It was just like old times

Riding passenger in your Jeep

Now we're in a Chevy

Still with one hand on the wheel

You didn't ask if I missed you

You asked how my flight was

I feel you knew the answer to what you should've asked

Of course I missed you

Terribly

But I chose school

while you chose fame

And I didn't blame you for your choices

You had a dream and you chased it

I loved you for it

But I wish I was part of that dream

I didn't mention the pain that stung harshly

Once I looked down at the cup holder

to find a tube of mascara & a girl's bracelet

I knew it was Madison's

My mouth suddenly went dry

It shouldn't have, I'm fine

I've been fine without you

But why was I loving your presence

As if it were the only thing to quench me