. And that was the first time I experienced something like this.

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I woke up scared in the middle of the night fighting to breath. I sat in a sudden move.I was sweating, desperate. Steve woke up, cause when I moved I got out of his arms.

"Tony, what happened?" - he sat down and put his arm on my shoulder, he was scared.

I wasn't able to talk to him because I was still trying to breath.

I saw him getting out of the bed, then felt his hands grab my waist.

"C'mon " - he pulled me up easily and fast. Then dragged me to the balcony.

I felt the fresh air on my face and it made me calm down a little.

"I'm here with you" - he embraced my body with his strong big arms and started breathing deep and slowly, I could feel his chest moving against my back. I followed him and started to recover.

But then... Out of nowhere, I couldn't hold back, I started crying in silence.And I hated myself for that, for crying and I was hoping he didn't see it, cause it wasn't something I could control.

"Honey, don't cry, please" - he turned me around so I could face him. - "I'm here with you"

I got out of his arms and entered the bedroom again, he followed me.

He took me by surprise and kissed me roughly.

"I'm sorry" - I said when we stopped.

"You don't have to be sorry"

"It was a nightmare. But it was too real. I don't know. It was you, it looked like you, but different at the same time. You were bad and had these red eyes and was trying to kill me and blame for a lot of things and I saw flashbacks of mistakes I made" - I was confused.

"It's just a bad dream" - he said and kissed my forehead.

"Yeah, I know." - I said and felt pain in my head.

I put my hands on my head, it was an excruciating pain.

"Tony, what's happening?" - he was desperate.

The pain was gone fast.

"I don't know" - I've never felt something like that.

"Please try to rest, it's been a long day. I'll be here by your side if you need anything" - he kissed me and I hugged him before we went to bed.

"Promise me you'll wake me if you feel something?" - he asked me when we were already in bed, I was in his arms my face on his chest.

"I promise, but don't worry, I'm just really tired." - I kissed his chest and snuggled up.

There was something wrong, I was intrigued by that awkward nightmare and the sensation I've had after, like it was real, like I really saw it. I was having a bad feeling, but it could be my anxiety talking, so I just let it go and went to sleep.